Paul Bissonnette
I was awaiting the call from Kendall as I sat around my loft in Arizona. It was actually raining today in Phoenix. It probably rained three days out of the whole year. I finally heard my phone ring and I immediately answered it. "Kendall?"

"Yeah it's me. I just want to say that when you said, "Call me," I didn't realize it would be so hard to get your number! Callaghan wasn't even home, so I had to call Sarah and she called Ryan," she muttered.

I laughed at her. "I'm sorry, O'Connors."

I heard her angelic laugh through the phone. "Are we going to play this hockey last name game now, Bissonnette?" she teased.

"No, but I actually wanted to talk to you about something," I admitted.

"Okay, so what was it Paul?" she asked, innocently. He voice wrenched at my heart. I couldn't bear to have her angry at me or even crying because of the news I was planning to break to her. It was too cruel, though I knew it would be for the best. "Hello, Paul?"

"Oh Kendall, it's nothing. I mean it wasn't that important," I covered up. I just couldn't go through with it. I was so hyped to do it, but now I just couldn't.

"Oh, okay? Or was this just some excuse to get me to call you?" she teased, yet again.
A smile crept onto my face, slightly. "Yeah, that's what is was."

"I figured," it was silent for a little bit, "I actually found myself looking at the photos from Bali after you and Ryan left. I hope that's not weird or anything—"

I laughed. "No, it's not. Do you have the photo of Cal wasted at the temple?" I asked. That night we managed to find some alcohol on the small Indonesian island and we drank it. We had to pay one of the bartenders some extra money and we partied on some dark beach with the moonlight shining down on us. Kendall was always very mature, but even she couldn't help herself. It was one of the best memories of going to Bali.

I heard her laughing like a hyena. "Yes and don't think I got rid of the one of you two wearing those women's clothing!"

"As if—I told you to get right of those!" I said. She told me she had deleted them off of her camera a long time ago, but she lied.

Her laughter calm down. "You know, Paul we have had some pretty crazy times. I bet you still know my all-time favourite one though?"

I cringed at the thought of us still being together. I still did like and care for her a lot, but it probably wouldn't ever happen again. "Which one?" I asked.

"It was the one where we had dinner out at the temple in Eastern Bali."

I smiled to myself. "It was one of my favourite memories too, Ken." I chewed my lip realizing that she was talking to me, her ex-boyfriend, while she had a current boyfriend, who was an ass hole "Shouldn't you be hanging out with your boyfriend?"

She sighed and paused before continuing. "Yeah, you're right. I shouldn't even be talking to you right now, but I just wanted to say that I'm very happy for you. I hope everything goes good with your family and hockey. You'll find that girl for you, Paul. Sometimes the one thing you're looking for though is that one thing you're having a hard time seeing," she explained.

I thought about what she said. It was true, maybe the girl that was really meant for me was out there somewhere, but I just wasn't looking hard enough. "Yeah, you're probably right. I'll let you go know though. Bye Ken."

"Bye."

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Kendall O'Connors

I rolled around in my bed in frustration. Why was I feeling this way? I had my loyal boyfriend who loved me and was there for me and here I was, talking to another guy and thinking about him a lot. I just couldn't believe how happy he and successful he has been. Sure, I had the house and what not, but I wanted something real. I wanted to be the old me, again.

"Sarah, why can't I stop thinking about him?" I groaned.

She smiled at me forcefully. "Maybe, you still have a spot for him in your heart. Do you think he's gotten over you?" she questioned.

"It's more than obvious."

"I think you're in denial. Why would he tell you to call him? He obviously wanted to tell you something, but didn't have the guts to do it."

"You're right. I'm going to go see Jaxon though," I explained.

"I thought he said he was busy?" she asked.

I shrugged. I just wanted to see him because he's been really busy. "Well he's been cooped up in that office long enough, so I'm going to go see him."

Notes

here it is and omg you'll love the next chapter hopefully!

Song of the chapter: We Were In Love - Toby Keith
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2VrNuSOQtE