
Don't Back Up, Don't Back Down
Bad Touch
Tyler brings me into the house. It's only me and him. Patrick and Brad both went home with some other girls. Tyler walks me into my room and places me on my bed. I am still holding onto his neck when he sets me down. He tries to stand up but I don't let him. I pull him close to me and kiss him. He doesn't fight it. He gets closer and closer until his body is on mine. He stops kissing me for a second and looks in my eyes. He starts kissing my neck and rolls over neck to me. He grabs my waist and pulls me almost on top of him, still kissing my neck. I grab his face and kiss him again. He starts to take off my flannel. I throw my hat to my left and then start taking off his shirt. He throws my flannel somewhere and starts taking off my pants. I bend down and throw off my boots, the only time he let me go tonight. Before I can even turn around, he grabs my waist and pulls me back. I unbuckle his pants and throw them down. He pulls off my tank top and spins it around a couple times before he throws it. He is on top of me, sliding his hand behind my back and unhooking my bra. I didn't realize he was on top of me until now. He slides something on and throws off my underwear. I feel something slide in between my legs. Tyler bends down, full body on me, kissing my neck. I feel it. I'm too drunk to realize what is happening. "Are... Are we having sex?" I ask, extremely confused and seeing two of Tyler when I look at him. "Well... Yeah... That's what... I was... Planning on." Tyler says between kisses. I hear the door shut and jump up. "Hellllllooooo!? Anyone here!?" It's Patrick. "Oh my god. Oh my god! Oh my god!!" I whisper to Tyler. We throw on our clothes as fast as we can. Patrick drunkenly stumbles around the house and into my room just as Tyler and I put our shirts on. "Well where have you two been!? And what have you two been doing!?" Patrick almost yells this at us. "Well... Uh, we thought you left with some girl. And we were just talking. I was about to go to sleep." Tyler lies to him. "Yeah, okay. Whatever you say," Patrick slurs all of his words now, "any way, I did go home with a girl. I found out people out here are FUCKING weird! Also, she was like 10 years younger than me or something. I don't know. Her mom or roommate or someone kicked me out. I got a ride back here." Tyler is staring at Patrick like he just ruined all the fun, which he did. "Well, I'm gonna hit the hay." Patrick slurred and walked away. Tyler looks at me like we were going to continue where we left off but I just yawn and say I'm tired. I change my shirt and Tyler says he's going to change too. Just as I'm about to fall on my bed, my door swings open and Tyler is standing there. "I went to go lay down and found Patrick sprawled out on the bed. So I figured, can I sleep here with you?" I nod and Tyler jumps in my bed. Just as I lay down Tyler brings me closer to him and I fall asleep almost instantly. I dream of Tyler and Patrick living with me for the rest of my life, helping me on the farm, going hiking every day, and hopefully not getting this drunk everyday. Then it turns into Tyler working on the farm with his hockey gear on. Changing into a game where he scores all the points and wins the entire game. He slides up to me, picks me up with one hand and ... I wake up. Everyone is still passed out so I make pancakes and eggs. I look at the time and it's almost noon. "Oh shit. How long have I been asleep?" I remember all of what happened last night and think to myself, what is going on?
7/25/13