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Don't Get Laid Where You Get Paid

~Merry Christmas From the Pittsburgh Penguins~

Tomorrow is the last game of the year for the Pittsburgh penguins; I'm kinda sad but happy all at once. Sad because this is my new family who I spend most of my life with. But happy because I get to see my family and spend time with girls opposed to sweaty and smelly boys. Plus, I love Christmas.

Today the boys are going to the childrens hospital to give presents to the sick kids who will be spending their Christmas here. Personally it means a lot to me, because when I was a kid, I myself was in the hospital for some amount of time. I was sick and had to spend my Christmas there once and it was not fun. The Edmonton Oilers did the same thing and gave me a great memory for such a bad time. And I know the kids today will feel the same way. It boosts their spirits and gives them a chance to smile and gives them a memory they can remember when or if they grow older.

When we got there, they team was given Santa hats to where, I even got one because I was there with Sid. The team was in groups. In one group there was Letang, and Fleury. In another there was Geno, Jordan and Maxime. And Sidney was with some of the older guys. So that means I don't get to see Jordan, but oh well, we're seeing each other tonight anyway. We went to the older kids first and gave out presents. Sidney was very happy to see how the kids were reacting.

The press was there too, which was nice to show that they do care. On our way down to the baby/toddler centre I asked Sidney while nudging him.

"So how are you enjoying it so far?"

"I'm loving it. Where are we going to now?"

"The baby/toddler centre."

"Oh okay."

"I think I might cry here,"

"Why?"

"Because I hate seeing babies sick and stuff. It doesn't make me feel right seeing them struggle."

"Aw. Your so caring. Don't worry, they'll feel better," he said throwing his arm around me, rubbing it with his hand. I smiled. Walking in was surreal. These kids were adorable! And Sidney was great with them. His baby voice is cute too, it gave me a laugh. But I couldn't take it anymore, I had to cry. I was in the hall falling apart when Sidney came out.

"Hey, you okay?"

"I'm fine," I sniffled.

"Well why you crying?"

"Because this brings back so much for me. And it's hard to deal with."

"What is it? Maybe I can help if you tell me."

"It's pretty deep."

"You've been deep with me before."

"Okay. Um...when I was a kid, I was in the hospital over Christmas and those kids remind me of what I went through."

"Aw come here," he said hugging me. "You okay now that you got it out of your chest?"

"Yeah, a lot. Come on, let's go for our final press so you can clear your head," so he took me to the cafeteria.

When our group arrived, everyone else was already there. Jordan saw me upset and immediately came over to me.

"Hey baby, geez, you are you so emotional today?" he asked in a tone.

"Excuse me? Don't treat me like that Jordan. A good boyfriend would simply say, 'hey baby what's wrong?' But you think its okay to tell your girlfriend that she's being emotional? Gosh, don't talk to me," I said walking away.

**Jordan's POV**
"What did I do that was so wrong?"I asked.

"Dude, this is kinda important to her. She was in this position when she was a kid. It means a lot to her."

"Oh crap, I mean poop," I quickly caught myself.

"Yeah, can't swear in front of the kids," Sidney said with his teeth clenched.

"She really went through that? What was wrong with her?"

"I don't know, she didn't go into detail about it. But she did say that she went through that as a kid."

"Wow. I wonder why she told you before me?"

"I don't know, maybe it was because I was just there."

"True."

"Sidney, can you come for an interview?" a producer asked.

"Sure. Later Jordan," he patted my back and walked away.

Yes, why did she tell Sidney before she told me? I'm her boyfriend, not him. I know she liked him, but she's with me now and she needs to stay that way. I don't go chill with other girls, so why should she chill with other guys? I think I'm gonna ask her who she likes more. So I went over to her and asked.

"Hey baby, you wanna talk?"

"Fine," she said very harshly. We walked outside to have a private conversation before everyone got out to leave.

"Listen, I'm sorry for earlier, I didn't mean what I said, and I didn't know why you were upset so I tried to lighten the mood."

"You did the opposite."

"I know, and I'm sorry....Sid told me about your past," she looked away, "Kayla, please look at me. Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I wasn't ready to tell you."

"And why not? We're dating aren't we?" I whispered.

"Yeah, but we're not serious yet. Jordan, our relationship is just starting out, it's not like I'm just gonna spill my life story to you. Things like this take time."

"Well why would you tell Sidney?" She froze at me.

"Because I can trust him more."

"What the hell do you mean?"

"I said, I can trust him more."

"And you can't trust me?"

"No, not really. I can trust you with the little thing's. But what you don't get is what I went through or how I dealt with it. I didn't even tell Sidney that."

"So you want him to be your boyfriend, I see.”

"No you don't Jordan! You don't know anything! You think just because we're dating, we need to share every single detail of our lives with each other. That's not how it works. Relationships take time. And quite frankly we're only together for one reason.”

"And what reason is that?"

"Sex. And don't deny it. I care about you a lot, but we need to communicate," I stood there and swallowed as she touched my face. Everyone came out all at once, so we stopped the conversation. "Please come to my place," she said quietly.

"Alright guys, final game tomorrow, go home and get some rest," coach announced. Kayla drove with Sidney so we said goodbye and I watched my girlfriend go in the passenger side of my best friends car. Talk about heartbreak.

**Kayla's POV**
On the ride home to my place Sidney asked me so calmly.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah, I guess," I sighed wiping my eyes.

"I know you enough by now to know that something's not right. Open up and tell me if you want."

"It's Jordan. He's being an idiot.”

"I know, that's who he is," I couldn't help but smile at that comment.

"I feel like he doesn't really know about a relationship other than the physical aspect of one and it's starting to get to me. Like, I feel like he just wants sex, sorry if it's making you feel bad, but that's not what I want from him."

"Well what do you want?"

"A normal relationship. Not to be rude, but I can't trust him with anything. He totally almost got us caught with the whole magazine thing and he's been telling people about us and I can't trust him. And everything someone says to him, he will tell someone else. He's worst then a girl," Sidney laughed.

"He told me that you told him, and he got upset that I told you before I told him.”

"Why? How hard did he take it?"

"He went ape. He's all, 'oh, so you can tell a friend but not your boyfriend. Sidney isn't your boyfriend, I am' and stuff. But I feel like with you, I have more of an open relationship with and more of a connection communication wise. Whereas with Jordan, it's sexual and physical attraction. God, if you two were one person, you'd be perfect."

"So your saying that you don't find me physically attractive?"

"No, he just seems more sexual then you,"

"Well you haven't seen anything yet," he leant over and winked at me. "And I also think that you said you liked me," he smirked.

"I do like you," I said shaking a bit as we grew closer to one another. I felt his hot breath on my lips. His eyes were looking at my eyes and my lips constantly, they never broke contact. If that was Jordan, he'd be looking everywhere but at me. This moment was perfect, and what made it better was when he finally kissed me. I felt energized from it, it was a feeling I lost with Jordan weeks ago, it was nice. We broke apart and I stuttered, "I-I-I, I can't do it. I just can't. I can't cheat on him, I just can't."

"Okay, do whatever you want to do. Follow your heart and I'll support you," I looked outside thinking. "I'll see you tomorrow. Thanks for the ride and for listening to me bitch about him."

"No prob, any time. And by the way," I leant in closer, "this is his first real serious relationship since he was a teen. And you’re a good kisser," What and oh thanks Sidney.

"Wow, okay, thanks for letting me know. And thanks, you too," I winked. I closed the door and went inside to think. This will be interesting.

Notes

Thanks for reading! Sorry for the late update!

Comments

Glad they're finally together!!
BostonGirl711 BostonGirl711
11/28/13
Love it! Excited for the next update! I'm hoping she ends up with Sid :)
KatelynWho KatelynWho
9/16/13
Such a good idea! Keep it going :)
Cassie Cassie
8/17/13