Something must've jumped into my body to make me do this, I know it. I would never do this, and I am not like this. Sidney's kisses were much morepowerfull then Jordan's. Nothing Jordan did to me gave me butterflies anymore, or feel half as good. Sidney continued to work my neck with his lips and even nibble a bit. But once he came back to my mouth, that's when things got heated.

We began disregarding our clothes, and just before he took off his boxers, he asked, "Are you 100% sure you want to do it?"

"Yes," I mummbled, kissing him again.

And there we were, laying there after the best sex I've had since Jordan and I had sex with eachother the first few times. It felt so nice to have someone hold you when your done, someone to lay there with you and not say a word. Someone who cares about you and doesn't want to hurt you. This was what I want. But is it with Sidney or Jordan? I'm not quite sure, but I have made up my mind.

*Fast Forward to the morning after*
When I woke up naked in bed with Sidney Crosby, I'm not gonna lie, I forgot what happend for a sec, but it all came back after looking at him. I checked the clock, 6:30, time to wake him up.

"Sidney, it's time to get up, you got a big day ahead of you," I said softly playing with his hair.

"Why can't I just stay here with you?"

"Because that's not why we're here. We're here so you can play hocky remember?"

"Yeah-oh my God," he said alarmed all of a sudden.

"What?"

"We um..we had sex, and your still in a relationship with Jordan."

"I know."

"What should we do?"

"I think we should tell him," I said biting my lip.

"I agree," he hugged me tightly, "So who's gonna do it?"

"I will, I think he should hear what I had to say," I said.

Sidney had an awsome weekend with the charity, he played his best. Now I'm not sure if that's coming from me or what, but whatever it was worked. On the ride back it wasn't akward at all, it was perfect. We talked the whole time and had a blast in the process of driving a snowy drive. When I got back to my house, Sidney got out with me and helped me with my bags.

"Thankyou so much for a wonderfull weekend," I said as the snow fell on our faces.

"Thankyou for coming and for everything you do, Will you be okay to tell Jordan about what happened?"

"Yeah, I'll be fine," I smiled.

"Well if you need me, I'm always here."

"Kay," we hugged, looked up at eacother and shared one last kiss. After, without a word, he got in his car, waved and left. When I got in my house and closed the door, I screamed,

"Best weekend ever!" Because that's what it was.

After my little heartmelting/teenage moment, I went upstairs to my bathroom and made me a nice soothing bath. The warm water struck me like a bolt of lightning, but it was nice. Though I'm sure in real life it wouldn't be so nice. I had my stereo plugged in across the room playing some station I liked. I titled my head back and wished Sidney was here with me rubbing my back. Why did we have such a good weekend together? Why was it so great? Why can't I see that I need to be with him? Oh my gosh, I need to be with him! I sprung out of my bath, then went back in. The water was way too nice.

"Eh, I'll go confess my love later," I smiled feeling the warmth again.

I got new nicer clothes, compared tomy sweats, and drove to Jordan's. I knocked on the door nervously. Am I really doing theright thing? Yes. Yes I am. But what if-no, I'm doing it. Ugh, why do I have to care about other people's feeling's before my own? He came to the door in a black tshirt, and red track pants with a tiny white stipe down the side.He had an instant smile as he saw my face.

"Hi baby, I missed you," he said crushing me in one of his tight hugs.

"Hi Jordan," I said being kind of a downer.

"You okay babe? What's a matter?"

"Nothing."

"Here, well come inside, and I'll get you something," he said moving out of the way letting me in. "What do you want?"

"I'm good thanks."

"You sure?" he said walking into his kitchen and bringing out a bowl of something.

"What are you eating?"

"Tuna, it's delish," I laughed as his eyes got wide as he popped a mouthfull in his mouth. "Oh wow," I laughed looking away.

"So what's on your mind?"

"Okay, um, you really won't like me for this, but um..."

"What?"

"Me and Sidney hooked up."

"Well I can't say I didn't see that coming,"

"What?"

"Well it's obvious, your sexual tension, I get it. And I know you like him more then me, so it makes sense."

"You are still mad right?"

"I deserved it. I was a dick to you and you deserve someone way better. It's cool."

"Wow, your so calm,"

"Yeah, what can I say?I have that effect on people," he smiled.

"And because of it....I think we should break up."

"Again, understandable. But I want to stay friends."

"Okay." I laughed giving him a hug as I stood up. "Thanks for being so cool," I said in a kind tone.

"It's fine, but before you go, are you sure you don't want one last peice of this?" he showed me his body trying to make a sexy face.

"No thanks, I'm good. See you tomorrow Jordan."

"Bye Kayla," He waved out his door. Now onto Sidney.

Notes

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