Thursday, December 26, 2013

Dear Lana,

I didn't know. And I can't stop crying. And I know you'd call me a little wuss and a faggot for crying like a baby but Lana, I'm so sorry. I wish I knew. I wish I wasn't so stupid. It's my biggest regret. Please tell me that this is all a huge joke, Lana, please. Lana I can't feel any part of my body. The last time I cried like this was when I got hit by the semi-truck when we were fifteen. You were there Lana to help me the whole time and even while you called me a baby and told me to suck it up, you were there. Where are you now? I'm so sorry, I wish I knew.

Love
Patrick

P.S. Me and Laura aren't together anymore. That's what I wanted to tell you, but you didn't show.