Forbidden

-- Kes POV --

Things with Dawn had fallen into a comfortable routine. Get up, have breakfast in the dark. Rest, have lunch in the dark, rest more, then dinner again in the dark. She would read books to me, make up stories. Anything to keep me entertained. I was lucky. She was fun. The fact that she was gorgeous didn't hurt either. She could've been ugly as we were in the dark but knowing l was with a perfect 10, even better. She drove to the hospital in a rental car that the team looked after for us. I wore my glasses as it hurt to put my contacts in. We had been so close the past few days. She had kissed me. Twice. The first one almost felt like a mistake. Waking up next to each other she simply said good morning, leaned over and kissed me. She didn't apologize, I didn't want her to anyhow. The second time was all me. I had been talking to Higgy and Bieksa after a game, Higgy told me to give her a kiss for him. He didn't think I'd do it the bastard. But sure enough after I hung up the phone, sat next to her on the couch in the suite's living area and kissed the hell out of her. No words, no explanation. I just did it.

"So what do you think the doctor is going to say?" She asked as she pulled into a parking spot as we both exited the car.

"He'll clear me for light contact." I said with a cocky grin. "Let's make this fun." I said. She raised an eyebrow encouraging me to go on. "If he clears me, we celebrate tonight." I said running a finger down her spine. "I give you a night you'll never forget. And what happens in San Jose stays in San Jose." I whispered in her ear. I could tell she was contemplating the offer. Perhaps she felt like calling my bluff. Perhaps she wanted me as much as I wanted her.

"Alright." She said with a grin. A glint of mischief was in her eye. We shook on it and went in to the doctor's office.



"I swear they make you wait this long on purpose. They're making 6 figures so what do they care making somebody wait a while?" I said sitting on an examination table feeling jittery and nervous. "Says the thirty million dollar man." Dawn said laughing. "Relax Kes. It's one of two outcomes. He says no, we go home and you get more time to rest up. He says yes you get to go home and get back to playing with your guys." She smiled.

"And play with you." I said with my most devious smile on. Something told me that even if I wasn't cleared to play I'd still be getting some action tonight. She stepped closer to me and ran her fingers through a section of my untamed hair looking deep into my eyes. The doctor entered the office and we jumped apart like two horny teenagers caught by mom and dad. The doctor put me through a battery of tests. After a gruelling hour or so what I heard was music to my ears. I could go home and start to skate again. I had to be cleared by the Canucks doctor before playing again but I was excited just to skate again. I practically ran out of the office and almost back to the hotel until I realized how I didn't know where I was. Once back at the hotel I could barely contain myself. I nearly pressed the stop elevator button three times.

After entering the hotel room Dawn surprised me. She pushed me against the wall and gave me the hottest, sexiest kiss I've ever had in my life. She soon pushed me on the bed removing my shirt reaching for the buckle on my jeans. After helping her clothes off we resumed kissing. Both naked we took a moment to look at eachother's bodies appreciating the view. After coaxing me back down to the bed with kisses on my neck my head spun. Id this was post concussion symptoms I didn't care. My hands went to her breasts tweaking her nipples back and forth as she continued her assault of my body with kisses. Sliding a finger over her slit I could feel that she was as ready for this as I was.

"Ready baby?" I asked as she let out a very breathy yes. It felt so good to release the sexual tension that I had felt from day one of meeting her. Her beautiful mouth covering my body with kisses. I slid myself in her hearing her moan as she adjusted to my size. It was a tight squeeze but felt so right. Bit by bit I sped up feeling her body wrap itself around me. We were both careful not to leave any marks on one another. Neither one of us needed that. The tight squeeze meant I wasn't about to last very long. Between her lips on my skin, our hands everywhere, and her soft moan in my ear I felt like I was floating. Floating on a cloud somewhere in heaven where everybody has amazing sex with a goddess who was a natural 10 in all ways. Her hips met me thrust for thrust. I pulled back for a moment pushing myself in a push-up position.

"Something wrong?" Dawn asked me looking confused. "No, nothing." I whispered smiling.

"I just wanted to remember this moment. Just to savour how you look, how you feel. I may never feel it again." And there it was. The rush of guilt coming over me. For both of us really. We both had spouses at home trusting our every move. Well almost trusting at least. I leaned down and kissed her commanding her mouth with my tongue. My hips continued to thrust each one more powerful than the next. I could feel beads of sweat forming on me as our bodies danced together. It was like we were moving together as one in some sort of sacred intense dance.

Forbidden...

That's exactly what this was in every way. She could lose her job, her fiancé, everything. Me? I'd likely get a slap on the wrist from management, maybe even a fine. Not to mention a week on the couch from my wife if anyone found out. I continued to thrust and could feel her walls tightening around me. A gasp came from her mouth as her back arched. I could feel a tight squeeze around my cock as she came. She cried out my name. Not Kes like she often calls me but Ryan. It was like some foreign sound that sounded amazing all at the same time. Something I'd never forget. I wasn't far off finding my release whispering her name over and over in her ear. I rolled off of her and pulled her close to my side. Kissing her forehead we sat there in silence for a moment.

"So now what?" She asked me. Ah yes, the inevitable. We had an issue that as much as the other didn't want to touch we had to.

"Well," I started "we go home tomorrow and never speak of this again." I said suddenly realizing just how sad that was. I had just had some of the most amazing sex of my life and I couldn't even tell anyone. "I'd say we forget it ever happened but I know I can't do that." I said pulling her closer kissing her shoulder.

"We have to end this here." She agreed with me. "I don't see myself forgetting this either." She said turning to look me in the eye. "Ever" It was that easy. We were able to fool ourselves thinking it was that easy. One night stand. Our dirty secret that we could only subtly hint at. A wink here, a nod there. The odd touch here and there. We continued to sit in silence. I had resolved that nobody would ever find out. Ever.

"I need a shower." Dawn said getting up from the bed. I watched her retreating form head to the bathroom tattooing it on my mind. I suddenly realized that I could do a lot more now. Tv, my phone, I could work out again. I grabbed my iPhone and turned it on. A flood of texts and emails came in. One in particular from my best friend, Kevin Bieksa aka Juice.

Juice: hey man, miss you hope you are ok. How's life with our fave trainer?

Ismiled, if only he knew. Could he know? I thought. Surely Juice wouldn't tell.

SuperKes: great man, coming home tomorrow. Was just cleared today. Just finished celebrating.

Juice: celebrating?

SuperKes: yep

Juice: details? He took the bait... He knew I was capable of it. My ego boost suddenly 12 notches.

SuperKes: another time man. See you tomorrow

This story needed to be told in person. Away from it possibly leaking out to somebody else.

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