We'll Always Have Each Other
My New Life
Kylie's POV:
"WHAT THE FUCK KYLIE?!" He was mad. In fact, he was way more than mad. He was furious. "What do you mean, what the fuck?!?!" "We're not even married and you're pregnant!" "Yes. I am. You can't expect me to take all of the blame for this! I didn't just have sex with myself! You had sex with me, Sidney! We are both the parents here!" "Kylie, what am I supposed to say when the press asks me why I fucked a girl I barely even knew?!?!" "BARELY EVEN KNEW? I HAVE BEEN YOUR BEST FRIEND SINCE WE WERE KIDS! AND NOW I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND! IT'S NORMAL FOR TWO PEOPLE THAT LOVE EACH OTHER TO START A FAMILY TOGETHER SIDNEY!" "I do love you, Kylie. This is just so unexpected and I don't think I'm ready to end my career in the NHL for a kid." "A kid?! A kid?! It's your kid, Sidney. And who said you would have to end your career in the NHL because of your own child?!?!" "I did. The reason I never had a girlfriend or never had a love life was because of my career. Hockey is my life, Kylie. Everything I do revolves around hockey. I can't put an end to it now, and if I don't I couldn't just focus on hockey. I would have to focus on a child, a girlfriend, so much more. I can't be a dad right now, Kylie." "Sidney, what do you want me to do?! An abortion?! Because I'm not fucking killing our child. You know what, Sidney? The baby deserves better than you. I don't want my child to go through what I'm going through now. It will be better off without a dad completely rather than with you. I'm done putting up with your shit, Sidney. I'll raise the baby by myself. Have a nice life, Sidney."
Sidney's POV:
What the hell just happened? I think I need a nap to get away from all of this bullshit. I'll talk to Kylie tomorrow and figure things out.
Kylie's POV:
Sidney had thought wrong. That guy was never going to speak to me again. Ever.
The next morning:
Time to say goodbye to my old life. I packed all of my things from my apartment and from Sidney's house. Everything was loaded inside my car and ready to go. I drove 35 minutes to the Pittsburgh Airport and checked my two bags. I went to security, and got my carry on bag checked there. I proceeded to gate 3B and took a seat by myself. I was used to Jordan, James, or even Sidney sitting next to me telling me "It's gonna be ok, Ky. You don't need to be afraid of heights anymore!" SInce my flight didn't take off for another two hours, I decided to go to the Starbucks in the airport and get myself a Vanilla Latte. After that I went to the AT&T store to get myself a new phone and a new number since I left my phone so no I knew could ever contact me again. Including the people I still love, like Jordan, James, and the rest of my family. I didn't want Sidney to ever find out where I was now living my new life with my baby.
2 hours later:
"Flight 275 to Los Angeles, California is boarding now. Flight 275 is boarding now." The announcer said over the loud speaker." "Group 3, you may now board the aircraft." Finally. I was finally leaving Pittsburgh. Leaving everyone and everything that could ever make my life miserable. "Hi there, Miss Madisyn." Said the security guard who checked my ticket and passport. "Hi Mr. Falts." I said politely back. "You are good to go! Have a nice flight!" "Thank you." Miss Madisyn Landing. I could get used to that! The fact that I changed my name just because I don't want one guy to find me is kind of strange... But in a way, I know I will all be worth it. I sat down in my seat on the plane looking down at my belly. You can definitely tell it has gotten bigger since day one. I wonder what gender it will be? I wonder what I'll name it? So many things to decide as a single mom. I hope my life turns out okay. I'll just think about the advice Jordan gave me. "Think on the bright side of things, Ky." I can hear her voice running through my mind. I miss her so much. I miss James. I miss my family. I miss a lot of things. But I'm ready to see the world. I'm ready to live a new life and take on a challenge I never thought I would have to do alone. Raising a kid.
"WHAT THE FUCK KYLIE?!" He was mad. In fact, he was way more than mad. He was furious. "What do you mean, what the fuck?!?!" "We're not even married and you're pregnant!" "Yes. I am. You can't expect me to take all of the blame for this! I didn't just have sex with myself! You had sex with me, Sidney! We are both the parents here!" "Kylie, what am I supposed to say when the press asks me why I fucked a girl I barely even knew?!?!" "BARELY EVEN KNEW? I HAVE BEEN YOUR BEST FRIEND SINCE WE WERE KIDS! AND NOW I'M YOUR GIRLFRIEND! IT'S NORMAL FOR TWO PEOPLE THAT LOVE EACH OTHER TO START A FAMILY TOGETHER SIDNEY!" "I do love you, Kylie. This is just so unexpected and I don't think I'm ready to end my career in the NHL for a kid." "A kid?! A kid?! It's your kid, Sidney. And who said you would have to end your career in the NHL because of your own child?!?!" "I did. The reason I never had a girlfriend or never had a love life was because of my career. Hockey is my life, Kylie. Everything I do revolves around hockey. I can't put an end to it now, and if I don't I couldn't just focus on hockey. I would have to focus on a child, a girlfriend, so much more. I can't be a dad right now, Kylie." "Sidney, what do you want me to do?! An abortion?! Because I'm not fucking killing our child. You know what, Sidney? The baby deserves better than you. I don't want my child to go through what I'm going through now. It will be better off without a dad completely rather than with you. I'm done putting up with your shit, Sidney. I'll raise the baby by myself. Have a nice life, Sidney."
Sidney's POV:
What the hell just happened? I think I need a nap to get away from all of this bullshit. I'll talk to Kylie tomorrow and figure things out.
Kylie's POV:
Sidney had thought wrong. That guy was never going to speak to me again. Ever.
The next morning:
Time to say goodbye to my old life. I packed all of my things from my apartment and from Sidney's house. Everything was loaded inside my car and ready to go. I drove 35 minutes to the Pittsburgh Airport and checked my two bags. I went to security, and got my carry on bag checked there. I proceeded to gate 3B and took a seat by myself. I was used to Jordan, James, or even Sidney sitting next to me telling me "It's gonna be ok, Ky. You don't need to be afraid of heights anymore!" SInce my flight didn't take off for another two hours, I decided to go to the Starbucks in the airport and get myself a Vanilla Latte. After that I went to the AT&T store to get myself a new phone and a new number since I left my phone so no I knew could ever contact me again. Including the people I still love, like Jordan, James, and the rest of my family. I didn't want Sidney to ever find out where I was now living my new life with my baby.
2 hours later:
"Flight 275 to Los Angeles, California is boarding now. Flight 275 is boarding now." The announcer said over the loud speaker." "Group 3, you may now board the aircraft." Finally. I was finally leaving Pittsburgh. Leaving everyone and everything that could ever make my life miserable. "Hi there, Miss Madisyn." Said the security guard who checked my ticket and passport. "Hi Mr. Falts." I said politely back. "You are good to go! Have a nice flight!" "Thank you." Miss Madisyn Landing. I could get used to that! The fact that I changed my name just because I don't want one guy to find me is kind of strange... But in a way, I know I will all be worth it. I sat down in my seat on the plane looking down at my belly. You can definitely tell it has gotten bigger since day one. I wonder what gender it will be? I wonder what I'll name it? So many things to decide as a single mom. I hope my life turns out okay. I'll just think about the advice Jordan gave me. "Think on the bright side of things, Ky." I can hear her voice running through my mind. I miss her so much. I miss James. I miss my family. I miss a lot of things. But I'm ready to see the world. I'm ready to live a new life and take on a challenge I never thought I would have to do alone. Raising a kid.
Notes
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Wow!! A lot of things happened! I hope at some point things get better for her w the fact she's having a baby! Update again soon plz! I love this story!
1/28/14