I've been in bed for days, I'm not sure how many, they all seemed to drag on forever. I've just been laying here listening to music, the only time I get up is to go to the bathroom or lay in the tub. I had so much running threw my mind, I was disgusted with myself. I hated what I turned into.

My sister gave up on trying to get me out of bed. She knows when I get like this to just leave me alone. So she only stops by to make sure I eat. I heard my front door opening & shutting. I turned my music up & threw the blanket over my head hoping she'd leave me alone. I felt the blankets being ripped down, I pulled them back up to cover my head. Then they were ripped off again.

"What the fuck Bell" I screamed sitting up & pulling my head phones out of my ears.

"Not Bell, Brayden. Get up & eat, now Jase" He pulled the curtains open. My floor length windows instantly letting in entirely to much light for my liking.

I squinted my eyes. "What are you doing here, how did you get in?"

"Your sisters called me. You have Mauv a nervous reck. & Bell ran out of options." He put a tray full of food in front of me.

"I'm fine, & I'm not hungry" I pushed the try back over to him.

"Your always hungry, just eat" He put the tray back down on my bed.

I reluctantly grabbed a raspberry & started eating it "I'm eating now you can leave"

I showed him the half bitten raspberry. He laughed. "That's not enough. I'm staying here, we have to talk."

"Go ahead talk.. I'm listening" I started to cut my pancakes up, they smelled amazing. Brayden was such a good cook.

"When your done eating we'll talk." He kissed my forehead. He got up & walked over to the other side of the bed. He took his shoes & jeans off & got into my bed. He turned the tv on. I laughed when I saw him putting channel 75 on.

"You love the history channel"

"& so do you" he look at me & made a weird face.

I laughed & threw a balled up napkin at him "True but I watch other channels, only thing you watch is ESPN & the history channel"

"Ehh, how's the pancakes babe ?"

"They're amazing, I haven't had them in so lonnnng" I said as I stuffed another delicious piece in my mouth.

"Well I'm your personal chief for the week, anything you want I'll make" He smiled a big cheeser making me laugh again.

"Are you trying to cheer me up with food Schenn?"

"Yes, yes I am, how's it going so far? Is it working?"

"I'm smiling aren't I"

"Good, thats all I wanted" He put his hand under mine & intertwined our fingers. He lifted my arm up & kissed all my knuckles, before lying our arms back on the bed.

Notes

okay so this is still a bit short but im going to put another chapter up tomorrow or sunday.

Thanks For Reading Xo*

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