Gamble with Desire
Spa Days & Black Eyes
Its been two weeks since that fight with Brayden. I've been trying to keep myself busy. I've seen 6 clients since then & I've made close to 10 grand so I figured I treat myself to a stress free spa day. I got my hair done, a nice massage, my make up done, a mani pedi. So needless to say I was feeling good about myself when I left the spa.
It was Saturday so me and the girls were going to the club early tonight, on the search for new clients. It was already 7:00, & I had to be at the restaurant at 8:00. Fortunately all I had to do was get dressed so I wouldn't be to late.
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At the restaurant we all talked about our clients. Me, & Rebecca tried telling the rest of the girls how to pick out new clients, they weren't newbes but they're not making nearly as much as me & Becca yet. & we're both always worried about their safety so we're always giving lectures.
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After dinner we all just walked to the club it was only a couple blocks away. The bouncer let us right in. Me & Becca never had to wait in line.
Once we all got our table and drinks we started scouting the place. I wasn't exactly looking for clients for me, mostly just trying to help Vanessa, Riley & Lilly find newer & better ones.
Vanessa was talking to a guy already, she wasn't picky when it came to clients the girl would do anything for money. She motioned me over to her.
"Yeah goodluck w/that creep" Lilly whispered as I was walking away I just rolled my eyes. Lilly was the complete opposite of Vanessa. I actually don't know why or how she was still in this business. She hated it, she was just to innocent for a job like this. She has about 5 clients & I highly doubt that she'd ever break out of her shell & get more.
"Jase, this is Miguel, a long time client of mine. I was just telling him about you. He's.." He cut her off
"I was just telling her that I'd like to do business with you.. tonight if that's possible"
"I'm not sure you could afford me, Miguel is it? I charge a bit on then Vanessa here" She rolled her eyes at me & pointed to his Rolex. I just shook my head.
"Trust me I could afford you"
"He's my highest paying client, Jase"
"Well I'm not looking to take on new clients at the moment" I tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand.
"Its just for the night, I'll pay whatever you charge. Just looking to try something new. Nessa here says wonderful things about you" he smirked
I looked at Vanessa giving me her puppy dog eyes.
"Mm, okay.. Where are you staying?" Vanessa was getting money or something out of this & I know she needs it so I decided to go against my gut & just tell him I'd do it.
"My hotels just across the street. How about we have a few drinks before we go, on me?"
He didn't wait for me to answer he just went over to the bar & order the drinks. He handed me & Vanessa our drinks. I didn't touch mine, I've had enough experience in this business to know better. Vanessa on the other hand downed hers before I could tell her other wise.
We sat there for a few hours just talking. He didn't seem to bad. I did learned that he came from money. He never worked a real job in his life, he got everything from his parents.
"You ready to go?" He grabbed my hand.
"Of course" I gave him my best fake smile & followed him out the club after saying goodbye to everyone.
We got in his hotel & took the elevator up to the top floor. Once we got into his room he offered me another drink, which I declined.
"So I have a couple of rules before we get started.."
He laughed "This is new, well what are they?"
"I will not spend the night, regardless of how much money you offer to pay me. I need to see the cash up front before we get started. I don't except gifts as payments. After tonight you are not aloud to contact me by any means. I don't do group sessions & I don't do threesomes. Got It?"
"Eh well I'm sure you'll make an exception for tonight" he came closer to me & grabbed my waist.
"No exceptions"
"I'll pay extra its no big deal" He grabbed my face & started kissing me hard. I tried to pull my head away but he tangled his hand in my hair & pushed my head into his.
I pushed him off me "No im not Vanessa, this isnt gonna happen if you cant go by my rules I'm leaving" I started to walk away.
"I'm paying you, your staying"
He pushed me up against the wall. He grabbed my hair & turned me over, he pushed me over to the bed. I refused to get on it.
"Your gonna do what I want weather you like it or not" He tried kissing me again but I put my hand over his face & pushed him away. He punched me in the face. He turned me around & I heard him undoing his pants. He lifted my dressed up & pulled my underwear over, I regretted wearing a dress tonight, as he slipped inside of me. I kept telling him to stop, but he just kept going. Everytime I'd try to get away he'd bit my shoulder or neck. I realized how pathetic I was being, I had to fight to get away from him. I lifted my leg up & kicked him as hard as I could in the knee & he finally pulled out of me. I turned around to get out of there. He punched me in my face again then kneed me in the ribs twice. I screamed out in pain as I fell to the floor. He was standing over me laughing
"Fucking whore, get the fuck up & do your job"
"Fuck you" I yelled as I dug my heel right into his balls. He fell to the floor moaning. "Disgusting fucking PIG!" I spit in his face. I ran towards the door, grabbing my clutch off the table. I ran all the way down hallway thankfully the elevator door was opening. An older couple were walking out. I got on the elevator & quickly pressed the close button. As the doors were closing I heard them ask if I was okay but I just ignored them.
As soon as I got outside I got right into a cab that was outside the building. I told him where to go. The whole ride he kept asking if I was okay & if I needed to go to a hospital. I told him I was fine each time he has asked. Finally a half hour later we pulled up to the house.
"We're here miss"
"Thank you" I handed him the money & got out the cab
I made my way up the drive way, I took deep breathes before knocking on the door. I don't even know why I was here right now. What was I doing I should have just went home. I turned around about to walk away when the door opened.
"Jase?" A familiar voice said, unfortunately not the voice I wanted to hear.
"Uh, hey Luke" I spoke awkwardly. My voice was shaky from me trying not to cry.
"What are you doing here, is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just, I dont know maybe I should go, sorry"
"No, no come in" He moved aside so I could walk in.
I knew that I looked a mess. I could feel my face swollen up & my side hurt so bad I could barely breathe. I tried to hide my face but its was to obvious.
"Omg Jase are you okay? What happened?!" He gently touched my face where Miguel had hit me.
"I'm fine, I just didn't know where else to go, I needed to see Brayden, is he home?"
"He just went to pick up some food, Look maybe I should get you to a hospital"
"NO" I said louder then I ment to. "I mean, no I-I'm fine Luke"
"Here just lay down I'll get you some ice for your eye & lip, maybe so peroxide for those cuts on your back"
I just nodded as I watched him walk in to the kitchen.
I heard the front door open "Luke you wanna help me with the bags or what?" Brayden yelled, I could hear his foot steps getting closer & my heart stopped he was going to kill me. Ugh I wish I never came here.
"Hold on" Luke said back, as he softly put the ice pack on my eye. I winced at how cold it was.
"Just the sodas in the car, I got all the food".He was in the kitchen, he hadn't even noticed me yet.
"Dude what are you doin" He spoke to Luke again as he walked into the living room. I saw his face drop & my heart sunk, why did I do this to him, he shouldnt have to see me like this. "Jase?" He ran over to me, Luke moved out of his way. " Jase what happened, who did this?" He gently cupped my face in his hands & I broke down, tears just started streaming down my face, I burried my head into his neck.
At first all he did was ask me questions but once he realized I could barely talk, he sat on the couch next to me & pulled me onto his lap. He held me until I calmed down it felt like I had been crying for hours. Once I calmed down he cleaned out all of the bite marks with peroxide & put bandages of them, he put ice on my ribs & wrapped gauze around it so I didn't have to hold it all night. I took two Tylenol PM's to help with the pain so I could sleep. He played w/my hair as I explained everything.
I was half asleep when I felt him get up, I heard the door slam shut, but I was to tired to move.
It was Saturday so me and the girls were going to the club early tonight, on the search for new clients. It was already 7:00, & I had to be at the restaurant at 8:00. Fortunately all I had to do was get dressed so I wouldn't be to late.
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At the restaurant we all talked about our clients. Me, & Rebecca tried telling the rest of the girls how to pick out new clients, they weren't newbes but they're not making nearly as much as me & Becca yet. & we're both always worried about their safety so we're always giving lectures.
--
After dinner we all just walked to the club it was only a couple blocks away. The bouncer let us right in. Me & Becca never had to wait in line.
Once we all got our table and drinks we started scouting the place. I wasn't exactly looking for clients for me, mostly just trying to help Vanessa, Riley & Lilly find newer & better ones.
Vanessa was talking to a guy already, she wasn't picky when it came to clients the girl would do anything for money. She motioned me over to her.
"Yeah goodluck w/that creep" Lilly whispered as I was walking away I just rolled my eyes. Lilly was the complete opposite of Vanessa. I actually don't know why or how she was still in this business. She hated it, she was just to innocent for a job like this. She has about 5 clients & I highly doubt that she'd ever break out of her shell & get more.
"Jase, this is Miguel, a long time client of mine. I was just telling him about you. He's.." He cut her off
"I was just telling her that I'd like to do business with you.. tonight if that's possible"
"I'm not sure you could afford me, Miguel is it? I charge a bit on then Vanessa here" She rolled her eyes at me & pointed to his Rolex. I just shook my head.
"Trust me I could afford you"
"He's my highest paying client, Jase"
"Well I'm not looking to take on new clients at the moment" I tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand.
"Its just for the night, I'll pay whatever you charge. Just looking to try something new. Nessa here says wonderful things about you" he smirked
I looked at Vanessa giving me her puppy dog eyes.
"Mm, okay.. Where are you staying?" Vanessa was getting money or something out of this & I know she needs it so I decided to go against my gut & just tell him I'd do it.
"My hotels just across the street. How about we have a few drinks before we go, on me?"
He didn't wait for me to answer he just went over to the bar & order the drinks. He handed me & Vanessa our drinks. I didn't touch mine, I've had enough experience in this business to know better. Vanessa on the other hand downed hers before I could tell her other wise.
We sat there for a few hours just talking. He didn't seem to bad. I did learned that he came from money. He never worked a real job in his life, he got everything from his parents.
"You ready to go?" He grabbed my hand.
"Of course" I gave him my best fake smile & followed him out the club after saying goodbye to everyone.
We got in his hotel & took the elevator up to the top floor. Once we got into his room he offered me another drink, which I declined.
"So I have a couple of rules before we get started.."
He laughed "This is new, well what are they?"
"I will not spend the night, regardless of how much money you offer to pay me. I need to see the cash up front before we get started. I don't except gifts as payments. After tonight you are not aloud to contact me by any means. I don't do group sessions & I don't do threesomes. Got It?"
"Eh well I'm sure you'll make an exception for tonight" he came closer to me & grabbed my waist.
"No exceptions"
"I'll pay extra its no big deal" He grabbed my face & started kissing me hard. I tried to pull my head away but he tangled his hand in my hair & pushed my head into his.
I pushed him off me "No im not Vanessa, this isnt gonna happen if you cant go by my rules I'm leaving" I started to walk away.
"I'm paying you, your staying"
He pushed me up against the wall. He grabbed my hair & turned me over, he pushed me over to the bed. I refused to get on it.
"Your gonna do what I want weather you like it or not" He tried kissing me again but I put my hand over his face & pushed him away. He punched me in the face. He turned me around & I heard him undoing his pants. He lifted my dressed up & pulled my underwear over, I regretted wearing a dress tonight, as he slipped inside of me. I kept telling him to stop, but he just kept going. Everytime I'd try to get away he'd bit my shoulder or neck. I realized how pathetic I was being, I had to fight to get away from him. I lifted my leg up & kicked him as hard as I could in the knee & he finally pulled out of me. I turned around to get out of there. He punched me in my face again then kneed me in the ribs twice. I screamed out in pain as I fell to the floor. He was standing over me laughing
"Fucking whore, get the fuck up & do your job"
"Fuck you" I yelled as I dug my heel right into his balls. He fell to the floor moaning. "Disgusting fucking PIG!" I spit in his face. I ran towards the door, grabbing my clutch off the table. I ran all the way down hallway thankfully the elevator door was opening. An older couple were walking out. I got on the elevator & quickly pressed the close button. As the doors were closing I heard them ask if I was okay but I just ignored them.
As soon as I got outside I got right into a cab that was outside the building. I told him where to go. The whole ride he kept asking if I was okay & if I needed to go to a hospital. I told him I was fine each time he has asked. Finally a half hour later we pulled up to the house.
"We're here miss"
"Thank you" I handed him the money & got out the cab
I made my way up the drive way, I took deep breathes before knocking on the door. I don't even know why I was here right now. What was I doing I should have just went home. I turned around about to walk away when the door opened.
"Jase?" A familiar voice said, unfortunately not the voice I wanted to hear.
"Uh, hey Luke" I spoke awkwardly. My voice was shaky from me trying not to cry.
"What are you doing here, is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just, I dont know maybe I should go, sorry"
"No, no come in" He moved aside so I could walk in.
I knew that I looked a mess. I could feel my face swollen up & my side hurt so bad I could barely breathe. I tried to hide my face but its was to obvious.
"Omg Jase are you okay? What happened?!" He gently touched my face where Miguel had hit me.
"I'm fine, I just didn't know where else to go, I needed to see Brayden, is he home?"
"He just went to pick up some food, Look maybe I should get you to a hospital"
"NO" I said louder then I ment to. "I mean, no I-I'm fine Luke"
"Here just lay down I'll get you some ice for your eye & lip, maybe so peroxide for those cuts on your back"
I just nodded as I watched him walk in to the kitchen.
I heard the front door open "Luke you wanna help me with the bags or what?" Brayden yelled, I could hear his foot steps getting closer & my heart stopped he was going to kill me. Ugh I wish I never came here.
"Hold on" Luke said back, as he softly put the ice pack on my eye. I winced at how cold it was.
"Just the sodas in the car, I got all the food".He was in the kitchen, he hadn't even noticed me yet.
"Dude what are you doin" He spoke to Luke again as he walked into the living room. I saw his face drop & my heart sunk, why did I do this to him, he shouldnt have to see me like this. "Jase?" He ran over to me, Luke moved out of his way. " Jase what happened, who did this?" He gently cupped my face in his hands & I broke down, tears just started streaming down my face, I burried my head into his neck.
At first all he did was ask me questions but once he realized I could barely talk, he sat on the couch next to me & pulled me onto his lap. He held me until I calmed down it felt like I had been crying for hours. Once I calmed down he cleaned out all of the bite marks with peroxide & put bandages of them, he put ice on my ribs & wrapped gauze around it so I didn't have to hold it all night. I took two Tylenol PM's to help with the pain so I could sleep. He played w/my hair as I explained everything.
I was half asleep when I felt him get up, I heard the door slam shut, but I was to tired to move.
Notes
i was kind of hard for me to write like this, ive never had this happen to me so i couldnt really figure out how to write it. Hopefully this is good enough, im not really sure how i feel about it. Leave feed back PleaseThanks for reading _ xO
OUTFITS _ Spa: http://www.polyvore.com/spa_day/set?id=85272435Dinner & Club http://www.polyvore.com/dinner_club/set?id=85270405
8/16/13