I sat there staring at James not knowing exactly why to say.

"Savannah," James said sliding off the bed, onto one knee on the floor reaching into his pants that were on the floor and pulling a ring box out of the pocket, "I want to e the one holding you every night, helping you put Jake to sleep, the one you cry to when you get stressed, the one you can laugh with over any mistake you want, I want to w the one to catch you when you fall. And I hope the only place you'll be falling. Is in love with me. So, Savannah, will you marry me?"

The ring was stunning. I didn't know what to say. After all there was something I desperately needed to tell him, I just didn't know when.

"yes?" I said smiling at him. James was shocked. That was the only emotion I could see on his face. Then it changed to happiness. I poked my hand towards James and he slid the ring on almost immediately, kissing my hand lightly as he did.

"I love you, more than you will ever know" he said wrapping his arms around me and kissing the top of my head over and over. "Were actually going to do it this time right?" He laughed leaning back to see my face.

"I hope so" I laughed wrapping my arms around his neck.

"you make me so happy" he said seriously looking me in the eyes, "I don't know what I would do without you"

"Well you don't have to know," I said smiling, "because you have me now, forever and always"

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(Earlier)

"Goodbye" I said as I kissed James walking to my room. I felt sick to my stomach. And my head was pounding with every step I took. I needed to get away from James for a little bit.
i knew there was something I had to do. It was just a matter of how.

There was a sudden pounding at my door, right after I closed it. I opened it, thinking it was James.

"what?" I asked nonchalantly.

But it it wasn't James. It was Sidney. I tried to slam the door shut. There was no way I wanted to talk to sidney. Not at all.

"I still love you" he said simply, holding the door back, his strength overpowering mine.

"no you don't" I said leaning against the doorframe feeling like I was about to throw up.

"yes I do, how can I show you?" He asked simply. I felt my breakfast coming back up and ran to the bathroom before I could answer him.

next think I knew, I was sitting on the floor in my hotel bathroom, Sidney holding back my hair from my face.

"you alright?" He asked quietly after I leaned back against the bathtub.

"No" I sighed knowing what this meant.

"I'm sure it's just a stomach flu, it'll go away soon" he said rubbing my back.

"except it's not" I sighed looking up at him, his eyes going wide when he realized what I meant.

"but we didn't do anything" Sidney said SUPRISED standing up to pace around the bathroom.

"I know Sidney, but you're not the one I'm worried about" I said sadly, thinking of what I was going to do.

"Nealer?" HE asked turning to face me, shocked.

"the one and only" I said putting my head between my legs.

"savannah," Sidney said trailing off, "I'm here for you, I love you, sand if you're happy with him, I'm happy for you, that's all I want. For you to be happy. But if he ever does anything to hurt you, I swear to fucking god I will kick his ass," Sidney said.

I laughed at Sidney not really knowing what to say.

"Are you happy with him?" Sidney asked slowly.

I nodded my head slowly, yes.

"I'm happy you chose him," Sidney said surprising me, "I really am, he's a great guy, he deserves you more than I do anyway, I was a complete ass, and I can't believe I reacted like that. I just want you to be happy."

"thank you" I sighed hugging sidney tightly,

"I guess there's only one thing left to do, huh?" He asked looking me in the eye, his eyes glowing,

i nodded my head, agreeing with him.

"I'll run out and get it" he said walking out of the Bathroom without another word.

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so Sidney's backkkkk! And They're engaged! Tell me what you think! -comment, rate, subscribe!

-K

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