Hello Again
Awkward
Waking up the next morning my head was pounding and I felt sick to my stomach. I reached over to my nighstand to check my phone when I realized I was naked. Then it hit me, and no, not the hangover. "Holy shit" I mummbled under my breath, coming to realization that I had sex with Tyler last night. It wasn't even just sex, it was mind blowing amazing sex. Never have I ever had it that good and I wouldn't mind having it again. I checked my messages and heard that everyone was up making breakfast.
I threw on some yoga shorts and a Pink hoodie and walked downstairs waiting for breakfast to be served. Mack and Nat were staying the night with their men and were busy in the kitchen. "Good morning chickie," Nat smiled. "Morning," I groaned. "How was your night?" "It was good, how'd you all enjoy it?" "It was great!" Nat said making some french toast. "Yeah same! You and Tyler left awful early last night," Mack winked. "Yeah, I was exhausted from planning and he wasn't feeling too good, " I lied. "Oh that's too bad, you missed one hell of a party," "Wait, did you two sleep together last night?" Nat winked. Crap, they were onto me.
"No," I said simply making my cup of coffee. "You sure about that? Because Browns saw Tyler's dress shirt when I walked in." "Oh, I don't know why that was there," I lied, "he tends to strip in the middle of no where and leaves his stuff. He usually does it in the hall upstairs." "Brandon does the same thing! It drives me crazy," Mack said grabbing her plate. Jaimie blessed us with her beautiful precense with her hair in a tangled mess and her pj's on, "What does Brandon do?" "Strip in the middle of nowhere in the house and leave his clothes," "Oh, Tyler is the worst for that. Brad only does it in the bed room," "Or wherever you two have sex," I winked. "Fuck you Kyls, at least I get some, and got it really good last night!" she squealed. I did too I thought.
Thankfully the boys came rolling in shortly after that from bed and we made them their plates. It was awkward seeing Tyler the next morning. He looked at me and smirked slightly, it was so cute. His cheeks were so flushed it was adorable. He took the only seat available next to me and began to eat. Everyone was telling stories about the party last night and we just silently listened since we missed it all. Quite frankly I think we are both glad we missed that part. We kept stealing glances at each other all morning and it was so awkard. I have never felt this awkward in my life. I wanted to go up to him and kiss him or touch his arm or anything I could do to feel that physical contact again. I hadn't had it in so long and I loved every minute of it last night.
While everyone was taking their showers and getting ready to leave and get ready for our flight home tonight, I stopped Tyler outside of his bedroom. "Ty wait," "What?" "The girls think we slept together last night and were razzing me about it all morning before you guys woke up," he let out a small chuckle. "Were they actually?" "Yes, oh my God it was so awkward. I was just sitting there like, uhhhh no we didn't," "I'm glad you told me, it was great to know," "Tyler, your showers ready!" Tyler Brown yelled out from Tyler's shower. "I'll talk to you later, go shower, you stink," I teased, sticking out my tongue and walking out to my bedroom to take a shower myself.
For the rest of the day we all just relaxed and had a good time catching up on life. While we were getting ready to head to the airport to catch our flight back to Toronto, I couldn't help but reflect on my time here in Boston. I was on an emotional roller coaster all because of Tyler and now that I am going back home after sleeping with him, I don't know what to do. Should I bring it up to him again? Should I leave it alone? I hate making these decisions. Part of me feels like as though I will mistakingly bring it up to either him or Jamie and I fear their reactions, especially Tyler's.
I stood up fixing my shirt and stacked my carry on on my suitcase, pulling it out of my room. I sat back down on the floor just to write up a thank you note for Jamie and Brad, cuz that's always what we do, even though we yell at each other afterwards. Jamie came running into my room and tackled me, laying on me yelling, "Don't go! I'm gonna miss you way too much!" "You know I will too, I'm gonna miss you so much!" "This isn't fair!" she hugged me. Brad was walking by and peeked in, seeing our awkward position on the ground. "Oh nice! Hey boys, Jamie and Kylie are making out!" "Yeah buddy!" Brandon yelled walking over with all of the boys. "My future wife has lesbian tendencies! WOO!" Brad threw his hands up, high fiving all of the boys.
"You two are losers," Jamie said throwing a shoe at the door, trying to hit one of them. "We just love each other so much," I said hugging her tightly. "And I love her too," "I know you do, but you don't need to cheat on Brad," Tyler Brown teased. "Shut the fuck up Brown's, we always let Kylie in the bed with us, it's an open relationship like that," Brad winked. "You make me sick Bradley." I said getting up. Once Jamie stood up, we arranged rides, Jamie was taking Mack, Nat, Brandon and Browns, and I was going with Tyler. This should be a fun car ride.
Tyler brought my bags down to his car and threw them in. After saying goodbye to Brad and Jamie, since I won't see them when they drop me off, and we got teary eyed. I always hate leaving Jamie and it's an adjustment that my best friend isn't always with me. "Call me when you get home?" Jamie said, "Obviously!" "Thank you so much for everything you've done, I really appreciate it!" "Anytime! We will make more plans on when we will make more plans for the wedding, just let me know when and I will come down." "So next week?" she joked, throwing her arms around me, "Sounds good." "Have a safe flight!" "Thanks girl, be careful." "I'll try," "Oh jeez, we all know how you drive," Mackenzie teased. "Hey!" I yelled out laughing, "She's not as bad as Tyler!" Browns joked. "That's what I'm saying!" I yelled. "I'm not that bad," Tyler laughed, everyone knows he's the worst driver out of all of us.
I hopped into the passenger seat of Tyler's car, I felt so small in the massive seats. I love feeling small. Tyler pulled out of their massive driveway and we were off for a 20 minute car ride to the airport. It was so awkward in the car ride and I didn't know how to break it. We were listening to the Zac Brown Band, one of his favourites. At one point he turned to me and said, "I really did have a fun time with you last night," "I did too. Do you feel awkward?""Not at all, do you?" "Sorta," "I know, it'll be fine when you come back though," "I know, I'm just afraid someone will find out," "They won't, I promise. I actually won't tell Brad about this hookup." "You normally do?" "Oh fuck yeah, I'm still single, I flaunt it in his face," he teased. "That's very true."
The whole car ride we were making small talk and getting along again. It was weird but I loved it. When we pulled up to the drop off centre, we lost our visual on Jamie's car, so we just pulled up at the first free spot we saw. "Thank you so much for dropping me off, I appreciate it." I said getting my seat belt off. I looked up and Tyler crashed his lips onto mind, cupping my face with his hand. It was a ver heated and passionate kiss. When we pulled apart he said, "I'm gonna miss you," in his sensitive voice. "I'm gonna miss you too." he kissed me again, this time a quick peck. We got out and got my suitcase out of the trunk. He embraced me in a huge bear hug and wished me a safe flight. "Thank you," I smiled into his chest. He gave me another passionate kiss and a quick peck and then I was forced to part ways with him. I looked back, lugging my massive suitcase, seeing him wave throught the window of his car. Now I have to suffer through this flight with all of my thoughts. Great.
I threw on some yoga shorts and a Pink hoodie and walked downstairs waiting for breakfast to be served. Mack and Nat were staying the night with their men and were busy in the kitchen. "Good morning chickie," Nat smiled. "Morning," I groaned. "How was your night?" "It was good, how'd you all enjoy it?" "It was great!" Nat said making some french toast. "Yeah same! You and Tyler left awful early last night," Mack winked. "Yeah, I was exhausted from planning and he wasn't feeling too good, " I lied. "Oh that's too bad, you missed one hell of a party," "Wait, did you two sleep together last night?" Nat winked. Crap, they were onto me.
"No," I said simply making my cup of coffee. "You sure about that? Because Browns saw Tyler's dress shirt when I walked in." "Oh, I don't know why that was there," I lied, "he tends to strip in the middle of no where and leaves his stuff. He usually does it in the hall upstairs." "Brandon does the same thing! It drives me crazy," Mack said grabbing her plate. Jaimie blessed us with her beautiful precense with her hair in a tangled mess and her pj's on, "What does Brandon do?" "Strip in the middle of nowhere in the house and leave his clothes," "Oh, Tyler is the worst for that. Brad only does it in the bed room," "Or wherever you two have sex," I winked. "Fuck you Kyls, at least I get some, and got it really good last night!" she squealed. I did too I thought.
Thankfully the boys came rolling in shortly after that from bed and we made them their plates. It was awkward seeing Tyler the next morning. He looked at me and smirked slightly, it was so cute. His cheeks were so flushed it was adorable. He took the only seat available next to me and began to eat. Everyone was telling stories about the party last night and we just silently listened since we missed it all. Quite frankly I think we are both glad we missed that part. We kept stealing glances at each other all morning and it was so awkard. I have never felt this awkward in my life. I wanted to go up to him and kiss him or touch his arm or anything I could do to feel that physical contact again. I hadn't had it in so long and I loved every minute of it last night.
While everyone was taking their showers and getting ready to leave and get ready for our flight home tonight, I stopped Tyler outside of his bedroom. "Ty wait," "What?" "The girls think we slept together last night and were razzing me about it all morning before you guys woke up," he let out a small chuckle. "Were they actually?" "Yes, oh my God it was so awkward. I was just sitting there like, uhhhh no we didn't," "I'm glad you told me, it was great to know," "Tyler, your showers ready!" Tyler Brown yelled out from Tyler's shower. "I'll talk to you later, go shower, you stink," I teased, sticking out my tongue and walking out to my bedroom to take a shower myself.
For the rest of the day we all just relaxed and had a good time catching up on life. While we were getting ready to head to the airport to catch our flight back to Toronto, I couldn't help but reflect on my time here in Boston. I was on an emotional roller coaster all because of Tyler and now that I am going back home after sleeping with him, I don't know what to do. Should I bring it up to him again? Should I leave it alone? I hate making these decisions. Part of me feels like as though I will mistakingly bring it up to either him or Jamie and I fear their reactions, especially Tyler's.
I stood up fixing my shirt and stacked my carry on on my suitcase, pulling it out of my room. I sat back down on the floor just to write up a thank you note for Jamie and Brad, cuz that's always what we do, even though we yell at each other afterwards. Jamie came running into my room and tackled me, laying on me yelling, "Don't go! I'm gonna miss you way too much!" "You know I will too, I'm gonna miss you so much!" "This isn't fair!" she hugged me. Brad was walking by and peeked in, seeing our awkward position on the ground. "Oh nice! Hey boys, Jamie and Kylie are making out!" "Yeah buddy!" Brandon yelled walking over with all of the boys. "My future wife has lesbian tendencies! WOO!" Brad threw his hands up, high fiving all of the boys.
"You two are losers," Jamie said throwing a shoe at the door, trying to hit one of them. "We just love each other so much," I said hugging her tightly. "And I love her too," "I know you do, but you don't need to cheat on Brad," Tyler Brown teased. "Shut the fuck up Brown's, we always let Kylie in the bed with us, it's an open relationship like that," Brad winked. "You make me sick Bradley." I said getting up. Once Jamie stood up, we arranged rides, Jamie was taking Mack, Nat, Brandon and Browns, and I was going with Tyler. This should be a fun car ride.
Tyler brought my bags down to his car and threw them in. After saying goodbye to Brad and Jamie, since I won't see them when they drop me off, and we got teary eyed. I always hate leaving Jamie and it's an adjustment that my best friend isn't always with me. "Call me when you get home?" Jamie said, "Obviously!" "Thank you so much for everything you've done, I really appreciate it!" "Anytime! We will make more plans on when we will make more plans for the wedding, just let me know when and I will come down." "So next week?" she joked, throwing her arms around me, "Sounds good." "Have a safe flight!" "Thanks girl, be careful." "I'll try," "Oh jeez, we all know how you drive," Mackenzie teased. "Hey!" I yelled out laughing, "She's not as bad as Tyler!" Browns joked. "That's what I'm saying!" I yelled. "I'm not that bad," Tyler laughed, everyone knows he's the worst driver out of all of us.
I hopped into the passenger seat of Tyler's car, I felt so small in the massive seats. I love feeling small. Tyler pulled out of their massive driveway and we were off for a 20 minute car ride to the airport. It was so awkward in the car ride and I didn't know how to break it. We were listening to the Zac Brown Band, one of his favourites. At one point he turned to me and said, "I really did have a fun time with you last night," "I did too. Do you feel awkward?""Not at all, do you?" "Sorta," "I know, it'll be fine when you come back though," "I know, I'm just afraid someone will find out," "They won't, I promise. I actually won't tell Brad about this hookup." "You normally do?" "Oh fuck yeah, I'm still single, I flaunt it in his face," he teased. "That's very true."
The whole car ride we were making small talk and getting along again. It was weird but I loved it. When we pulled up to the drop off centre, we lost our visual on Jamie's car, so we just pulled up at the first free spot we saw. "Thank you so much for dropping me off, I appreciate it." I said getting my seat belt off. I looked up and Tyler crashed his lips onto mind, cupping my face with his hand. It was a ver heated and passionate kiss. When we pulled apart he said, "I'm gonna miss you," in his sensitive voice. "I'm gonna miss you too." he kissed me again, this time a quick peck. We got out and got my suitcase out of the trunk. He embraced me in a huge bear hug and wished me a safe flight. "Thank you," I smiled into his chest. He gave me another passionate kiss and a quick peck and then I was forced to part ways with him. I looked back, lugging my massive suitcase, seeing him wave throught the window of his car. Now I have to suffer through this flight with all of my thoughts. Great.
Notes
Outfit for the chapter: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=85062327Don't you just hate awkward moments?
Thanks for reading! :)
I hope there is another sequel! I have enjoyed this story and would love to see where their relationship goes.
12/30/13