Paisley fell asleep shortly after I left her room, so I got alone time now to think. If Beau didn't care if I was with other people, why was he so mad then when he left? I figured if I just packed right now and left with Paisley with some friends for a trip, I could figure out what to do, and that is just what I did. I grabbed things for Paisley and myself for a couple of weeks, I got her into her car seat, and sneaked upstairs, and left Sid a note.

Dear Sid,
I am leaving for a bit, I will be back soon I promise, I just need to think. Whatever is happening between us, isn't going to work, not with everything that is happening with Beau and Paisley. Don't take this personally, we are not right for each other. I will see you soon, you won't even realize that I am gone. My phone is off, and I didn't tell anyone where I am going, I don't even know, but don't worry. I will miss you a lot, and tell Beau not to worry either.

Love, Blakley.

I put everything in the car quickly trying not to wake Sid up, but what hurt, is seeing him in the mirror watching you drive away, with the note in hand.

"You could have just told me how you felt, and not just leave everything behind you" He texted me.

I think he just told the whole world because my phone was blowing up with texts.

1 person I replied to.

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