Quietly

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"Please Ev." Those words in themselves were enough to undo all of his self-control. But this wasn't some girl from a club, it was Ally. His Ally. He needed everything to be perfect. He wanted to show her how much he loved her.

"Da" he said moving closer to the bed "But slow." He sat down on the edge of the bed closest to Ally. She sat up and drew the blanket around her. She had always been shy. It was one of the things that had attracted him to her. He moved closer to her and frames her face with his hands. He kissed her gently. His lips barely grazing hers. His hands went to her pale hair. He began pulling the pins out of her hair. Her hair came free and fell in riotous waves down past her shoulders. It was shorter now than it had been when they first met, but it suited her just the same. He held her hair in his large hand and kissed the shoulder he bared. He trailed kisses along her collar bone and up her neck. He captured her mouth. Gently. Ally started to beg him to go faster but he cut her off by sweeping his tongue against hers. She was lost. He never moved his mouth from hers as he pushed her back onto the bed. He nipped at her lip before pulling away. He stretched out his large body beside her. He tossed the blanket from her body. Ally flushed from her cheeks all the way to her toes. His Ally was still so shy. He brought her body up against his. His mouth found hers again. The kisses continued until he could feel her heart beating wildly against his chest. He stopped and looked at her. He wanted this so much, he didn't want this to be a onetime deal. Ally leaned in and kissed him. Her tongue darted along the seam of his lips. He gave her exactly what she wanted. They were tangled together and breathing as one. He wasn't sure if he knew where Ally ended and he began. And that was exactly what he wanted.

Ally threaded her hand through Evgeni's thick hair. She held him in place while she drank him in. They both knew he could move at any time he wanted. But she knew he would stay just where he was for her. Light and dark thought Ally. She stopped long enough to look at him. His olive skin, dark hair, and dark eyes were a stark contrast to her own features. He was looking right back at her. Both seemed to be scared that it was illusion the other was there. Ally was so terrified that any moment an alarm clock would bring her out of this moment. He pushed Ally flat against the dark sheets. He moved his body so his covered hers but she was bearing his weight. Ally wound her hands around his neck and brought him closer to her. She canted her hips towards him when she felt him settle into the v of her thighs. He was pressing open mouth kisses against her neck. He trailed kisses over her collar bones. His hot mouth kissed the slopes of her breasts. Her hands found his hair again. He tongue made a hot wet slide between her breasts. Her breath hitched when licked and her nipple. It pebbled as he moved to her other breast. Her body was aching. She wanted him to hurry, she wanted him to stop, she just wanted him. He continued lavishing attention on her breasts. Her breath hitched as his mouth went lower. He kissed her stomach. His tongue dipped into her belly button. It then found the scar from where she had Natashka. He stroked his thumb over the tattoo on her hip. He remembered the night she got the tattoo. They had won the cup and were all getting tattooed. She has sat with them while they were getting tattooed. The artist had told her he would tattoo her for free since he had done all the boys. She had made Evgeni leave while it was being done. The black and gold 71 stood out so stark against her pale skin. He kissed the tattoo. He crawled back up her body and captured her mouth roughly. His tongue dueling with hers.

"I thought it gone" he said against her mouth.

"Never, it's just one of the scars I live with." she replied kissing him again.

"Not scar" he said running his thumb over it. She shook her head as his hand slid away from the tattoo. His hand took up residence in the apex of her thighs. His fingers skimmed over her folds. She gasped. He pressed one large finger into her aching core. He brought that finger back to her clit. He manipulated that tiny bump until she was writhing beneath him. She was panting. He kissed her again before his head joined his hand. Her looked down at her body. Her thighs were splayed open due to the breadth of his shoulders. His mouth replaced his finger on her button. He licked and nipped until she raised her hips off the bed. She wasn't sure if she wanted more or wanted away. He laughed and the rumbles detonated shockwaves in her body. He continued sucking and lapping until she was moving her hips towards his mouth for more contact. He was pumping a large finger into her core as he kissed her most intimate parts. Ally was bucking against his hand. She wasn't sure whether or not she should tell him to go slow because she hadn't been with anyone since him. He was currently working her body hard. She was so close to shattering into a million pieces.

Ally's body was so tight. So wet. Evgeni sped up. It wasn't long until she was crying his name. He kept licking and sucking until she begged him to stop. She was pulling at his shoulders whispering "Nyet." He came up the length of her body and kissed her mouth. They were both so worked up that neither wanted to cede control of the kiss to the other. Ally wrapped her legs around his waist and rocked her hips against his body. She was still so sensitive that friction of his boxer briefs against was enough to cause aftershocks. Ally bit down on his neck and sank one hand back in his hair. He muttered something in Russian. Ally had no idea what he was saying. But Evgeni worked up talking dirty in Russian was one of the best things about him. He was beautiful. She slid her nails down his back. He bowed his body towards her pressing his weight into her. Her hands found the waist band of his briefs. She slipped her hands into his briefs and wrapped her hand about his rock hard cock. He groaned and said something else in Russian. She wasn't sure if he was begging her to stop or begging her to go faster. She let go long enough to push his briefs off his body. He stood up and kicked them off. Ally turned on her side and reached out for him. He moved away from her touch. He moved to his bag and grabbed a condom and tossed it on the bed beside her. He was standing just out of her reach just looking at her.

"Ev what's wrong?" she asked crawling towards him.

"Nyet" he said "Give one second not want this over quick."
Ally started laughing. She grabbed the condom and opened it. She moved across the bed and came to stand beside him. "говеть" she said as wrapped her hand around his dick. She heard his breath catch. "Blyad!" he exclaimed as she stroked him " Nyet говеть." He attempted to still her hand. "Da" she said. She kneeled in front of him. Still running her hand over his length. Her mouth found his cock. She kissed his head. Evgeni swore again in Russian. Her mouth closed around him as she pumped. He swore in English. And then in some broken form of both as she worked her mouth. His hands were now wrapped in her hair as he was trying to keep from exploding in her mouth. "Ostanovit' lyubov'" he commanded. Ally's icy eyes looked up at his dark eyes. They were almost black with lust. She licked the head of cock slowly and deliberately. "Ostanovit' lyubov'" He followed the "stop love" command with a please is whispered English. She rolled the condom over him. She stroked him. Evgeni grabbed her and hauled her up against him. He wrapped her legs around him and both hand gripping her ass. He kissed her fiercely. His tongue surging and pushing into her mouth. He managed to tumble them both back down into the middle of her bed. Evgeni moved far enough away from Ally that he could watch himself enter her body and watch her face as they joined. He pushed himself into her. God she was tight against his body. He remembered that about Ally. She fit him as if she was made for only him. Before he fucked everything up he had been the only guy Ally had ever been with. She still felt that way. He was trying to be gentle but it was too much. He sank into her body. He heard her gasp. Her face contorted in pain. "I hurt" he said looking at her. He was stroking her hair away from her face. She shook her head. He started to pull away from her body and she locked her legs behind his hips. He looked down at her and she was shaking her head. "Don't stop" she pled "Please Evgeni don't stop" He pushed forward again. He felt her body open more to him. He leaned down and captured her mouth as he moved in and out of her body. Ally was moving her hips meeting him thrust for thrust. He was so near the breaking point. His hand found her button and he swirled his thumb around. She cried out and canted her hips into his body. He worked her clit as he plunged into her body. He felt her start to convulse around him. Ally was breaking apart at his every touch. She felt her body break in time with Evgeni's and he poured every last ounce of energy into making her body fly apart again before he joined her. His full weight was on her momentarily as he collapsed against her murmuring in Russian. He quickly moved to dispose of the condom. She made a discontented sound. "Be back" he said. True to his words he was only gone for a minute. Ally was laying in the bed exactly where he had left she. Across the bed in the middle. He snagged his undershirt as he came through the bedroom. "You no move" he asked looking at Ally. She stretched like a cat but made no attempt to move across the bed. "I no break" he replied. He leaned in and kissed her gently. He pulled her up against him and handed her the shirt. She pulled it over her head and crawled across the bed to her dresser. She pulled on a pair of panties and some boxers shorts. "Pants Ev" she said quietly "We have a 4 year old." "Da" he replied pulling on his briefs and his lounge pants. They both climbed into the bed. She gave up all pretense of staying on her side and just used him as a pillow. She tangled her legs with his and listened as his heart resumed normal rhythm. Neither were talking. The only sound was their breathing. She was content with him just being there. She was running her hands over the wide expanse of his torso. He was even more muscular than he had been 5 years ago. He was holding her securely against him as if he feared she would run away. "I ask question" he said quietly. Ally tipped her head up at Evgeni. Those dark eyes cut her to her soul. She nodded. "Why you no tell me be gentle? I never hurt on purpose." He could see face flush. He knew he could follow that warm glow to her toes. He kissed her temple. "I would been careful." Ally remained silent. She was trying to figure out what to say that didn't make her seem pathetic. "I'm not built to sleep with random guys. Contrary to the start of our relationship I've never been the type to fall into bed with guys. I've went on dates." "No more dates" said Evgeni. Ally shook her head in agreement. "You no be with anybody?" "Ev it's always been just you." she answered honestly " and if not you then I wouldn't just settle." "Just Evgeni" he repeated "Wish I give you what you give me. But can't." "I knew you would move on with your life" she replied "but if we are going to try and fix this it stops Ev. It stops now. I won't have Nat hurt." "Let up" he said getting out of the bed. Ally watched him walk across the room. He grabbed his shave kit and dug around. He came back to the bed. The only light in the room came from the open bathroom door. "Can't give back what I took. Can't change what did. But I can give future. Love you and Natashka forever. That no change." He laid back down beside her in the bed. He rolled over on his side. He handed her the tiny box in his hand. The ribbon on the box was still tied the exact way it had been when he and Lazy left Tiffany's the morning after he found out she was pregnant. She sat up beside Evgeni and crossed legs. She was holding the box in the palm of her hand. She was looking at the box as if it contained a bomb. "Ev what are you doing" she asked quietly not sure she had even spoke out loud. "Day you say you have Evgeni's baby I take Lazy we go to jewelry store. I buy this that day. Only Lazy know. But then it get bad. Mama worried. She take ring to Russia because she know I not if her not okay. Night of recital Mama give me ring tell me fix all our mistakes." he answered "I want you forever. Before lecture say no just open." Evgeni sat up and turned the bedside lamp on. It cast an orange glow in the room. She pulled the white ribbon gently free from the tiny blue box. She laid the ribbon between where she and Evgeni sat. She held the box in her hand and looked at his eyes. She had never saw fear in his eyes until this very moment. Ally opened the box. It was a perfect oval shaped diamond surrounded by equally perfect bead set diamonds. It was platinum. It was huge but so very classically designed. She absolutely loved it. "So Allyson I love forever. I love you and Natashka. I know you not say yes right now. But want you to have the ring. Put on you right hand. We leave it there until you know you marry me. Because my Ally is it. I know this. My forever, my only, Ally is moye." "You are leaving in 1 day Ev." she said tears shining in her eyes "You will go back the Burgh and then home to Russia. This is insanity." The tears fell. "I have to go the Burgh and all over to play hockey." he answered "But home not Russia. Home with you and Natashka. If you want to live here we live. I build rink. I practice here in off season coaches come" He took the box from her hand and pulled the ring free. He tossed the box with the ribbon. Evgeni placed the ring on her right ring finger. He kissed her ring and her hand. "Mine." he said leaning in and kissing her lips. "Please wear ring. I love you. I be best husband in whole world." Evgeni watched her look at the ring on her hand. "Da" she said "Da we will figure it out." she said again. He wasn't sure if she was convincing him or herself. "But it stays on my right hand until I am sure Ev. Just because it isn't on my left doesn't give you carte blanche to fuck whomever." Evgeni smiled at her. "I already married" he replied "Only girl I love my Ally. And Natashka." He kissed her again. He placed the box and ribbon on the night stand and flipped off the lamp. He stretched out on the bed and Ally laid back down on his chest. His heart seemed to be thundering even harder now. Ally was stroking his hipbone again. She looked at the ring against his olive skin. She wasn't sure which was more beautiful. "Ev" she said quietly. He looked down at her light eyes "I love you too. I always have. I always will. He nodded and kissed her forehead. She was physically and emotionally exhausted. It was nearing 2 am. She heard his breathing even out. She was laying on his chest and was watching him sleep. She was looking at the ring on her hand. She fell asleep pondering how to explain this situation to everyone.

Notes

Formatting issues again. I have no idea why, It keeps putting text in boxes. It's crazy. Sorry it's making me crazy.