Dirty little Secret

Jake. It was Jake standing in the office. I stopped and inhaled as I was unsure of what was going to happen the second I would walk into the office.

“I’m in trouble..” I mumbled to myself. As soon as my hand reached the handle Jake spun around immediately and crossed his arms. Fuck. Did I mention that Jake was quite possibly the worst person to ever piss off? or disappoint? I mean to be honest, I would rather have my parents be upset with me than Jake. I could just tell that he was pissed.

“Hey, whats up?” I asked nonchalantly, in hopes that Jake wasn’t here because of me not coming home last night.

“What’s up!?” He uncrossed his arms and threw his hands in the air in frustration. Yeah he definitely was mad about last night.

“Thank you ladies, I’ll take my sister, she’s excused for the rest of the day” Jake said sternly as he grabbed my arm and took me outside of the office, I could tell that the secretary was going to say something but couldn’t. Jakes grip was tight and hard and I could feel the spot where his hands were wrapped around begin to go numb. I rolled my eyes as he dragged me down the hall and then finally let me go.

“What the fuck Vanessa? Care to fucking explain where the hell you slept last night?” He snapped at me. I exhaled and crossed my hands, he was so annoying, yet scary.

“...at the hockey game” I murmured just loud enough for him to hear me and I turned my head away.

“Don’t play stupid Vanessa, where did you go, I waited for you for an hour outside of the arena, and Lyla had to tell me you left with some guy,”

“Okay look I-” I began to get anxious and I stopped at the beginning of my sentence when I saw Tyler walk into the school, my heart stopped. What. My eyes grew wide and I couldn’t help but stare, his eyes met mine instantly as he looked over and he began to approach me.

“One sec Jake,” I said as I hurried towards Tyler.

“What are you doing here?”

“Came to see you, Miss… hey I don’t even know your last name?” Tyler said as he placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer attempting to kiss me, and I pushed him off.

“How’d you find me?” I asked confused. I never told him I went to school here. Shit, someone must have told him that I went to this school. That means he knows. Oh fuck.

“I followed you here yesterday morning after you left me after that amazing blow job” He whispered and tried to kiss me once more and I turned my head so he kissed my cheek.
“Woah what’s your problem?”

“You never told me you were coming by?”

“I wanted to surprise you,” He began to rub my waist and we inched closer, all I could think about was how my brother could one hundred percent see all of this, how awkward. “Besides, I was thinking maybe we can have some school sex, like on your desk or something, you know like the naughty teacher you are,” He smirked. Teacher? I pulled Tylers arm away from my waist and stepped back. I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration, this was how I was going to have to tell him that I was seventeen. I never even thought I had to have this conversation with him, I just wanted it to be casual, no strings attached. This guy was getting way too fucking clingy already and we only fucked like three times.

“Tyler, I’m not a teacher here,”

“I figured you were a little young looking for a teacher,” Tyler chuckled. “So what, you’re like a Student teacher or something?” He reached over for me once again, but I backed up. Oh my goodness Tyler was so mistaken.

“No I’m not a student teacher either Tyler, I go here,” I sighed in annoyance, how did he not get the hint. He looked at me hard in disbelief, probably denying the fact that he might have just had sex with minor, well... he definitely did in my case. He blinked quickly, snapping back to reality.

“What do you mean?” He said through gritted teeth as he squinted at me. Maaaan can this guy get a clue?

I moved my tongue around the inside of my mouth and rolled my eyes in annoyance, seriously Tyler?

“I’m a student here,”

“Isn’t this a high school?..or is it a college?” my eyes widened at Tyler’s stupidity, he was in some series denial.

“No Tyler, this is a HIGH SCHOOL” I finally sighed and threw my hands up in the air. Tyler just looked at me wide eyed.

“But we-”

“Had sex?”

“And youre a-”

“Senior.”

“How old are you?” He said, and I could hear the faint disgust in his voice.

“Seventeen,”

“Do you know how old I am? Who am I fucking kidding, of course you know how old I am,” He began to freak out. Give me a break, its not like it wasn’t consensual. “You’re telling me that you’re just a fucking kid?! When were you planning on tell me that you’re seventeen years old? This has got to be a joke, please tell me you’re joking,” Tyler looked at me desperately, but I shook my head. I took a quick glance at Jake, who was on his phone speaking fast, probably to my parents.

“Did you set me up?” he said coldly. Is he serious? Of course I didn’t set him up, where was he getting this idea from?

“No, what, wait-”

“Oh my God, you’ve probably been telling your friends that you fucked Tyler Seguin right? Oh who am I kidding, you’re probably talking to the media right now for the right price to sell this story, huh? You’re shady as fuck you know that? You make me-”
“Woah slow down, I had no idea who you until way after we first met, so don’t jump to conclusions, I haven’t spoken to any ‘media’, relax” I snapped back at him, and he just looked at me and began to shift backwards.

“Thats bullshit, you were all over me the second you saw me, you knew who I was,”

“No, Tyler I didn’t, I was just horny and glad to be in a place in Dallas that wasn’t fucking boring, so don’t flatter yourself”

“Don’t flatter myself? No, no, no, take yourself off of that high Goddamn pedestal, you knew who I was and as soon as you saw me, you jumped at the chance to fuck me” Tyler scoffed, it made me so angry.

“Are you kidding me? First of all, YOU’RE the one who was all touchy and all ‘oh this is my date’ at the party, and second of all, you’re the one at MY school, looking for me!”

“You were easy as fuck and I was looking for a way to get my ex girlfriend jealous,”

I paused and just looked at him. I had no words, I wasn’t necessarily ‘speechless’, it was more like I was shocked at how stupid and full of himself the man standing in front of me was.

“You know what? Forget this, I have a flight to catch” Tyler said as he turned around and walked off angrily. That went well..

“..okay, we’re on our way” I heard Jake say as he approached me and hung up his phone.

“That was mom and dad, they’re pissed.” Jake said, as if I didn’t know. I rolled my eyes for the millionth time in the past dramatic 10 minutes that has quickly gone by.

“Get your shit and lets go.” I went over to my Chem class, grabbed my things, excused myself and then grabbed the rest of my things from my locker and Jake dragged me out to his car. As soon as I sat down I suddenly felt a sharp warm pain on my face. Jake slapped me. I tried to slap him back but he grabbed my arm before I could make contact.
“FUCK OFF JAKE!”

“Don’t be fucking rude,” He said. Once he released my arm I punched him in the arm. It was just brotherly sister fighting, nothing like ‘abusive’ or anything, but he made me so angry at how involved in my life he liked to get. Alright, so I must confess, that at one point I did date someone. That was one of Jake’s former teammates from the Notre Dame hounds, Evan. It was super intimate, we had sex almost all the time, and almost everywhere. Jake caught us one time in his room and he flipped, thats how Jake found out I wasn’t a virgin and since then Jake has gotten much more over protective over me. His friends always hit on me, but I was never interested and Jake made sure that his friends never actually made a move, but Evan did and although Jake didn’t like it, he allowed it. It was only when he walked in on us, that was when Jake made us stop seeing each other. It was awkward.

“Tell me you’re not sleeping with Tyler Seguin Vanessa.” Jake turned the music down and asked after a couple minutes of driving. All I could down was let out a sigh and drop my head.

“Seriously? That fag? You can do better Nessa,” Jake chuckled. “I played with him when I lived in Michigan right before going to ND”

This was getting fucked up.

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