Dirty little Secret
Chapter 13
My head spun in circles during my spontaneous four hour flight to Calgary. I’m sure I would get in trouble if Coach found out that I ‘randomly’ flew to Calgary, but that was the last thing on my mind. I just wanted to see Vanessa, I wanted to touch her, feel her. As soon as I landed in Calgary I snap chatted Vanessa, letting her know that I was in Calgary, my stomach was doing flips at what she was going to say next. I didn’t know if I was supposed to apologize to her or if she should but for me, it was all behind us, it was nothing.
SHE’S SEVENTEEN,
damn, my conscious was always a fucking buzzkill. I rubbed my face nervously trying to ignore the thoughts in my head.My phone buzzed and I immediately swiped the snapchat icon to view Vanessa’s next message. It was her address. I cupped my mouth in shock and and gasped. It was weird taking a jet and arriving somewhere with no one there to meet me. I called for an Uber and once it arrived I gave the driver the address to which he brought me to what I hoped to be Vanessa’s place.
Vanessa’s POV
Maaan was this weekend boring, I’m already on episode eight of season two of Orange is the New Black. I was about to tap the ‘Play Next Episode” when my doorbell rang. I rolled my eyes at the fact that I had to get out of my comfortable position on my couch to get the door. I pushed the bowl of popcorn off of my lap and slowly got up. My large shirt drooped just below my butt, so if it was anyone I didn’t know, this was going to be an awkward encounter. I shifted to the door and tried to make out who it was through the glass, but the designs caused them to appear disfigured. I could see them moving side to side a bit impatiently and I unlocked the door and opened it to see Tyler. A smug smirk grew on my face, I couldn’t believe he actually came here, he was my bitch.
“Vanessa..” He exhaled as he dropped his duffle bag and gazed at me.
“You actually came?” I said as my jaw dropped in shock.
“Well yeah?” He said scratching the back of his neck.
“Noo way..” I sighed to myself as I shook my head. I heard a chuckle come from Tyler which caused me to get a little flustered.
“Can I come in?” I inched closer to me, I had completely forgotten where I was for a second.
“Oh yeah, yeah sorry!” I jumped as I moved out of the way and made a gesture for him to enter. To be completely honest, I didn’t actually think he would come, and the fact that; that snapchat could have been anyone, and yet I sent those photos in hopes that it was him, and to my surprise it was. I shut the door and watched as he removed his shoes and began to take his jacket off, that was when I reminded of how we left things off. He found out I was seventeen and he was pissed, oh fuck. Tyler turned towards me holding up his jacket.
“Where do you want me to-”
“Tyler, hear me out on how we left things off. Look it’s not like I didn’t lie or anything like that I just-” I saw Tyler’s jacket drop to the floor and felt large cold hands cupped up on my face. Tyler’s nose curved against my and his lips (the only warm thing on his face) curled on mine. I shut my eyes and relaxed a bit as I deepened the kiss and felt his tongue beg for an entrance in my mouth, which I granted. Tyler’s hands moved from my face to my hair and all the way down to my waist, which he squeezed. I did a little “HORAAY” dance in my head, I guess this was up making up, or making out? haha! His left hand began to moved down and behind me and he was about to grab my ass when an alarm went off. Fuck, I should have known that my parents would leave with the security system on. We pulled away from each other and Tyler had a confused/panicky look on his face.
“Oh my God, sorry!” I laughed shyly as I pushed past him to disarm it. Talk about a total cock block. I walked back towards him and he was still standing in the same spot, only he was looking around at my house with his arms crossed. I interrupted whatever he was thinking about when I began to rub his back. Tyler turned to face me but this time he didn’t just kiss me, he looked at me kind of funny before he began to suck my face in. This kiss was super passionate and intense which was a little peculiar to me.Tylers hands made their way to my thighs and he lifted me up with ease. I wrapped my legs around his torso and my arms around his neck beginning to enjoy this makeout session a little bit more.
“Tyler..lets go to the bedroom” I said as I pulled away from him breathlessly. His eyes were barely opened but I could sense the lust in them, the lust in the atmosphere was palpable and it only turned me on more. Tyler put me down and he made sure to run his hand down my arm and intertwined his fingers into mine when he met me hand. I gave him a daring look and guided him to the bedroom.
Tyler’s POV
My heart was pounding hard and fast I was surprised that Vanessa hadn’t noticed. I was shaking uncontrollably, or at least it felt like I was and I was very warm and sweaty.
“It’s really hot in here” I said in between breaths as we kissed. I didn’t want to stop kissing her, it felt so good.
“Mmm,” she moaned as I felt her hips begin to slide up and down on top of me. We were sitting up on the edge of her bed, with our clothes on, still. I began to play with the hem of her long white t-shirt that was transparent enough in the sunlight for me to see her nipples. I was getting turned on fast, and i just wanted her to be naked underneath me saying my name. I pulled her shirt over her head and immediately after I took it off she grabbed my face and brought our faces close and grazed her lips against my own, I let out a faint and desperate whimper and she chuckled. I wanted to take her right now, no foreplay or anything, I just wanted to feel her. I began to suck and leave kisses on her neck as I slowly lay her down on her bed and positioned myself on top of her. I took my shirt off as she pulled my sweats down leaving me in my boxers. She looked up at me with innocent eyes; she definitely wasn’t innocent. I began to kiss down her stomach, down to her panties and I slowly removed them, maintaining eye contact with her. As I moved back up she slid my boxers off and we were now up against each other naked. I slowly placed myself inside of her and groaned in pleasure.
“Vanessa..” I moaned out, I looked down at her and her eyes were shut in pleasure. I continued to thrust in and out, I was slow at first but I couldn’t help but increase my speed. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of her, she was so beautiful, she was barefaced and was still a ten. I placed my forehead against hers and continued until we both became undone. I pulled out before cuming and exploded on her lower stomach. I was gasping for air, and so was she.
“Sorry,” I laughed when I looked at the mess I made. She looked over at me still panting and gave me a smile. She wiped her stomach off with my shirt and laughed while doing so. I got up and put on my boxers and laid back down with her, she did the same with her underwear and curled up against my chest. I looked at her for a long time, I barely knew her but I wanted to. Is it weird if I say that I wanted her to be mine? I wanted her to be my girlfriend? But it couldn’t happen, not now. She was seventeen and I had to wait until she was legal, and a lot can happen within that time period. I felt her fingernails tracing circles on my stomach and I laughed.
“That tickles,” I said breaking the silence that we were laying in for a while, she let out a sigh. Still not a word.
“Vanessa I’m sorry for freaking out at you last time we saw each other,”
“...I saw where you were coming from when it came to the whole age thing, but I just wanted to say that I never lied to you Tyler,” she said and I nodded.
“I had no idea who you were, HONEST! I never thought that I’d ever see you again after Dallas, who would have thought you were an NHL player..” she nudged. I looked down a little embarrassed, was it really that hard to tell?
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I smirked.
“I didn’t mean it like that, I meant like..” she began to stumble upon her words. She was pretty smooth with her words and seeing her struggle kind of made me feel good.
“Doesn’t matter, lets just put that all behind us?” I smiled.
“okay..”
Okay? Thats all she was going to say? We sat there again in just silence. I wanted to at least let her know how I felt or whatever it was I was feeling, but how? Do I just straight up say it? Or..
“I really like you” I muttered.
“Hm?” she shifted her head up and looked directly at me, she let my hand go and was now sitting up next to me.
“I said..” I grabbed her hands again and looked at her, building up the courage to repeat myself. “I really like you,”
“What are we in the fifth grade? Come on Seguin!” She laughed. Thats it, that’s all she could say, ask, whatever!
“I don’t really know how else to put it in words?” I chuckled.
“What do you mean you ‘like me’” She said laughing with air quotations.
“Alright uh... I like this, and I want more of this”
“Whats this?” She teased.
“The sex, you, I dunno, I guess what I’m trying to say is maybe we should-” I paused for a moment. Seventeen, she was seventeen.
Love!!
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