It was the last night of our week back in Thunder Bay. I had no idea it would be this sad. The eight of us had spent the day on the lake, swimming, fishing, and enjoying our last few moments together. The day was ending and Jordan and I dound ourselves lying in the back of Jordans pickup truck gazing up at the stars. "Jordan?" I whispered softly, "What are we gonna do?" he looked at me with his big blue eyes. "I dont know Em, I dont want to lose you again." I spaced out thinking of all the possibilities. If we both went our seperate ways the same thing would happen now that did before. We wouldnt see each other, except this time it would be different. Jordan would probably find a new girlfriend, move in with her and I would be forgotten. This was a thought that was hard to bear. "Em?" Jordan brought me out of my daydream, "I dont want you to forget me" I spilled out. I felt the tears coming. "Emily I could never forget you.You are the only person in this world that truly understands me." He wiped the tears from my cheeks and pulled me into his chest. "I wish I could come with you," I said through tears, "But theres no way my parents will let me quit school." It was getting late. The lights to my house began to flicker, I couldnt hold back the tears. He hugged me tightly and kissed me. I held onto his hand for as long as I could, the second I walked into my room I collapsed into a ball of tears on the my bed. I tightly gripped the teddy bear Jordan had given me so many years ago. I fell asleep lying there like a child hugging my bear. The next morning I awoke, not in a better state of mind. I showered and dressed in simple jean shorts and a floral tie,tank top. I could hardly bare the thought of leaving. I packed my suitcase and walked downstairs. Jordan came into the kitchen with Marc and Eric.He immediatley came over to me and kissed me on the cheek. I could tell he was trying to make everything seem okay, to be honest it wasnt really helping. He helped me load my bags into my car. He pulled me into a hug and I through my arms around his neck. "I dont want you to go..." he said, his voice trailing off. "I dont want to go" I said back. He kissed me and held my hips, before opening my car door. I got in and he shut the door. Our eyes met through my cloudy window as I pulled away.