Overlooked

I was tore apart inside. He had made me forget my feelings for Joff with his “nice guy” routine and then went and kissed someone else right in front of me. I grabbed my stuff and left Joff’s place. I knew he was mad at me from the way he slammed the door and he had a right to be. I was trying to get revenge on Luke with him and it wasn’t right. I always had feelings for Joff but now wasn’t the time to try and act on him and I probably made him feel like an asshole.

I got home and laid across the sofa. I fell asleep with a migraine and my clothes still on from last night. I didn’t even have the energy to change. A knock on the door woke me up and a glance at the clock told me it was almost noon. I looked at my phone and I had twelve missed calls, two from Joff and the rest from Luke. I stumbled to the door and was surprised to see Brayden waiting on the other side.

“Listen I only have a few minutes but my brother acted like an idiot last night and I just wanted to apologize. I know when he wakes up he is going to be so upset with himself. I just wanted to stop by and make sure you were ok.” He said and I gave him a quick hug.

“Thanks for stopping Bray. I might have to give you a call and stop by Philly sometime. I have never been there and I am long overdue for a vacation.” I said and he nodded enthusiastically.

“Call me, you have mine and Simmer’s number. I share a place with him and Matty Read. You are more than welcome to come anytime you want and stay, even if you and Luke aren’t together. Kick my brother’s ass for me, ok.” I nodded and gave him another hug before heading for the shower. I was still upset, but was over crying over it.

I got showered and threw my hair up in a ponytail and put on a t-shirt and a pair of yoga pants. I headed to Luke’s first. His family's flight was scheduled for later and I hoped they weren’t at his place. I knocked on the door and his Mom answered, giving me a pitiful small smile.

“He is in his room, you can go in.” She said and I walked towards the room slowly. I open the door and he looked up at me and just shook his head.

“I was so drunk, I am so sorry. Here I am mad at you because I knew you had feelings for Lupes and look at what I go and do. Amelia and I grew up together. She is the first person I ever loved and we broke it off right around when I was eighteen. I didn’t think she meant anything to me anymore or I would have never gotten you involved in this mess. I don’t know why it happened.”

I was surprised and felt like I got punched in the stomach. I nodded my head and walk out quietly, saying goodbye to his parents and little sisters. I took a walk after I drove back to my place trying to clear my head.

These last few months had been so crazy. I had really put myself out there for Luke and he had blew me off, in front of his teammates, his family and his brother’s teammates. I just shook my head. I went back to my place after ordering some takeout and sat my behind on the sofa with a plate full of Chinese food.

The doorbell rang and I yelled for the person to come in. Joff entered slowly, with a pair of sweats and a hoodie on. I told him to grab a plate and he came and sat in the recliner across from me.
“So I am sorry about last night. I was so wrong to do that to you. ” I said to him, surely blushing. I had thrown myself at him and I knew he was mad about it.

“Car, I am sorry to, for plenty of things. I’m sorry for being with Lena because it was expected. I’m sorry for not realizing what I had right in front of me. I’m sorry for letting Luke take you out on Valentine’s day too. Most of all though, I’m sorry for not telling you that I love you. You take care of me and I just ignored that over the last year. I didn't realize what I was missing out on until Luke had you.”

I sat there stunned. He came over and sat beside me hesitantly placing his lips against mine. As his tongue ran along my lower lip begging my mouth to open, his hands pulled me closer to him. He pulled me into his lap and I could feel the tension in his body and how hard he was getting. His hands worked on unbuttoning the front of my shirt as I kissed his shoulders and neck.

His skin was as hard as granite, each muscle pulled tight with an intensity I had never felt before. He felt like a slingshot, extended back and ready to be let go. He puts his hands on my waist and rubbed against me. I moaned into his ear and he was threatening to lose his composure. We kissed for a little while longer before I pulled away. I couldn’t let myself get too far into this today. We had a lot of stuff to work out and sex would not resolve it.


“Joff, enough. We have to figure out what we are. I’m not sleeping with you just to do it. I am so glad you stopped it last night. If it happens, it is going to mean something to both of us. You know everyone is going to look at me like I am a puck bunny.” I said and he looked pissed.
“Let someone call you that and I will punch them in the mouth.” I just shook my head. Typical man reaction.

“Can we just take this slow Joff. See kind of where it goes before going public. Look I won’t lie, I want to rip every inch of fabric of your hard ass body and ride you until we both cum. But I don’t want to do it under the watchful eye of your teammates and the fan girls and anyone else just yet.” I said and he gave me a small smirk before wrapping his pinky around mine.

“Pinky promise” He said and I cracked up before letting out a squeal as he put me over his shoulder and took me into the bedroom. My shirt came off quickly as he unbuttoned the last three buttons and gave me a wicked grin. I pulled his shirt above his head and felt my way across his rock hard tummy. He unclipped my bra and immediately his mouth went for my nipples, which hardened at the moistness of his tongue. My body was trembling with anticipation. I had wanted him for so long.

I kicked at his sweats and he pulled them down, leaving him in his boxer briefs and me in only my thong. He was on top of me, grinding into me as we kissed, each movement sent the tip of him closer to penetrating me when the door floor open and Luke lunged for him.

Notes

Team Lupes or Luke ?