Miles Away

Danny and I talked on the phone that night for an hour. He apologized for everything and I felt like the biggest hypocrite. Here he is apologizing for things he kept secret and I am holding my own from him. "FML" I mouthed to Drew and he shook his head.

"Yo Richie, we gotta go" he yelled and I ended my conversation. I hung up the phone and sank back into my bed. I feel asleep quickly, the weight of the day killing me.

I woke up the next day early and hit the gym. Afterwards I called Kris. "What's up bro?" he asked and I sighed.

"Nada, just been hanging out with your bestie and them adorable little kids."

How is she? Last week she didn't sound so good?" he asked.

I was shaking my head at myself. I knew I wasn't making this any easier on her. "Kris I fucked up bro."

He just laughed. "You think I use the word bestie for nothing. I know all about it. Dude she is so conflicted. You aren't making it any easier on her either, but I hope things work out in your favor. So tell me one thing, how hot is her body, cause it was pretty impressive the day she was in labor."

I cracked up, typical Kris. "Bro I wouldn't know, we were in a taxi with Cartsy. Nothing much happened. I'm trying not to fuck with her though. I don't want to be the reason why they break up. I'm conflicted with this whole mess. I cannot picture losing her as a friend but I know when we get alone all I can picture is being with her and then I always end up losing control and making a move on her. It is pretty pathetic."

Kris sighed. "I don't know what to tell you other than she sounds about as torn as you are. Keep your head up Capt'n. I'll call you soon."

The game against the Devils went by quickly and soon we were in a bus headed for Philly. Hartnell met me at the hotel and we hit a party in town. He was good friends with Danny so I never tried to get into it with him about Raina.

He brought it up but I tried to dismiss it. 'Bro she is like one of my best friends. She is married though. Not even trying to think of her that way."

He laughed. "I don't know who loves her more, you or Danny. Something is up with him too. Even Lavy is noticing. He hasn't been early to practice at all this season and he is the first to rush out the door and leave. I tried talking to him and so did Andrej. He won't say what is bothering him. I know Raina is really freaking out over it though. He told me she is giving him hell all of the time. No clue what the hell is wrong with them two."

"I have no idea. She doesn't tell me too much. I can tell she is down though." We didn't bring it back up and I got to hang out with some cool people. It was a nice night. I got back to the hotel around eleven.

I was just about to get on the elevator when I seen her coming through the lobby. I should have walked away or sent her home, but as always, I welcomed her with open arms.

She looked like an angel, dressed in a long pale blue skirt and a white top that was mostly lace. She didn't have to say a word, I could read it all in her eyes. She needed someone to hold her and I knew I couldn't resist, even if it was only for the night.

I sent a quick message to Drew asking him to stay out late and pulled her into my chest as we got onto the elevator. She started to speak and I pressed my fingers to her lips. "Shh baby girl." I said and she nodded.

We got into the room and I went straight for the tub, running the water as hot as I could get it. Once it was filled I led her into the bathroom and handed her a robe. "Go, relax." I said to her and pointed towards the bath.

She looked at me for a long time before grabbing my hand. "Relax with me" she said softly and I lost all sense of my conscious.

I undressed quickly, rushing into the scalding tub. She undressed slowly. I nearly lost my mind as the ice blue fabric slipped from her skin and she stepped out of the white lace panties. Her shirt came off easily and she unclipped her bra, tossing it aside.

She let out a quiet hiss as she let the water hit her body and she leaned against me.

My body was in overdrive, the view of her undressing had my dick throbbing. I tried to keep myself from losing control. We sat in silence for the first few minutes, me watching her close her eyes and breathe softly. I finally leaned my head back and closed my eyes and relaxed, the softness of her skin felt amazing.

I nearly jumped when she ran her hand along my thigh and rested on my knee. I let out a ragged breath and she slid her other hand into the same position. I pulled her closer to me and rubbed her shoulders, eventually allowing my hands to rest on her stomach.

"What if I could only promise you tonight?" She said softly without turning to me. I don't know where things are headed Mike. I don't want to make promises I cannot keep."

I considered what she was saying. Would I be able to walk away after one night? I ran my mouth along the nape of her neck in response and she moaned softly. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled her up with me and sat her on the bathroom counter. She was focusing on the floor and I raised her chin up with my fingers. "Raina, are you sure?" I asked quietly and she silenced me with a kiss.

She kissed me quickly, he body wrapping around mine. I pushed back away from her and fully took in her body. I ran kisses along her collarbone drifting down and letting my mouth latch on to her nipple. She was appreciative, nearly losing it with every touch. Her skin blazing hot from the tub.

After grazing her other nipple with my mouth, I slipped down towards her stomach and ran kisses over her c-section scar. She was visibly wet and I parted her legs and let my fingers run over her gently. "God, Mike please don't stop." she whispered.

I parted her legs wider with my hands and kissed her inner thighs. Her fingers drifted downward and I swatted them away. "Patience Raina, do you know how long I have been waiting for this." I said and she shivered.

I ran my tongue along the wetness, thoroughly enjoying my first taste of her. I opened her up, sliding a finger, then two inside of her before allowing my tongue to slide deep into her.

The heat exuding from her body was insane and I knew she was close to having an orgasm. I licked her clit roughly as she ran her hand through my hair. I slid my fingers back inside of her and started to suck on her clit. She was dripping wet and I was covered in her juices as she collapsed against me panting. She gave me an evil smile as she caught her breath. "My turn baby boy."

She pushed me towards the bedroom and back onto the bed. Dropping to her knees in front of me she gave me a small smile. She gently bit my nipples which drove me fucking crazy. My dick was dripping pre-cum in appreciation.

Her mouth was hot as she took me inside of it. I only lasted a few short minutes before I tried to push her off, knowing I was about to explode. She slid her mouth all the way down to the base of my dick and rubbed my balls with her hand, causing me to explode deep into her throat. My body was almost in convulsions as she drained me completely. I pulled her up onto the bed and we kissed for awhile.

I prayed I would recover quickly so I could feel me inside of her. "I cannot wait to get inside of you I said as I played with her and we kissed. Her tiny hand wrapped around my dick and I grew quickly. I shifted on top her and slid her legs apart with my knee. I was surprised at how tight she was and I gently slid into her. She was having no part of it.

"Fuck me harder Mike. I need you to make me cum again." The harder she moaned, the harder I thrusted. She pushed me off of her and climbed on top, taking complete control. We ended up cumming together, her head in my shoulders.

I was exhausted, but I made her shower with me and I gave her sweats to put on. I let Drew know he could come back and we laid in bed. She was completely engulfed in the covers. Drew came in the room and gave us the middle finger. "Fuck you two. Your secret is safe with me but it fucking smells like sex in here." She just laughed as she feel asleep easily against me.

I laid there for a long time, trying to guess what tomorrow would bring. I finally feel asleep, her wrapped in my arms. I slept really well.

I woke up early the next morning, noticing the bed was empty. One of my idiot teammates was pounding on the door. I groaned and opened it up, opening it to find a frantic Danny. He looked like he hadn't slept. "Have you seen her? She never came home last night. We had a huge fight."

I nearly panicked as Drew joined me at the door. "She was here and slept for awhile. She left around six or so. She didn't say where she was going." Drew said as he pulled open the door.

I looked at Danny. " She was upset last night, but wouldn't say why. She fell asleep, I didn't even realize she left."

"Bro, can you take a walk with me?" He asked. I nodded and put on sweats.

He explained how he come home from practice yesterday and she went nuts. "She thinks I'm sleeping with someone else. I wish I would have just talked to her sooner about this. I made such a mess and now I don't know how to fix this."

He had me lost. "I'm confused man, what is going on."

He took a deep breath. "Remember how last year I was injured so much." I shook my head. He had a rough year but did well in the playoffs. Hell we all were injured.

"Man I have been hooked on painkillers since then. I am finally getting help for it, no one really knows. Riley has been helping me. I am an idiot. He told me to just sit down and talked to her about it but I didn't want her to worry about me. She already has the boys to worry about and the twins."

"I can't lose her Mike, she is the only person that keeps me sane." I felt like I was getting punched in the stomach. I had to find her and get her to him.

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