"What do you want Beau? I'm about sick and tired of seeing you," I say. He stands in my front door way with his hands behind his back, eyes begging. After he went partying with the team and a certain girl who must not be named came into the picture. Lets just say, I'm not in the mood to see him. At all.

"I came to apologize," he says his blue eyes piercing my hazel eyes.

"That chance passed a long time ago Bennett. Get off my property."

"Please, Eva give me a chance to explain. Here," he pushes the flowers he got me, my favorite, lilies. " Please hear me out," he says his eyes pleading again.

"Fine," I huff, taking the flowers and moving aside to let him in.

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"Please, Eva, give me a chance to explain." I push her favorite flowers, lilies toward her. Her face is still solid as stone, not showing any emotion but fury. After getting drunk with my teammates and hooking up with my ex, lets just say Eva was just about to castrate me. I couldn't even stand to look at her because I was so ashamed of myself. I didn't speak to her for weeks. I was gonna tell her but I pussied out and told Simon Despres instead. Should've known the French fuck would've told her. Now, I'm at her front door, begging for forgiveness. She takes a deep sigh and reaches for the flowers.

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"Fine," she says moving aside to let me in. Can't believe I'm gonna let this piece of shit talk to me. A part of me wants to slap him so hard across the face and the other just want to forget what happens and fuck him senseless. All of these conflicting thoughts run through my mind as I find a vase to put the flowers in. He sits at the kitchen counter, looking as boyish, sad and anxious as ever. I can feel his eyes follow my every move as a move around the small kitchen. I sit across from him with my glass of wine I was indulging myself with before he came.

"Did you come here to speak or stare at me, because I don't like either ideas." He chuckles,
" Like I said before I came to apologize." I give a short laugh and take a long sip.

" Go on I guess." He explains all the details of what happened that wonderful night, much to my dismay. "I'm sorry you had to hear what happened from Despres, he can't keep he mouth shut."

" Oh so you weren't planning on telling me?" I feel my blood boiling; my throat starts to get tight in anger.

" No, I didn't want him to tell you. I was going to tell you after it happened but I turned into a bitch and didn't know how to face you or tell you. I know that's no excuse but," I raise my hand to cut him off.

"Stop, just stop talking. I don't think I wanna hear anymore," I tell him. I'm already tearing up trying to stay tough. A tear slips away.

" Shit." I say softly. Beau gets up and walks over to the other side of the counter to me. He wraps a strong arm around me and turns me around, standing me up and pulling me close to his sculpted body. I tense up, not knowing whether to push him against something or stomp on his foot.

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Eva moves around the kitchen like a ballerina, fluid not missing a step, the way I remember. My eyes can't help but follow her light brown skin, toned muscles I miss so badly under mine. She places the flowers in a vase and shoves them aside. Sitting down across from me with her glass of red wine she says, " Did you come here to speak or stare at me, because I don't like either idea."

I have to chuckle, I miss her sharp answers. I would usually answer those with a intimate touch or a kiss. But now that's definitely out of the question.

"Like I said before, I came to apologize." She give a sharp laugh, takes a long sip and tells me to talk. I give her the less detailed run down of what happened. I tell her why I didn't tell her and how pissed at Simon I am.

"Oh so you weren't going to tell me?" She asks, her eyes blazing despite their hazel color. I quickly start talking again before she says, " Stop, just stop talking. I don't think I wanna hear anymore." This stings. I look at her trying to get a better read on her not like that was easy before. A tear slips down her right cheek.

"Shit," Eva whispers, barely enough for me to hear but I do. I know this is crossing the line she's drawn but it might be my only chance to get close to her again. I get up and move to the other side of the island, gently lift her off the seat and pull her in. She automatically tenses up but I don't let her go. I lift her head up, look her straight in the eyes.

" I love you. I was an ass and I fucked over the most important girl that's ever come into my life. I miss you so much, I know that if we ever were to get back together, it would take a lot of work but I'm willing to work at it. I love you Eva, so damn much it hurts." There's silence. My heart beats hard waiting for her reaction. Her eyes close slowly, as if thinking. They open fast, and her heart shaped lips part as she says. " Then show me."

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I close my eyes, thinking over the consequences of what I'm going to say and do next. I open my eyes to see I still staring intently at me waiting an answer.

"Then show me," I whisper. He gasps a little then gives that deep groan I've missed oh so much before licking his lips and attacking mine. I should've known this was going to happens but it still caught me off guard. His soft lips press hard on mine trying to invite his tongue in. I let him, deepening our kiss that's been long overdue. I grab his dark tshirt in both fists and pull him closer to me, ramming my back into the counter. He picks me up and sits me on the counter. I straddle my legs around his back while his travel up my exposed legs up to my hips. He works his way to the front of my daisy dukes, unbuttoning them. I move my hands up his back, digging deep as I move down. His low groan makes me want him more, so I pull his shirt off exposing a newly sculpted chest. I can't help but stare. " You like?" He says through a grin.

" I've been working off lots off steam since you left."

"Now you can work some off in me," I tell him.

" Fuck I've missed you," he growls as he lifts me off the counter, carrying me to the bedroom. He throws me on the bed, tearing at my clothes, as if they're such a burden. He then steps back, gawking at me in all my bra and underwear glory.

"What?" I ask. I immediately start to think about how he could be comparing me to his ex.

"You're gorgeous, how didn't I see that?" I sigh, "I don't know. Make it up to me." He smiles, removes his jeans and boxers and climbs on top of me. " I will."

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My mind is everywhere. All I can do to respond is attack her mouth for the first time in what feels like months. I still don't believe she let me kiss her but she definitely is not holding anything back. I lift her onto the countertop, while she wraps her long, gorgeous legs around my back, pulling me closer. I trail my hands up her legs, receiving a shudder in response, to her hips. I desperately want to take her shorts off, so I can feel what I've been missing for what feels like forever. I start to unbutton her shorts and succeed , but I need more. I lift her off the counter, and carry her to her bedroom. Now hovering over her almost naked body, she's the only woman I want right now and there's no one or no way in hell anyone is gonna stop me from fucking her endlessly. I climb on top of her, kissing her neck softly, until she pushes my head more into her. I bite down her neck towards her collarbone, receiving a wave a moans. Straddling her, I move my hands under her back to remove her lacy black bra. I take my time, worshiping each breast as her back arches up more and more.

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Beau climbs on top of me and starts kissing my neck. God, I've missed this but I need more. I shove his face deeper in my neck and get what I want. He starts biting, hard moving toward my collarbones. Moans escape that I can't and don't want to hold in. He straddles me and unclasps my bra and throws it somewhere. He takes his time with each breast, an act I've grown to enjoy more and more. My back lifts off the bed into him, he runs a finger down my spine making me shake. I need more from him, I can't take it slow right now. Not after many weeks without him. It's like he read my mind, he moves down my stomach, down to my underwear. Moving my hips up, he slowly, painfully slowly removes them. "Please Beau, please." I beg him. I need him him right now. He grins and kisses the top of my mound, never breaking eye contact with me. I lick my lips with anticipation of what's to come, no pun intended. He finally gives me what I want.

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I slowly lick her from her opening to top. " I've missed how you taste babe," I tell her. She scoots closer to me, begging for more. I can't help but dive in. I lick, suck, and rub her glorious spot that was already soaked before I even touched her. I stop so I can place one, two fingers in her. Her mouth makes an "O" shape to the new fullness in her.

"Aw fuck! Please don't stop," she groans as I pump in and out of her. I make a "come hither" motion, making her dig her ass into the bed. I go back to paying her clit attention, doing everything possible with my tongue to it. She's a mess. Her hands are gripping the sheets for dear life like she's being lifted off it. Her back is arching up again, perky breasts up waiting to be touched. I use my left hand to grab one of her breasts and squeeze.

"Oh God, oh my God I'm gonna come." She says while running her hands through my blonde hair and pushing down. I keep going for a few seconds longer then stop. The look I get from her is priceless.

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If this is what dying feels like, then I wish I could die all the time. I forgot how talented with his tongue he is. I'm dizzy from what's going on and I'm about to explode while I move his face deeper. Almost there, and he stops. I give him the death glare. " WHAT?" I scream. I'm so close. He never did that before,why now?

"Don't worry baby, I'm not done," he croons. I whimper. He shoves me higher back up onto the bed. " Close your eyes," he orders me. Fuck I've missed that. I feel his weight lift off the bed and hear him walk over to my dresser. He fumbles with something and climbs back on top of me. Lifting my hands above my head, he ties them together. Oh my God.

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I walk over to her dresser and grab a long tank top, looking back at her I grin. God, she looks like a fucking goddess laying on that bed. The sun is just setting and the light is pouring over her soft light brown skin . I'm going to show her how much I need and want her, and only her, right now. I walk over to her, her eyes are still shut. I can tell she's anxious to know what's going on but she doesn't have to worry anymore. I take her hands and place them above her head, tying them together. She gasps and grins.

"Beau! Naughty, naughty," she says smiling while lifting her pelvis into me. I give a low groan and holding her hips down with my hands. I lean down to her right ear and say,"Behave or you won't get to scream my name that you like so much."

"I'm sorry I'll try to behave," she says in an childlike obedient voice dripping with lust.

"You mean you will." I tell her. I shove her thighs open and place myself by her base; she's soaking. I was gonna take this slow but fuck it.

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Beau shoves my legs open and rams himself inside with so much force. I'm not used to him anymore and I swear to God I'm going to rip in half. I scream.

"Oh Beau!" He starts off slow, kissing me hungrily. I want to wrap my arms around his neck or grab his but my my hands are tied. I forget I'm supposed to listen to him, and lift him hips up into him. He sits up and shoves my hips down.

"Strike one babe," he says in a disapproving tone. I whimper somewhat of an answer. He starts pumping again, deeper and faster in me. He's gotten significantly stronger that the last time we were together. He holds my hips down hitting far in the back of me, hitting that spot every woman tries to find. I lose it.

"Dammit Beau I'm gonna come!" I moan out.

" not yet, wait." He grunts. His wraps my legs around his waist, pulling me closer. He bites and sucks at my collarbone, neck and chin. I can't freakin wait, he's tearing me apart and I'm losing a grip on what little reality is left. I grab onto the headboard as best I can for some sort of steadiness. Beau's hands also grab the headboard, leaving all the work for his lower body. He pounds into me so hard and fast I can't think straight.

"Please Beau! I'm going to lose it right now." I beg.
"Please Beau! I'm going to lose it right now." She yells at me. I'm balls deep in her and I'm not about to let her control what happens here. Eva's body is shaking with need against mine, hands gripping onto the headboard as best she can for help. She's tighter than I remember. So much so I'm dizzy. I desperately want to come in her but not yet.

"Wait, you're almost there." I groan in her ear. I hold onto her hands as i grind away on top of her. I drop her legs back on the bed and hold them to the bed while I thrust.

"What he fuck you mean I'm almost there, I'm gonna come right now if you'd let me!" She lifts her hips up again, I ram them down with a thrust. She screams. Her head rolls all over the place; her eyes beg for a release.

" Strike two Eva, three strikes you're out." She's a mess, her hair is all over the place on the pillow, slightly glistening; heart thumping between us. I slow down again before I come myself. Without any warning, I thrust hard into her. Her back lifts up, head is thrown back exposing her long neck. I keep going, faster and harder into her. She starts to buck, ready to release herself and I let her.

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I hit the ground running, hard and fast, taking no prisoners. My body basically on autopilot, not remembering to breath. My scream not so much of a scream, my brain trying to remember to form words. He keeps thrusting into me harder each time.

" Fuck Beau! Oh my God!" I scream. Thank god my neighbors are not home otherwise the stares I'd be getting tomorrow would be hard to answer.

"Fuck babe, you're so fucking sexy. You gonna come for me again?" I give an unintelligent answer but then nod. He keeps going, sending earthquakes of pleasure all through my body. I have no idea where I am in my mind. I don't want this to end.

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I don't let up, I'm almost there too, anxious to join her in the pleasure. With a few more fast thrust I come; hard. So hard I see stars, I don't stop because she goes again, looking sexy as hell as she screams my name. I can't get enough of her. She's like a drug, once I had the first hit I just want more and more. I get frustrated and untie her. Her arms wrap around my neck immediately then attacking my mouth. She moves her hands down my back the digs her nails in when I pump in her again. Her nails scratch up my back making me groan; I kiss, bite and suck on her jaw down her neck. I keep going harder and faster not wanting this to end. I wrap her legs around my back, shoving me deeper inside her digging for my prize again. She drops like a rock, hard and fast against me, screaming and holding on to me for dear life. This is what I miss; making her mine, marking my territory. I come for the second time, cursing and moaning her name. This one must have been really good because a tear slides down. I chase it with my lips, kissing it away. I bring us down to earth again, her shudders and mine, still present. Still in her, I pull her on top of me, holding her in both arms.

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He holds me in both arms, still in me. Not like I wanted him to leave. I'm a mess physically and emotionally. I don't know where we go from here.

" Eva?" He asks. I look at him, his face flushed blonde hair a mess.

" Yes?" I answer breathlessly. My body is still shaking and buzzing with energy.

"What do we do now? Now that we've crossed the line." I think for a moment. I honestly don't know what to do. So I say, " We'll figure it out. Take it slow, well not in bed." I say with a grin.

He smiles, "Not like I was going to anyway."

Notes

This is my first story posted here so don't be so hard on me. I felt weird writing this one because I love Beau so much and rarely think of him like this so it was kinda weird but I enjoyed writing it. If you have any advice feel free to write me.