Ride (Reposted)

March 2013

"What happens when hockey and your internship is over? Are you going to break up with the boy?" Her mother, Behar asked over the phone.

"No. I guess I never looked that far ahead. But the Director of Merchandising is retiring in August and they're looking at someone to replace them." Emily sighed.

"Instead of going to law school? Have you any idea?"

"I don't want to go to law school. Not right now. I'm a shoe in for this job and I really like Dallas. Just be open minded and meet Jamie at my convocation in May."

"I will meet this boy in May. But you should not be so ambitious about someone a month in. Remember the last time?"

"Yes but Jamie feels completely different and he doesn't know anyone who knows my ex's. He's such a good guy Mom."

"I just want you to be happy that's all. And have you got your documents started to go to Iran this summer?"

"I am happy. And I haven't even looked at those. Look Mom. I have to go. Jamie just pulled up."

"Okay. I love you Sheereen-Am."

"I love you too Mom."

She hung up the phone and checked her outfit one more time. Jamie said that they were going skating so to dress warm for the AAC. So she dressed in skinny blue jeans tucked into a pair of cabin socks paired with a loose grey v-neck and a long knit light knit pink cardigan, finding a pair of tanned moccasin ankle booties to top it off.

"Try a beanie. That would look cute. But Roots is looking for their inventory back." Reese poked her head in.

"Yeah? I'm spending the night so maybe it'll be good for bed head in the morning. And its not all Roots, my sweater is and so are my socks, my shirt is from... or Lord I dont even know." She went to her accessory drawer and pulled out a white knit slouchy toque.

"Now you look like a cute little ski bum, what are you wearing underneath?"

"A Victoria's Secret special. I don't want to put too much pressure on tonight."

Reese laughed "You shaved?"

Emily rolled her eyes, "I'm Persian and Greek. Laser's been my best friend since I was 18."

"Oh right. I forgot you're kind are hairy beasts."

"I'm not hairy anymore. I better get going though."

"I plan on seeing you walk like a cowboy tomorrow. You said he's hung like a horse." She winked at her roommate.

"I've never actually seen it, just felt it through his jeans making out. It felt big."

"Just be safe."

"I will don't worry. Pray for my vagina."

"You are nuts. I love you Ranks."

"Love you too Scals."

Emily collected her skates as she grabbed her overnight bag and purse, giving a hug to Reese as she left their apartment.

Jumping into Jamie's Escalade she threw her overnight bag into the backseat along with her skates, greeting him with a kiss.

"Hi." She grinned, giving him another kiss, his lips were so soft.

"How's it going?" He asked, putting his truck in gear once she sat in her seat and buckled up.

She looked over at him, "Good. You had a good game last night."

He took her hand in his. "You watched?"

"Of course I did. I'm excited to go skatin tonight."

"Me too. Besides for that I skate for a living, it's nice to just do it for fun for once."

"True. But the AAC is that way isn't it?" She pointed behind her.

"We're going to our practice facility in Farmers Branch. It's a little more private. Are you hungry at all?"

"Starved actually."

"What do you feel like?"

"I'm down for anything to be honest. Maybe not sushi though."

"Not feelin sushi?"

"No. I have to be in a certain mood for sushi."

"Makes sense." He squeezed her hand.

After dinner he let them into the practice facility, lacing their skates up on the bench as Jamie took notice of what model her skates were.

"I haven't seen those things since before I played junior. The pink laces top them off." He laughed.

Lacing up her Reebok 3Ks, "I know. They're ancient but they're so comfy." She tossed him a dirty look, trying to hold off her grin.

"Considering they're on like 30k's now. Not a figure skate kind of girl?"

She laughed. "If you think I'm a clutz now put toe picks on blades and I'll be on my ass all night."

"I never said you were a clutz, just that you preferred to be sitting on the ground more then standing on it." He held out a hand to help her up.

She took his hand, she liked how big his hands were, they swallowed her tiny ones. "You insinuated it. And sometimes gravity is just too strong. Don't laugh I'm a horrible skater."

He helped her out through the door, not that she needed it, but she liked holding his hand.

"Can you skate backwards?" He asked as he spun around to face her, doing so flawlessly.

"Nope." She laughed as she glided along.

"Just forward and stop?"

"Yup. I'm pretty fast though."

"Are you now?"

"Yeah, so watch out. These thighs may have been sculpted by rugby but they make me pretty fast on ice." She skated past him, not giving him the chance to react as she took off down the distance of the ice.

She could hear him not to far behind him as she rounded the end zone to take off again making it back to the neutral zone before he wrapped his arms around her, spinning around she could feel herself losing her balance as he started to go down too, both of them landing in their sides, Jamie a little bit on top of her, laughing.

"Are you okay?" She asked between a fit of giggles.

He rolled onto his back , "I'm fine. I didn't hurt you did I?"

"No you didn't. I've been tackled by girls heavier then you. That was so much fun!" She rolled onto her other side and leaned on his chest.

"Oh yeah I'm glad you thought so, Speedy Gonzales." He pulled her down for a kiss.

"Round 2?" She mumbled against his lips.

"Let's just take it slow. Could you let me up, this is a little cold on my back."

"You really don't like being cold do you?" She rolled off of him, using the boards to pull her up.

"No, who doesn't? Oh wait you don't mind it."

"Layers baby, layers. And skiin and snowboardin and skatin and rippin on sleds." Her southern drawl started to come out.

"For someone who's sounding pretty Southern and hick you sure love the cold weather." He shook his head as he got up off the ice.

"I just like doing those things in the snow. Nothing is as fun as shredding down a mountain or going 80 kilometres an hour across a frozen lake on a snowmobile."

He laughed as he lead her over to the bench, lifting her onto the boards so they were eye to eye with each other.

She bit her lip and felt herself blush as he studied her face, holding it between his large hands, something he liked to do.

She caught his brown eyes as he gave her a quick smile before giving her a soft kiss.

"You're beautiful." He said quietly.

"You're not too bad yourself." She smiled, kissing his nose.

"I love you."

Did she hear him right. Did he actually drop the L bomb.

Yeah he did. The her cheeks hurt from the smile that played on her face.

"I love you too." She said, before grabbing his hips and kissing him again.

She wasn't sure how long they were making out for, she didn't care. She loved how his lips felt against hers. She loved how his large hands cradled her face when he kissed her. She loved how his big broad shoulders and solid build made her feel safe even though she was far from needing someone to protect her.

"Babe, your hands are freezing." He gasped, jumping when she slid her hands underneath his sweater.

"They're always cold." She turned up for another kiss.

He murmured against her lips "Hmm I can probably warm them up."

"Yeah? Do you wanna go around a few more times?" She caught him peering down her shirt, to be fair it was low and a little loose so it was easy to see down it.

"Sure."

He helped her off the boards as they started to glide around the ice again, hand in hand.
It was such a stereotypical hockey date, but she enjoyed it. No one had taken her skating in years and even then it was public skate or on the Rideau on the odd trip to Ottawa. But not privately in an arena.

"Pull me." He laughed as he hung onto her hips from behind.

She laughed, trying to peel his fingers off of her, "No! Your going to make me fall!"

"I won't let you fall."

"Why can't you pull me then?" She whined.

"Because you talk about how strong you are. Let's see it."

"Really Jamie? I already worked out once today."

"Really, Little Miss Crossfitter. C'mon babe." He kissed behind her ear, that just made her weak in the knees causing her to let out a soft moan, "Oh that turns you on does it?"

"Yeah it does." She said quietly as he hooked his thumbs in her front belt loops, pulling her against him.

"Why don't you say we get out of here?"

"I'm fine with that. Is Jordie going to be at the apartment?"

"No, he's crashing at Brenden's tonight. Wanted to give us some privacy." He lead her back to the bench, letting her through the gate first.

"That was nice of him." She smiled sitting down, starting to untie her skates.

On the drive back to his apartment it was relatively quiet. Driving past a CVS he brought up the all important question.

"Are you on anything?"

"Yeah, I have an IUD. I'm clean too." She smiled at him, placing her hand on the back of his thick neck, tangling her fingers in his long hair.

"Okay. Me too. I just don't have any condoms and seeing the drug store reminded me."

"If you feel better not using them I don't mind."

"You sure?" He looked at out of the side of his eyes at her
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"Yeah. I actually prefer skin on skin." She leaned over to kiss him on the cheek.

Pulling into his apartment complex he parked his truck underneath and held open the door for her on the passengers side, helping her out.

He grabbed her overnight bag and led her to the entrance followed by the elevators.

Upon entering his large apartment she placed her purse on the island and took in the view of downtown Dallas.

She loved the view he had from his apartment, with the floor to ceiling windows and every room essentially had one.

"Do you want a drink or anything?" He asked, wrapping his arms around her from behind.

She leaned against him, "Maybe I'll raid your chip stash. Wanna watch a movie and get comfy? We do have the whole place to ourselves."

"Yeah, we can do that. We don't have to consult with the boss as to what movie we're going to watch." He laughed in the absence of his brother.

"This is true. Find something on pay per view or Netflix. I'm going to change into something a little more comfy. You know how I hate jeans."

He kissed the back of her head before letting her go so she could go change.

He had already taken her bag into his room so she let herself in, changing into some yoga pants and one of her Red Sox hoodies. She knew Jamie would say something about it being a die hard Yankees fan.

Crawling onto the couch she tried to cuddle up to him but he obviously took notice, keeping her at arms length.

"Take that off." He sounded disgusted.

She laughed, hooking her legs around his arms "Its just a hoodie."

"It's the Red Sox. How would you feel if I played for the Habs or something." He grinned.

"You know I don't like baseball. And I would disown myself. I already half did when PK got drafted. And then I moved to Montreal. Do you know how hard it was to be a Bruins fan living in Montreal."

"Right. I forgot you went to high school with him." He shook his head, pulling her by the legs to him.

"We're bros Babe. Do you wanna cuddle now?"

"I wouldn't mind wrestling. But I guess cuddling is fine too."

"I'd kick your ass anyways."

"You chirp an awful lot Missy."

"You are just a Chatty Cathy." She shifted on her hips so she leaned against him.

"I love you Em."

"I love you too J." She looked up at him as he gave her another kiss.

Deciding on watching Sinister she figured it would be the perfect movie to fool around underneath the blanket.

It started with playing with his fingers, suggesting things with them as he shifted to get more comfortable. He ran his other hand up and down her back, making her shiver and cuddle in closer before playing with the waist band on her yoga pants. He dropped a kiss to her forehead as she stuck her hand underneath his shirt, running her fingers along his toned stomach, making him shiver.

"Your hands are still freezing." He said quietly
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"Hence why I'm trying to warm them up." She glanced up at him.

She ran her finger along the top of his boxers that were poking out over top of his jeans, letting it slide underneath against the soft skin.

He bit his lip and swallowed hard as she ran her hand over the top of his jeans, playing with the zipper, she could feel his desire underneath.

She watched his Adam's apple move as he swallowed again as she ran her finger up the length of it still concealed by his jeans.

He bit his lip as she used her whole hand to stroke him, followed by letting out a deep moan.

"I'm so hard." He gasped as she went again.

"I couldn't tell. How long has it been like this for?" She kissed his neck before tugging on his ear with her teeth.

"Since I picked you up." He ran his hand down her yoga pants, taking a palmful of her ass.

"Hmm yeah?" She said softly into his ear as she pulled the zipper and undid his button.

He breathed through gritted teeth. "Yeah."

He pulled her on top of him so she was straddling him and kissing her. She laced her fingers through his hair as he kept on hand firmly on her ass and the other one ran a finger over her crotch, feeling her heat.

"Clearly I'm not the only one that's horny." He said between kisses.

"You make me horny." She sighed as he moved his lips to her neck.

That really made her wet. She tugged at his shirt, signalling she wanted it off, which he happily obliged too.

Taking in the sight of shirtless she ran her fingers up and down his chest and stomach. His pecks were so firm.

He pulled her hoodie off, leaving her in just her yoga pants and a black lacy bra she had bought earlier.

She blushed as he stared at her chest before pulling her back against him, kissing her collarbone and down her chest before taking her lips again.

He lifted her effortlessly and put her on her back on the couch. He unclasped her bra and pulled it off, throwing it somewhere in the room.

She would look for it later. She loved the look in his eyes as he took her in completely topless.

He ran his thumbs over her nipples making them hard before taking one in his mouth, making her moan.

"Let's get you to bed." He said softly against her neck, every nerve ending was high up in the sky, his scruff making his kisses even more pleasurable.

"I'm fine with that." She breathed.

He helped her up off he couch, well moreso picked her up off of it, wrapping her legs around his waist as he carried her to his room.

Dropping her off on the bed he crawled on top of her. Crashing his lips back down to hers and he ran his hands down the front of her pants and into her underwear, finding her more then wet. She was soaking.

"Let's get these off. What do you think." He asked her.

"Yes." She moaned.

He peeled them off swiftly, taking in the sight of her naked completely. He licked his lips as he focused on her centre, running his fingers along her lips.

He came down on top of her, kissing her softly as he started to move swiftly down her body.

Taking in her nipples, making her moan more as he decided he was going to move further south.

He knew what she liked. They had talked about it late on the phone once. Having phone sex while he was away.

He opened up her legs and positioned himself in front of her, sliding his fingers in her opening as she ran her fingers through his hair.

He gave her a grin before placing his mouth down on top of her. Finding that nerve packed nub. She wasn't going to last long.

He was an expert with his tongue, as he fingered her bringing her even closer.

No weird 69 shit that Mike suggested they performed every time they had sex.

"Jamie." She gasped as she lifted her hips off the bed, giving him better access.

"Yes?" He looked up at her. His brown eyes dark with desire.

"I'm gonna... I don't think..." She moaned, grabbing his hair in her fists.

"Gonna what?"

She whined, "Come. Don't stop. Make me come."

"Don't look away. I want to watch you come."

He placed his mouth on her as he went back to work. His eyes locked with hers as she soared over the edge.

He pulled back to look at his work, before licking her once more, making her moan again.

She was on cloud nine, clutching her chest as she tried to catch her breath.

Jamie pulled his pants and underwear off as he got back on top of her, letting her catch her breath he cradled her face in his hands, placing soft kisses all over her face.

She caught the size of him as she felt it on the inside of her thighs.

It was going to hurt. It had been far to long since someone had made love to her or even fucked her, and even then Mike was half the size of Jamie.

Besides for her play thing, coincidentally named Jamie, last summer, an agricultural student from Scotland taking a gap year in a small farming community east of Peterborough who played on the Pagan's men's team. He wasn't even close to the Jamie she currently was underneath.

Rugbycest is what they called it. But this was no time to think about anyone else.

All the feels in the world couldn't describe what she felt for Jamie Benn.

"Let me know if I hurt you okay." He told her, placing a kiss on her lips, positioning himself in front of her opening.

"Okay." She smiled up at him.

She felt him enter her, two of his large, long fingers didn't even prep her for this.

Gasping before burying her face in his neck she wrapped her legs around his waist, trying to get used to his size.

"You okay?" He asked her, pumping slowly to get her used to him.

"Yeah, just takes some getting used too. That's all." She moaned into his neck.

"Good. Cause you feel so fucking good."

"You do too."

She pulled back from his neck and pressed her lips to his. She could still taste herself but she didn't care.

She had the man of her dreams making love to her.

"Fuck I'm not going to last long." He breathed out, pressing his forehead to hers.

"That's okay."

She ran her hands down his back as the pain turned into pleasure, meeting his thrusts with her hips.

She could feel the pleasure start to build up again as he picked up his pace.

"I'm gonna... Again." She cried out, teetering on the edge.

"Please. Me too." His breathing became hitched.

She came again, digging her nails into his back as he came not to long after, feeling him fill her before pulling out and collapsing beside her.

She curled up into his side as he struggled to catch his breath, his chest and forehead sweaty, his hair clinging to it like it would during a game.

She looked at him as he looked at her, pulling her in for a kiss.

"I love you." He told her for the third time that night.

"I love you too. I need to pee." She pushed the hair out of his face, giving him one more kiss before rolling out, running to the washroom.

She closed the door and did what she said she was going to do, as she felt his come start to drip out of her.

Wiping she checked to see if she could get most of it out, and noticed blood on the toilet paper.

So big he made her bleed.

She groaned, getting up and flushing. Looking at herself in the mirror as she washed her hands she has that post sex glow, her dark olive skin was flushed with a little bit of red, shiny from the sweat.

Leaving the bathroom she found that Jamie hadn't moved an inch, dopy smile spread across his face.

She crawled back onto the bed, and back into his side.

"You are you feelin?" She asked, placing one of her hands on his cheek.

He looked down at her, "Like a million bucks. You?"

"Amazing. I love you."

"I love you too."

"I'm gonna go lock up. I'll be right back."

He planted a kiss on her forehead before getting up out of bed.

She watched his beautiful naked body leave the bedroom, hearing him pad down the hallway to turn the TV off and locking the apartment up.

She crawled underneath the blankets and turned the TV on in his room, turning on Netflix and playing some old Trailer Park Boys episodes. Laughing at Bubbles, Ricky and Julien and their escapades.

When Jamie came back into his bedroom he laughed at the fact of all things to be on TV it was the Trailer Park Boys.

She rolled on her side as he crawled underneath the blankets, pulling her against him so that they were spooning. She felt him press kisses against her shoulder.

That wasn't the only time they made love that night, they made love multiple times into the early morning hours.

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