Why Are You So Obsessed With Me?

It's been six months since what happen. I cut the outside world and I don't know when I am plan on going back. Hunter was in jail for two years and can't come near me at all. I speak to my therapist three times a week.

"So Tyler, did you have the same dream again?" Mrs. Copper was now looking at me.
"The answer hasn't change for the last six months. That's why I can't sleep or when I see the beach. I can't help but break down."
"Have you though of Brandon at all since we talk or Jane."
"No."
"What do you think when your back in your room?"
"Nothing, it's just blank. I just look outside my window and watch people living out there normal no rape day. Watch the sun set, moon rise and set. The watch the sun come back up again. Maybe you should give me more of the sleeping pills might help."
"You don't need any more of them. I though they would help you the first month. It's been six months and you still can't get a full night sleep. Maybe you would speak to Brandon or Jane it might help."
"NO, NO,NO! I don't want to do that. They would be so mad at me because I haven't told them where I am and why I am doing this. That night change me and I don't know how and when I can be back to normal." I walk out of her office and went back to my room. I sat on my ledge by the window watch the sky turn from dark to light. My doctor came in. Dr.Ryan.
"Look's like the bed hasn't been touch. You need to sleep."
"You know I can't."
"I talk to Mrs.Copper and you told her the only way you want to sleep is you want the pill. We can give you one more than you need to tech yourself how to sleep." He handed me the pill and about 5 minutes later. I was out.

I was walking on the beach. It was the same beach what Hunter did to me.
"Why did you leave without tell me that you love me or goodbye." I turn around and it was Brandon walking to me. He wasn't looking at me, he just kept on walking and didn't stop.
"Why wouldn't you tell your best friend where you going?" Jane was walking behind Brandon and doing the same thing. I didn't know what to say or do.
"What about your parents Tyler, do they know where you are?" Jane asks still won't look at me. 'I told them where I am but I don't want to see them or them to say anything.' Brandon and Jane kept on walking. So I followed to where they are going. I though we have been walking for miles but I see something on the beach. I couldn't tell what it was. When we got up closer I knew that this was a dream. It was my dead body. Wearing the same clothes that I was wearing that night.
"What do to with her body?" Brandon now looking at Jane.
"Tyler said that she always wanted to swim with the fish." She smile, but this smile that sad I'm going to miss my best friend. His smile said that he was happy that I'm gone. Next thing I knew we were on Brandon's boat. Jane was sitting next to Brandon while we was driving the boat.
"I think this is the spot on our date we had. Come on help me." Brandon grab my hands and Jane grab my feet. They threw me in the water and watch me sink.
"Now that's done." Jane hug Brandon, turn her head to face me.
"Why would you leave your boy friend with me?" Jane place her lips on to his and was having a full on make out session. I tried to rip them apart but they were like stone. There was nothing I could do. I wrap up like a ball, saying to myself that 'this is a dream you need to wake up'.

"How did you sleep? I heard that you slept for two days straight." Mrs. Copper ask.
“Yes I did sleep and it was a different dream but I can’t sleep again without using the pills, see I told you that I needed that pill."
"Did you get a different dream?"
"Yeah it was different." I told her about the dream.
"I think your dream was telling that you still love Brandon but you want him to move on with out you. So your dream chose Jane to take your spot."
"But I don't want that! I just don't want anyone to get hurt."
"Your hurting Brandon and Jane everyday when your in here. You don't talk to them and they don't know where you are. I bet they are worried sick of you. That night when Brandon came to you about his cousin. He was worried sick about him. Do you think he's doing that everyday? Wondering were you are and if your alive. I think your time here is up, you need to go back out there and get back to who you were before all of this happen."
"Would you give me more of the sleeping pills when I leave here?"
"Tyler the thing is we didn't give you a sleeping pill. It was a placebo pill, your mind though it was a sleeping pill. I'm sorry." I was in shock that they would do this to me. So I am leaving here on Friday and my parents are going to pick me up. When I walk in I see someone on my bed. It was Jane and she was looking outside the window. She turn around and I see that she has been crying, she ran to me and gave me a hug.
"Tyler I though you died! Don't ever do that to me ever again!" I wrap my arms around her to tighten the hug. We sat on the bed and talk for hours.
"I'm sorry for what I did but I though this would help everyone."
"It didn't."
"Have you heard from Brandon?"
"No, he wanted to tell you something but when he went into your room and weren’t there. So he just pack up his things and left. Didn't tell me what he wanted to tell you and never heard from him."
"Maybe it was just a summer thing? You know I was going to told him that I was going to stay longer for the summer but what happen."
"Tyler, everyday I blame myself for what I did. If I could go back in time then I would have not you met Hunter."
"Don't blame yourself about that. If you didn't I wouldn't have met Brandon. I did have the best three weeks of my life."
"So when do you leave?"
"Friday, mom and dad are going to pick me up."
"What about school?"
"I did all my classes online so that help a lot."
"Well I got something for you." Jane was digging in her purse and grab two things. One she handed me ticket to a Penguins game.
"We are going and then there will be a party after. I heard that some of the penguins players will be there." She raised her eyebrows. The second was a key.
"You don't have to look for a place because I found our place. It's getting remolded right now and it will be done in two weeks. Your going to love it." I gave Jane a hug.
"Thank you for this. I will repay you back for everything I did to you."
"I just want you to live with me and party. That's all I want from you."
"When's the game?"
"Friday and they play the Blackhawks. So this game is going to be fun and look where the seats are." I look at the ticket and I was guessing that it was behind the goalie.
Friday night Jane and I got to our seats and

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