Addicted
Summary
Addicted. First it was just for fun but then it translated into something more dangerous, something I needed and craved in a whole new way. I felt this void inside of me that I constantly needed to fill. I’m a restless person who always need something more, who never gets satisfied.
As soon as my life gets somewhat normal, I do something stupid only to fuck it up.
When I saw him, when I saw his muscular body, his smirk and his hazel brown eyes I didn’t realize what he would later mean to me, that he would actually mean something to me. I knew I painted a path that would only lead to disappointment. I felt guilty, and I still feel guilty for a lot of things. I wasn’t the girl for him, honestly I wasn’t the girl for anyone.
Looking back at it, I regret that I ever met him because now I won’t be able to forget him.
As soon as my life gets somewhat normal, I do something stupid only to fuck it up.
When I saw him, when I saw his muscular body, his smirk and his hazel brown eyes I didn’t realize what he would later mean to me, that he would actually mean something to me. I knew I painted a path that would only lead to disappointment. I felt guilty, and I still feel guilty for a lot of things. I wasn’t the girl for him, honestly I wasn’t the girl for anyone.
Looking back at it, I regret that I ever met him because now I won’t be able to forget him.
Hello Everyone! I'm the author and because I changed my tumblr I can't get into my account any longer.. Does someone know what I can do? Luckily I have saved all chapters so I will just open the same story but on this account. This suuuucks!
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