‘’Stop being a tease.’’ I breathed out when he kissed my bare thighs.
‘’What, what do you want me to do?’’ I could feel that he was smirking even if I couldn’t see it.
‘’Stop just..’’ He kissed me even higher up on my thigh causing me to moan intensely.
‘’Why are you so shy all of the sudden, with clothes on you’re so feisty and cocky.’’ He chuckled and I could feel his breath against my private part.
‘’I just want you to fuck me!’’ I exclaimed and bit my lip to stop another moan from coming out of my mouth.
‘’Don’t worry we’ll get there, but first where should I put my tongue?’’
‘’Put it on me..’’ I whispered low, I don’t think he even heard me.
‘’What did you say?’’
‘’Put it on me goddamn it!’’ I shouted causing him to laugh and being amused by the situation.

I put my hands on his head pressing him further against me in pure pleasure, the feeling of his tongue against me is electrifying.
‘’Just fuck me already!’’ I moaned low pushing my head back even more.
‘’God you taste unbelievable..’’ Tyler got up and kissed my stomach and then continued kissing me until he reached my neck. He got in position and thrusted inside of me, hard making us both to moan loudly. He went faster and I grind against him helping him find a rhythm we both enjoyed, I moaned when he went deeper inside of me, pushing me further to my limit.
Tyler moaned possessively, thrusted into me more deeply, more intensely as his mouth shifted lower from my neck, to under my collarbone. I felt it coming, my breathing became stronger and more inconclusive and that thrilling feeling appeared causing me to moan loudly. I came with his mouth attached to my skin, sucking hard. Tyler was deep inside of me and moved his mouth from my chest to my lips when he came, groaning against my tender lips.

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‘’You missed dinner, but we saved you some.’’ Jamie said when we entered the living room where they were watching a football game and drinking beer.
‘’Yeah none of us wanted to run upstairs and interrupt the moaning going on up there.’’ Tatiana quickly spoke and I rolled my eyes at her. She must have gotten very comfortable around the boys while I was away otherwise she would never say that.
‘’Oh shut up.’’
‘’Please take me Tyler, please!’’ Tatiana shouted tried to imitate me.
‘’God, do you want me to punch you in the face?’’ I crossed my arms causing her and everyone else but me to laugh.
‘’Yes please do, please put your hand in my face!’’ She still tried to imitate me and the guys were hunched over laughing like crazy at this point, even Tyler laughed causing me to narrow my eyes on him, wanting him to stop and take my side in this.
‘’Just because you’re fucking a married guy.’’ The moment it slipped my mouth, is the moment I regretted even thinking it. It just slipped, like a reflex. Everyone stopped laughing and suddenly it became dead quiet. Tatiana just stared at me looking deep into my eyes, her eyes were filled with anger and hurt. Tears started to take form in those beautiful eyes of hers and she took of, quickly walking to the hallway.
‘’Wait, T!’’ I yelled and ran after her causing her to stop and turned around to face me.
‘’That was a low blow even for you. Fuck you, don’t come home tonight. If you’re a decent friend, you won’t come home tonight.’’ She shook her head in disgust and opened the door before slamming it behind her just as quickly.
I buried my head in my hands. ‘’Fuck my life..’’ I sighed and reacted to a sound behind me.
‘’What happened?’’ Tyler asked eyeing me in a judgemental way for making Tatina run away crying.
‘’Stop with the judgemental eyes.’’ I pointed at him and he shrugged like he didn’t know what I was talking about.
‘’I heard what she said, do you need a place to stay for the night?’’ He said ignoring what I just said.
‘’No I don’t, I’m not staying here. I could use a ride though.’’
‘’I can’t drive I have had too much to drink today.’’
‘’It’s fine I’ll just call a friend.’’
‘’Are you sure?’’
‘’Tyler, we.’’ I pointed at him and then at me, and then at him again. ‘’Are just fucking. Don’t try to be my friend and fix things for me.’’
‘’Says the girl who came here to hang out, as friends.’’
‘’Yeah but we ended up in bed so that says a lot don’t you think.’’
‘’Do whatever the fuck you want I don’t care, just let me know if you need to stay here tonight.’’ He threw his hands up in the air and walked away. ‘’Girls..’’ He mumbled thinking I didn’t hear, but I did.
I walked out of the house and noticed that Tatiana had left with the car. Fucking amazing. I kept walking down the driveway onto the street and suddenly stopped to pick up my phone and pressed on a contact in my phone. It took a few seconds before the person answered.

‘’Hello, what’s up?’’
‘’Matthew, do you have any job available for me tonight?’’
‘’You could help out at Torso tonight if you want to, you usually never call me for a job is everything okay?’’
‘’I’m fine, I’ll take the job. But there’s something you need to do for me right now.’’
‘’What is it now.’’ He sighed threw the phone causing me to roll my eyes. Men and their attitude.
‘’You need to pick me up, I’ll text you the address.’’
‘’The stuff I do for you..’’
‘’You never do things for me, I always do things for you so man up and pick me up!’’
‘’Fine text me and I’ll be there as soon as I can.’’ He hung up and I quickly texted him Tyler’s address and hoped he was close by so he would be here soon. It felt a little strange standing in the street like a whore.
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‘’Are we heading to the venue now or..?’’ I asked sitting next to Matthew in the car. It took about fifteen minutes for him to pick me up, long fifteen minutes.

‘’No it’s still to early, where do you want to go?’’
‘’To your place?’’
‘’Don’t do that.’’
‘’Do what?’’
‘’I’m your boss, it’s inappropriate.’’
‘’Just pull over for a quick one.’’ I needed to let of some steam. I would never ever ask or act like this with Matthew my boss, but he was the first guy I have seen since everything with Tatiana went down.
‘’I know you want to..’’ I took a grip on his thigh, close to his crotch and whispered in his ear. He took a deep breath and pulled over causing me to smirk.
‘’We can’t tell anyone about this.’’ He glanced over at me and I unbuckled my seatbelt before taking of his.
‘’My lips are sealed.’’ I smiled at him and unbuttoned his pants before I sat with my legs on each side of him, facing him.

His hands landed on my lower back and he pressed me towards him, making me kiss him while I grind on him feeling his jock growing underneth me. Just when he entered my mouth I started thinking about Tyler and the fact that I just had sex with him. I quickly broke our kiss and sat down in the passenger seat again.

‘’Drive.’’ My gaze were focused on the road, I didn’t want to look at Matthew at the moment. Embarrassed, embarrassed by the fact that Tyler has such an effect on me that I can’t have sex with someone else just because I just slept with him. It’s not like I haven’t had sex with two guys in one day before.
‘’What’s going on?’’ He looked confused and tried to catch my eye.
‘’I can’t do this, just drive.’’
‘’What about this.’’ He asked and pointed at his erection.
‘’Take care of it yourself, just drive.’’
‘’Where to?’’
‘’Drive me to the closest bar.’’ All I really wanted was to go home but Tatiana didn’t want me to come home to night so a bar seemed like the obvious choice.
‘’So I guess you don’t want to work tonight?’’
‘’No Matthew I don’t, just drive me to the first bar you can spot.’’
‘’Jesus slow down with the attitude.’’ He said and I rolled my eyes starting to get irritated of his presence.
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‘’One more cutie!’’ I exclaimed and held my glass up in the air wanting more vodka in my glass.
‘’Are you sure? This is like your fifth.’’ He narrowed his eyes at me getting me annoyed, again.
‘’Stop judging and start pouring little boy.’’ I gave him my glass and he gave in pouring me another glass of vodka.
‘’Get me two tequila shots too and keep em’ coming!’’ I shouted and without arguing he did what I said.

It made since drowning my thoughts in alcohol but the thoughts didn’t go away. I hurt people to survive, my pride and myself is bigger than anything or anyone else. Somehow I end up hurting myself more than anyone I feel like the worst friend and person in the world. You know when you just can’t help it, you just can’t help it it’s like you want to make yourself feel miserable and you want everyone around you to feel the same way.

‘’Bad day?’’ A man next to me asked and nodded at my glasses in front of me.
‘’Don’t even get me started.’’ I shook my head and took a deep breath.
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After a few hours at the bar I thought it would be a good decision to let the bartender call me a cab. Before I knew it I sat in it and the taxi driver had to ask me where I wanted to go at least seven times before I understood what he meant.
I told the cab driver, or more like slurred the address the first address that came up in my mind. During the ride I hoped that I had told the driver the correct address so I wouldn’t end up in a unfamiliar place, and I tired to focus my vision so I would sober up. Somehow it just felt like I became more drunk by every second that went by though.

‘’Miss, we’re here.’’
‘’Thanks funny guy. You should win a prize for best driver, you were great tonight.’’
‘’Okay.. You know what, just get in safely you don’t have to pay.’’
‘’Oh aren’t you too sweet! You Dallas folks are just the bestest.’’
‘’Have a nice evening miss.’’
‘’Bye bye driver!’’ I stumbled out of the cab trying to keep my two feet on the ground so I wouldn’t fall. Note to myself, don’t ever drink vodka and tequila on the same night.

I walked up to the front door and started knocking and ringing the doorbell like a mentally ill person who just wants to be annoying. It took forever before someone opened the door.
‘’Hello! Is someone in here?!’’ I kept throwing punches at the door like it was a boxing sack and suddenly the door flew open.
‘’What the fuc-’’ Tyler opened the door, fuming of anger and he looked exhausted, dressed in a white t-shirt and sweatpants. ‘’Nadia..?’’ He went from being irritated to looking very confused.
‘’Hello mate!’’ I waved at him and bent over laughing thinking I was the funniest person on the planet.
‘’Nadia, what are are you doing here?’’ He asked and when I was about to answer I stumbled and almost lost my balance completely but Tyler catched me before I fell down on the concrete.
‘’God you’re so drunk.’’ He sighed and helped me inside.
‘’And you’re really pretty.’’ I giggled and pointed my finger at him but he just rolled his eyes.
‘’Come on let’s get you in bed.’’ He carried me bridal style up the stairs causing me to sing the classic wedding song making Tyler chuckle.
‘’You’re fun and easy when you’re drunk.’’ He said and opened a door and walking inside a bedroom, but it wasn’t his bedroom this looked way more girly and pretty.
‘’Psst.. I’m always fun.’’ He put me down on the bed and shook his head while helping me taking of my shoes.
‘’And always bitchy.’’
‘’Don’t be mean.’’ I pouted my bottom lip like a little baby.
‘’I’m guessing this state you’re in is because what went down with your friend earlier?’’ He sat down beside me and when I heard what he said I instantly felt a sadness build up inside of me.

‘’I messed up the evening for you guys, I embarrassed myself and probably got you to regret even inviting me in the first place.’’ I slurred hoping he would understand what I said. I rested my head on his shoulder when I realized how tired I actually am.
‘’No you didn’t, it was pretty awkward but I’m glad you’re here and are not sleeping outside in some street corner drunk.’’ He took his arm around my shoulders making me feel safe in his presence.
‘’I always screw up, always. I’m a bad, bad person.’’ I gasped and closed my eyes.
‘’No you’re not.’’ He whispered and laid me down on the bed and put a blanket over me. The last thing I noticed was him walking out of the room and turning off the lights.

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