Never Expected This

They had won their last game against my home town that night. He hadn't scored but he still got an assist. Since the drive from Ottawa to Montreal is roughly 2 hours long. He has arrived at 1 am. I slept in his bed the whole time he was away. I missed him the much. I heard the door open and loud steps making it's way to the bedroom I was in. The door opened, I knew it was him. He walked towards the bed and crawled on till he was hovering me. My back was facing him. He stroked my hair and placed a small kiss on my neck.
"Are you up?" He whispered to me.
"Yes. " I said using the same tone. He removed my covers and smiled down at me. What can I say; his room is warm. I got up from the bed and kissed him softly.
"Go put some pants on, I'll meet you in the car." I nod my head. I find my jeans on the floor and put them on. I quickly brush my hair and my teeth. I wonder where was he taking me this late at night. The excitement of not knowing got me moving quicker to get everything done. I grabbed Brendan's sweater and locked up. I had a skip to every step I took making my way towards the car. Once I got inside his SUV, I kissed him.
"That was fast." He said smiling at me.
"I'm happy to have you back." I said smiling widely.
"I'm glade to hear that." He says as he's reversing out of the parking spot.
"Before you ask me where are we going this early in the morning, the answer is nowhere." He said. I still had my smile. He knew exactly what I was going to ask.
"So it's just a midnight drive?" I asked. He nodded his head.
"I just wanted to spend more time with you." He said. I nodded my head.
Since we're just going to be driving, I decided it was appropriate for us to listen to some music. I opened the radio to the pop channel. A few songs come on that I didn't know of but their tune was still catchy. The ones we knew, we would sing to them. Brendan clearly did not understand the whole concept of singing like the singer when the song is playing at the same time. Because he was yelling more than singing. I wasn't any better. His singing-yelling was causing me to laugh as I sang. So you had one that was acting like Brendan and then my singing-laughing. My dorky laugh.
A song had finally come on that I had no knowledge of. But Brendan knew the words by heart. He took hold of my hand and sang softly. The words explained how I felt about us right now. The street light turned red making us stop. The streets were empty, but where I was, it sounded like millions where speaking to me all at once.
I'm missing the sound of your heart beating.
The red seemed to take its sweet time. And the physical attraction felt were getting stronger by the seconds. I wanted to sit on his lap and kiss him hard then. I wanted to feel everything about him tonight. Run my hands freely and kiss him everywhere. I never think of these things. But with Brendan, the sexual tension is driving me insane. My body is craving for him. It's aching for him.
The light turned green. Not even a minute later, we had stopped the car at the river. The same river we first talked about ourselves. He unbuckled his seat belt and was opening the door. I quickly undid mine and reached for his door. I shut it close. He looked back at me and before he could say anything I kissed him. I kissed him hard, letting everything I was feeling in that kiss. When he kissed back, I crawled my way to his seat. I was having some difficulties but he helped me. I broke from the kiss momentarily, just so I could place my hair on one side. His eyes looked mesmerized by me. And for some odd reason that gave me a boost of confidence.
I kissed him again, this time letting my hands go wherever I found his skin. He had a jacket on while I just had a sweater. He clearly had better access to me then I did of him. His hand was underneath my shirt. He trailed with his finger from my chest to my bellybutton. This gave me shivers. I kept having a hard time kissing every time his hand was close to boobs. Not thinking I lifted my head up. I was going to tell him to kiss me on my neck but I didn't need to. He already jump to it before I had the chance to react. He kept sucking on it and nibbling it. His hot breath on my neck was making me want more of him. I needed more of him. I was craving him. Brendan was waking up a desire I've never had before. Him sucking on my neck like the way he was doing and his hand messaging my boobs, we're making me moan. And I know when I moan he exploits that.
"Brendan." I whispered. I wasn't able to speak, he had found my spot. He was hungry for it. And I couldn't help but let out loud moans.
"Bren.. Brendan... home... now." Was I could manage to say. He stopped everything he was doing. His eyes held a something I've never seen before. He wasn't acting boyish like he did last time. He was serious about this. And so was I. My pants and his were in the way. He kissed me hard on the lips.
"Home it is." He said. I got back to my seat and we drove back home. But I didn't just sit there idly, I kept kissing his neck and telling him how much I wanted him. And I could tell he was having troubles breathing. We had gotten back home what seemed in matter of seconds. We got inside the building practically running. I felt like a teenager sneaking out at night. Once we finally made it to his appartement, he lead me straight to his room. He sat down on his bed and looked at me.
"Get those of now." He commanded me. This was really turning me on. I quickly fulfilled what he told me to do. I stood there in front of him in nothing but my underwear. He had pulled me closer to him till my stomach was right in front of his face. His kissed me hotly there. I ran my hand in his hair. I tug on his hair for him to look up at me.
"Get up" I told him. He did and I placed my hand under his shirt removing it for him. I did the same thing for his pants. I pushed him back the bed and sat right on his croche area. He let out a groan. It felt so hard under me. I wanted it in me. He wanted to put his hands on my butt but I smacked them away. I leaned in to kiss him. And we kissed, I was moving my hips. He was having troubles keeping up.
"Shit, El" He cursed under his breath. He tried to kiss me back but he was to preoccupied. He was trying to untie by bra. Clearly my movement on his wasn't making him think straight, so I did it myself. The cold air made them hard. I stopped moving and went back to kissing. He was clearly upset that I pulled that on him. Because the next thing I know, I'm the one laying on my back. His mouth is on my boobs and my hand find there way in my underwear. He slides one finger in and that causes me to squeal. He nibbles on my ear.
"You're wet." He tells me. I nod my head. I was too focus on the feeling of his hand in me. He was going slow at first but when he saw no reaction he quickened his pace. And God did I love it. This made me want him in me even more.
"Brendan." I said. "Just fuck me already."
He stopped what he was doing and got out a condom. I had already removed my underwear the moment he got back. He dropped his too. And placed the condom on him. This is it, I thought. I was finally going to do it. And with a man I completely trusted.
"Are you sure?" He asked me.
"Yes, I want it to be you." I tell him.
He smiles down at me. I felt sexy tonight, I felt beautiful. He kissed me and together we formed one person.
I was Brendan and Brendan was I tonight.

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