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Confessions of An Ice Girl

Chapter 4-

It had been a about a week since I slept with James. The Pens had left for a Canada trip so I hadn't seen him. Tonight was the first home game back. I hadn't been feeling well, so I was taking the night off and had just stopped at the arena to let the others know. "Abby, hold up!" I heard

Fuck. Neal. I spun around as he caught up to me "Hi, Neal."

"Did something happen to your phone?" he asked quietly

"No."

"Oh...well I tried calling you. While we were gone..."

"Neal...what happened between us was a mistake okay? It was a one time thing and it can't happen again..."

James gave me a half smile "You don't mean that."

He was right. I didn't. "Neal." I whispered "If anyone finds out about what happened with us we are both in trouble. I could lose my job!"

"You won't lose your job. No one will find out. This will be our little secret." he said pulling me over and kissing me. I kissed him back and he slowly pulled away "No one will find out, Abby."

"James, I'm just not looking for a relationship or any type of commitment right now."

"Neither am I."

"So you just want to fuck?"

James shrugged "Yeah. Fuck. Maybe take you out to eat once and a while. No strings attached. We can be friends with benefits...if you're cool with that?"

"James, I don't know...okay? That night was fun. I enjoyed it a lot, but we just can't...."

James nodded, "Alright. If you change your mind, you know where to find me." he said walking off

I started walking off when someone stopped me "Neal, I am going home!"

"Not Neal." Jordyn said

"Jordyn? Um...hey." I said "I was just heading out. I just stopped by to let Mya and Carrie know I wasn't feeling well and wouldn't be performing tonight..."

"I know. Carrie said..."

She saw. I don't know what all she saw or heard, but she knew something "Jordyn...how much did you hear?"

"Enough....you slept with James Neal?"

"It just kind of happened. Don't tell anyone Jordyn. Please?"

"Abby..." she sighed

"Jordyn! You can't tell. They'll fire me. The thing with Neal was a one time thing. It's not going to happen again!"

"What thing with Neal?"

Fuck. I spun around and say Carrie standing there "Carrie...I..."

"Jordyn, please excuse us." Carrie said. Jordyn gave me a look and walked off "Abby, start explaining."

I didn't know what to do. Or what to say. I could lie and say nothing happened, but what if she heard me say it? They could check the security cameras and see Neal kissing me and us getting into his car...they could see us talking in the hall and him kissing me again. I took a breath "Nothing happened. He just bought me a drink at the bar. That was all."

Carrie gave me a look as just nodded "Okay Abby. Get well soon."

I nodded and headed off. That was close. Too fucking close.
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I was laying in bed pinning things on my Pinterest when the bell rang. I got up and went to the door, opening it part way. "Hey."

"James? What are you doing here..."

"I just came to check on you."

"You could've just called..."

"Abby..." He sighed

"Listen, James. What happened between us was a mistake, okay? You're nice and funny, but we can't be together. This has got to stop before he goes even further."

James looked down "okay. I'm sorry to have bothered you. Have a good night." He said walking off and back to his car.

I sighed and sat back down. Truth was? I did like him. Even though he was cocky and chances were this was just a fling and he kept coming back because he figured I was some slut who'd give it to him, but fact of the matter was...I liked James Neal, but it could never happen.

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Comments

Love this story the end of this chapter makes me sad eel happy cause James admits he loves her but sad cause he says he can't let her move. I so want to say idiot to James cause I want these two together so badly love them together

Stacey_cakes1 Stacey_cakes1
11/16/16

This chapter made me sad too :(

Stacey_cakes1 Stacey_cakes1
8/18/16

@Mel13

yes:( the trade always makes me sad. *sigh*

crosbyfan87 crosbyfan87
8/17/16

So sad I knew the trade was coming

Mel13 Mel13
8/15/16

I like the story so far keep it up

Flyers62 Flyers62
5/9/16