AUTUMN LEAVES

But it's such a shame
That we lost our way
From the nights we danced
The bands were playing
I say I'm over you
But I'm not sure that it's true

I am falling
And I'm too weak to fly
Now my heart's wide open
And you're the reason why
I've been broken
From the scars that I forgave
Spent a long time running
From the mess we've made
And oh
But I'd do it all again…

– “All again”, Ella Henderson
_________________________

As the couple made it to the elevator in the lobby of the high-rise, Sidney waited impatiently for the door to close to pounce on Autumn. He had her pinned against the wall in a split of a second, his mouth crashing hers in a desperate kiss as his hands travelled to her hips. She kissed him back as desperately, taking him by surprise when she bit his lips roughly, almost drawing blood. He stopped and watched her with dark eyes that almost scared her but she couldn’t look away. Her chest that was flush to his was moving fast up and down to keep up with her labored breathing. She watched the wheels turn in his head as if he was calculating his next move, just as the elevator dinged signaling their arrival at his penthouse.

Sidney took a small step back to allow her to walk out of the elevator. He only came to his apartment when he was staying out late or after some games when he didn’t have the energy for the thirty-minute drive to Sewickley. Tonight, he was saving all his energy for the woman he loved, for the woman who loved him back.

As he was frantically trying to unlock his door, he paused and took a deep breath. It hit him then that when Autumn confessed her love to him, he didn’t say it back. He turned around to see her patiently waiting with a blissful smile on her beautiful face. He ran his fingers through the softness of her hair and rested his hand to the side of her neck. “I love you”, he whispered as he leaned down to capture her lips in a tender toe-curling kiss, unlike the wild kiss they just shared in the elevator. He wanted to show Autumn how much he wanted her, not just in his bed, but in so many other ways. When they had sex before, it was always hot and hard, but too rushed. Not this time. He wanted them to take their time to enjoy each other for as long as they can.

He pushed his unlocked front door with his back and pulled her inside with him without breaking their kiss. Kicking the door closed, he blindly reached for the light switch. He moved his mouth away from hers and gave her few pecks on her nose and cheeks. Bending down, he picked her up effortlessly for the second time that night, only this time he carried her bridal style as he made his way to the second floor. She’s been to his apartment before, she knew all too well where they were headed. Clinging to his shoulder, she kept her eyes on him as he meticulously steered them in the direction of his bedroom.

He put Autumn back down on her feet right in front of his bed. “I’m going to make you mine, now”, he said with a husky voice that she’d only heard a couple of times before. With his hands on her shoulders, he gently sat her on the edge of his bed and kneeled in front of her. He tucked her hair behind her ear, her blushing face made him smile; she looked as if they were doing this for the very first time. Though he couldn’t deny that things felt different this time. Autumn traced his lips with her fingertips as she watched the heat and the need in his eyes. With her other hand, she linked her fingers with his.

“Yours”, she whispered, as Sidney started kissing her knuckles, one by one. He looked up and gave her a devastating smile while running his hands over her legs. She was still in her coat that covered her short blue jumpsuit. “Too many layers”, Sidney complained with a low voice.

“I can help with that”, she answered quietly. Standing up, she discarded her coat and was bending down to take off her heels when Sidney interrupted her. “No”, he said, stopping her in her tracks. Did he want her to keep them on? She may not object to that idea, she thought. “Let me”, he said instead. He asked her to sit back down as he took off her heels so delicately, like she was made of glass. Setting them aside, he made a face as he realized she was wearing black pantyhose. “What? It’s cold outside”, she said defensively. “Normally, I would find these extremely sexy, baby. But it’s a crime to hide this porcelain skin of yours. So, forgive me if I…”, he trailed as he ran his hand up her thighs and under her shorts. He gave her a devious smile when he discovered that she was wearing thigh highs.

“Stand up”, he asked gently. She instantly obliged, feeling powerless when it came to him. “So damn sexy. Too bad I have to rip them off of you”, he whispered seductively in her ear. He detached the hold ups and pulled down pantyhose. “Sit down, baby”, he whispered with a gleam in his eyes. Once he finished his work at exposing her legs, the second hurdle was her outfit. He watched her closely enough at the club to know that what she was wearing was not a dress. Sensing his hesitation, she undid the zipper at her lower back for him and unbuckled her belt, which Sidney help her remove in one swift motion. He pulled the capped sleeves over her shoulder and her silk jumpsuit fell straight to the floor.

Sidney couldn’t help but bite his lip as his hands travelled along her arms, her stomach up to her covered chest reaching her neck, leaving a ghost of a touch on his way. He took in her midnight blue lingerie, looking over her shoulders and down her back to see her g-sting disappear between her butt cheeks where his hands ventured and grabbed a handful. She stood still, letting him burn her skin with his touch. She wanted to touch him, she needed to touch him. She reached for his shirt and helped him out of it as he worked his pants at the same time.

Standing in their underwear, he gently pushed her towards him and claimed her mouth in an affectionate kiss. His hands caressed her back, his fingers tracing the straps of her bra and the outlines of her panties every now and then. She ran her fingers through his hair, something she learned he enjoyed very much. He tugged at her bottom lip with his teeth then licked and sucked. Her tongue delved between his swollen lips as their kiss became needier. She was getting restless and burning with desire for him.

His eyes snapped open as he felt her hands on his ass. He froze but managed to ask, “what are you doing?” Smiling devilishly at him, she moved her hands to the front traced the outline of his long hard cock. He looked down, breathing heavily and watched her pull down the waistband of his briefs. Her eyes went up and met his dark ones. Sidney did not seem to mind what she was doing so she went on and freed his heavy dick and gave it few slow strokes, enjoying the softness of his skin that was a sexy contrast with the hardness of his dick. His hand caught her wrist right before she went any faster. “I won’t last, baby”, his voice came out strained. “I want to be inside of you. I want to come inside of you”, he said hoarsely as his hands caressed her ass and were dangerously close to her most intimate place.

Autumn gulped at his blunt words and laid willingly on her back on the bed with Sidney hovering over her, all the while undoing her bra. He trailed his fingers over her hard pebbles as they kissed once again. When he stopped, she expected he would suck on her neck and soon on her breasts, she was almost praying for it. Instead, Sidney had other plans. With his velvety lips and the tip of his nose, he traced her skin and inhaled her, under her ears, along her long neck, over her breasts, down the line leading to her bellybutton, where his lips closed in a whisper of a kiss. He was barely touching her, yet she felt electricity surging through her whole body.

With his face an inch away from her skin, he carefully removed her panties and grinned at her. “Are you always bare?”, he asked not giving her the chance to answer before his lips found her pink folds. “Oh God!”, Autumn shrieked. He worked her gently with his tongue and lips. Soon his fingers found their way inside of her to test her readiness. He released her soft skin from between his possessive lips to inspect her quivering form underneath him. “Do you want me as much as I want you, Autumn?”, he asked heavily as he sat up still between her legs. “You know I do”, she answered, frowning at the lack of contact. He grabbed her legs from behind her knees and angled her for his awaiting dick. She felt every inch as he made his way inside of her at this exquisite angle.

He started a low rhythm, making sure he gave her the time to adjust to him. She held on to his forearms that gripped her hips so tightly. She squeezed his arms, feeling all the intensity of being with him, just like that, with him inside of her, in the middle of his bed. Bending down, he picked her up with his arms behind her back, getting her into an almost sitting position facing him, never breaking their connection. His length allowing him to fuck her from any angle he pleased. She was almost sitting in his lap, her legs around his waist as their lips met in a wet and deep kiss, with Sidney pumping inside of her, but at a much faster rhythm this time.

Her hard nipples brushed against Sidney’s chest, earning his attention. He toyed with them between his fingers, squeezing and twisting hard enough that she couldn’t help but scream in pleasure. Her vision was cloudy, her mouth agape as he moved to lick at her now exposed neck. It was all it took to drive her over the edge, setting every nerve ending in her body on fire.

Once she came back down to earth, she felt her head hit the pillow as he continued to pump inside of her while securing her limp body in his strong arms. She smiled at his concentrated expression, still feeling every stroke of his dick on her g-spot. “Let go, Sid”, she whispered as she ran her hand through his damp hair. “Come with me”, he croaked, as his thumb found her clit. She squeezed her eyes shut at the sudden intense sensation.

Autumn did not think she can come again this soon, but as he rubbed and circled her clit over and again all the while fucking her so deeply, she knew that she will come apart and maybe even pass out this time. “Fuck”, Sidney groaned as he came hard inside of her, with her following right after, squeezing every last drop out of him.

When their breathing steadied, Sidney moved to her side as he was almost crushing her with his heavy body. Once his head hit the pillow, he instantly closed his eyes and drifted into sleep, the events of the evening taking their toll on him; from the game, to the club, to Autumn’s revelation, ending with great sex.

Autumn curled up with Sidney, her smile suddenly disappearing when she saw the time on the nightstand clock. She was supposed to stay at Tiffany’s tonight. Worse than this, instead of helping Jessica with her relationship problems, she created more serious ones. She also left her clutch with her phone in it at the club, where her friends were probably wondering where she disappeared to.

“Sid, I need to use your phone. Tiff must be worried sick about me”, she said, waking him up. He was drowsy and not fully awake. “Pants”, he mumbled. Reaching in his pocket, she fetched his phone from his discarded pants and trotted naked to the room next to his. The home screen on his iPhone showed a string of text notifications and missed calls. It was not her place to read them, but she did notice Jessica’s name occupying most of the screen. Dialing Tiffs number, she did not have to wait for long before her sister answered.

“Crosby! Where the FUCK are you? She’s with you, isn’t she?”, Tiff yelled in Autumn’s ear. “Tiff, it’s me”, she answered weakly. “Great, just great, Autumn”, Tiff said with clear disappointment. “You two go on about doing whatever you want, without giving a damn. But just prepare yourselves, because EVERYBODY KNOWS!”

Notes

Hey,

Thanks for reading, took me a while to find time to write.

As always, I look forward to your feedback :)

Charlie :)