AUTUMN LEAVES

“Everything you do it sends me
Higher than the moon with every
Twinkle in your eye
You strike a match that lights my heart on fire”

Sidney was on cloud nine, all his senses were on a high as he watched Autumn sing a sweet innocent song albeit naked and hot in the middle of their bed. The acoustic guitar rested on her bare creamy thighs, blocking the most important parts of the show, with her long hair cascading over her freckled shoulders, almost touching the chords.

“Hello, how are you, my darling, today?
I fall into a pile on the floor
Puppy love is hard to ignore
When every little thing you do, I do adore

“We're as different as can be
I've noticed you're remarkably relaxed
And I'm overly uptight
We balance out each other nicely

“You wear sandals in the snow
In mid-July I still feel cold
We're opposites in every way”

Sidney couldn’t help but chuckle at the last part. It was true, almost down to every word.

“Finding words, I mutter
Tongue-tied, twisted
Foot in mouth, I start to stutter
Ha, ha, heaven help me
“Hello, how are you, my darling, today?
I fall into a pile on the floor
Puppy love is hard to ignore
When every little thing you do, I do adore
Every little thing ba ba ba ba
Every little thing you do, I do adore”

Once she finished the song, she sat up on her knees and held the guitar in the air and did an exaggerated bow, knowing fully well how much Sidney was appreciating the show.

“Are you trying to kill me?”, Sidney whispered in her ear, as he removed the guitar from her hand and held her close to make her feel how aroused he was.

“Why do you always have to turn everything into something sexual?”

“Don’t play all innocent on me, baby,” he said as he licked at her neck. “I know what you’ve been doing”, he pointed out as he brought his fingers to her lips, the same fingers that were between her legs just seconds ago.

Her eyes went so wide, surprised by his bold move. As she was about to move away from his hand, his fingers disappeared into her mouth. She has never done that before and he knew. It felt a little weird to taste herself, but the thought got her all hot as she closed her lips on his thick fingers.

Sidney wasn’t helping as he started moving his fingers between her lips, making her suck on them. “Do you taste how sweet you are, baby?” He was so turned on that he contemplated rubbing himself as he fingered her drooling mouth, until an idea popped into his head, another first for them, he thought.

“Do you wanna taste me?”, he said breathlessly in her ear as he took his fingers out and placed them lightly on her lips, giving her the chance to say the ‘yes’ he was hoping for.

Sidney tried to hide his disappointment when Autumn’s face blanched at his request. She clearly did not want to. He felt like a selfish jerk for even asking, too horny to consider that she may not enjoy giving him a blowjob. He just killed the mood. He should keep reminding himself that Autumn was more conservative in bed than he was.

He moved away to give her some space. She remained planted in her spot, sitting on her heels, looking at anything but him. “I want to, but…”, she whispered, when she saw the frown on his face. She knew all men enjoyed that, but it made her uncomfortable.

“Please, you don’t need to explain. I shouldn’t have been so…forward. I never ask for that. No one should”, Sidney spoke uneasily.

“I’m sure every woman you’ve been with had willingly volunteered that you never needed to ask”, Autumn spoke quietly, realizing that her words may have come out harsher than she had intended.

“Autumn, it’s not… I don’t care if you don’t want to…”, he said.

“But I do”, she answered hurriedly.

“You do? You mean, you want to? Or you do care?”, Sidney asked eagerly, his heart rate increasing once again at the thought.

“I want to”, she said her, face flushing. “But, I’ve never…um”, she tried to admit but was too embarrassed to continue.

“You’ve never….you mean...Like never? Just so we’re clear here, you’re telling me that you, Autumn Scott, a thirty-year-old sex goddess, have never given a blowjob to a man before?”, Sidney asked, with a wide smile, his eyes dancing with joy.

“Call me old-fashioned, or maybe crazy, but damn, this fact makes me so very happy, baby”, he said grinning like a kid in a candy store.

“That’s not cool, stop smiling”, she said hiding her face away from his twinkling eyes.

She fiddled with the bed sheet, hesitant about what she wanted to say. “I was never interested in that and I… honestly, um…I want to …. with you. I’m just worried that I will suck”, she said quietly, struggling to get her point across.

Sidney erupted in laughter, almost doubling over. He laughed to a point that he had tears in his eyes. Autumn was confused at his reaction.

“You should…suck. That’s the whole point, baby”, he said with a huge grin, trying to regain his composure.

“That’s not what I meant,” she said with a facepalm.

“I know, baby. Come here”, he said as he hugged her to him, still grinning at her unintended pun.

“I don’t want to… disappoint you,” she admitted just above a whisper, keeping her head on his shoulder to avoid his gaze. Sidney made her feel vulnerable and insecure in bed because she knew all about his past sexual history. How can she compare to all these women who were willing to do anything to please him?

“That’s absurd. You can never disappoint me, even if you tried,” Sidney said lovingly, the mood in the room suddenly shifting. “Not in bed or any other situation. Never say that again, do you hear me? I don’t care if I have to go for the rest of my life without a blowjob, I could care less,” he added. “That’s not why I’m with you, you know?”, he said with a smile to lighten her mood. He tilted his head to look at her still holding on to him for dear life, as they both sat on their heels in the middle of the bed.

When their eyes locked, she returned the smile, clutching his freshly shaven face. She noticed between them his dick standing tall, alert and ready. She looked back at Sidney in disbelief.

“What did you expect from him when ‘blowjob’ is the topic?”, he said with his lopsided grin on display.

“Him?”, Autumn said chuckling and shaking her head.

“Do you still want to?” He asked quietly, seeing that Autumn was inspecting his hard on closely while stroking his abs.

She nodded faintly, unable to deny how much the idea excited her, despite how nervous it made her.

He held her chin so she could look at him. “I can show you if you want. I will tell you what feels good, okay?”, he spoke with a hoarse voice, finding it hard to concentrate with all the anticipation.

“Look, I’m so hot right now that I may come from a single touch”, he reassured her.

Sidney shuffled on the bed and lied on his back explaining that it may be more comfortable for her if she lied on her stomach between his legs. He will not make her go down on her knees in front of him. She was his love, not some woman giving him a blowjob in some hotel room.

He smiled at the whole situation. He expected their first time doing this to be hot and fast and not him telling her what to do. But he strangely was thrilled with the idea of guiding her through it, and mostly, of being her first. He was so turned on that he worried he may cum the second her lips closed around him, those lips that she was currently biting.

Autumn did as he asked and settled on her stomach between his legs, perched on his massive thighs. She looked at him expectantly, her heart thumping in her chest. Sidney stretched his arm and ran his fingers through her hair, tucking some loose strands behind her ear.

“First, a rule of thumb, cover your teeth at all times”, Sidney instructed, his voice wavering at each word. Autumn chuckled at the thought of biting him, but the stern look he gave her reminded her to be more focused. She did not want to mess this up. She wanted to do this for him, for all the times he pleasured her, never asking for anything in return.

“Just go for it, baby. Do what comes natural to you, as long as you respect the rule of thumb”, Sidney spoke, getting impatient and realizing that this was the best course of action. He will enjoy whatever she was planning on doing regardless.

All thoughts left his brain as she held on to the base of his dick and licked his tip very lightly. She kept on passing her tongue over and around his tip like it was some sort of popsicle.

Autumn looked up to gauge his reaction, to know if he liked it. She was reassured as she noticed his eyes screwed shut and his shallow breath. Her touch was light but electrifying that Sidney was trying to focus on not coming too early. And then her tongue disappeared to be soon replaced by her warm lips that stretched wide around his thick tip. Autumn sucked ever so gently, making sure not to hurt him.

“Fuck, baby. Yes, you’re doing.... ah!” Sidney couldn’t finish his sentence as he felt her suck him harder and harder for a few moments

“Baby...take a break”, he suggested, though all he wanted is for her to keep on sucking and to stroke his length, or maybe even deep throat him. She seemed too eager for him to come. But he was big, it was her first time, and she will be sore. He desperately wanted her first experience to be pleasant and to hopefully be the first of many.

But Autumn’s response came loud and clear. She shook her head as she released his dick from her mouth with a small pop. She started licking his length while trailing her nimble fingers over his balls, taking him by surprise, a very welcomed surprise.

Autumn returned her lips to his tip, noting that it was what he seemed to enjoy the most. Only this time, she did not only suck him, but she started to circle her tongue around his sensitive skin, feeling as if she had done this a million time before. She put her hands to good use as she stroked his length, slowly at first, as she continued to suck him, taking more of him each time.

Sidney’s head was tilted back, his eyes were squeezed shut, and his chest was moving so fast. She could hear his harsh breathing and all the obscenities coming out of his agape mouth. This was not as complicated as she had thought, and god did it feel good to do this to him. She was dripping with excitement at the sight and the feeling of him in her mouth.

Her strokes got faster and her mouth more relentless. “Baby, Aut… stop! I’m gonna come, fuck… mouth off now!” he ordered but his voice betrayed him and did not come as loud or commanding as he had hoped. Autumn heard him but she did not want to stop. She wanted to pleasure him and she will see it through until the very end.

Sidney sat up abruptly, his back involuntarily arching. He grabbed a handful of her hair and forced his dick further into her mouth as he came hard, on too much of a high to care if he went in too deep or if he was hurting her in some way. When he resurfaced back to reality, he felt Autumn’s hand still stroking him gently and that his dick was still halfway in her mouth. He loosened his grip on her hair and pushed her gently away from him.

“Fuck!” he shuddered as he pulled out of her slowly.

“Are you okay?”, he asked inspecting her red face and swollen lips.

She gave him a bright smile and he released a sigh of relief, the glee he was feeling was complete now.

“You,” he spoke as he was still collecting his breath. “You’re going to be the end of me” he said, putting her in a gentle headlock as he kissed her ferociously.

“Are you sure you’ve never done that before? Because that was…”, he was speechless.

“I went by your reactions, and took it from there”, she said shyly.

“So, did you...um..”, he said unsure how to phrase his question

“I enjoyed it. I felt that I had so much control over you,” she winked teasingly.

“Well, let’s check how much you enjoyed it. Shall we?”, he said biting his lip as he found her soaking wet for him.

“Hmm, what are we gonna do about that?”, he asked with a tilt of his head.

*****

“Lizzie come back here! You should stay within the fences, baby girl”, Lizzie’s mother shouted. The little girl giggled as she kept on chasing the small white horse in the field, completely ignoring her mother.

“Sidney, please go get her before she gets hurt”, she asked the handsome man at her side. “Tiff relax, Lizzie is fine, baby.”

Tiffany’s red hair swayed in the wind as she smiled at her husband lovingly, until something caught her eye.

“Auttie, you’re here. Come meet your niece.” Autumn did not answer, she was in a dark mood, she looked up to the beautiful blue sky and made it turn into a scary grey that mirrored her wrath. The sharp sound of lightening frightened the little girl that she started running towards her dad’s open arms.

“You don’t love Lizzie, Tiff. She’s a curse, she’s ruined your career and your dreams. You should have given her up for adoption,” Autumn told her sister.

“Lizzie! No!”, Autumn woke up with a start. Sidney was sitting next to her wide awake and concerned. “Hey baby, it’s me. It must have been a bad dream. I’ll get you some water, okay?”, Sidney spoke gently, rubbing her back. Autumn was trying hard to catch her breath after a very disturbing nightmare. She felt like an idiot for assuming that this getaway will be relaxing. They both tried not to bring up stressful topics, but it seemed that chaos was chasing after her even in her sleep.

“Who is Lizzie?”, Sidney asked curiously once Autumn had calmed down.

“It’s nothing. It was a weird nightmare, I’m fine”, she said, not wanting to elaborate.

“Well speaking of nightmares, I just spoke with Taylor on the phone”, Sidney said with a deep sigh.

“What did Taylor want this early in the morning?”, Autumn asked concerned.

“She wanted to give me some heads up. My parents are still pissed at me. First, they were unhappy that they learned about my new ‘girlfriend’ from the media last week, of course they dismissed my lame excuses. Then few days ago, when I told them that something came up and I can’t make it home for the bye week anymore, they assumed that I’m ditching them to spend time with this ‘girlfriend that they haven’t met yet’ and lying to them about it, even though I told them that we broke up”, Sidney explained. “They suspect a shady reason as to why I don’t want them to meet her.”

“What a morning!” Autumn groaned and flopped on her back.

“And you, miss…”, Sidney started as he pinched her sides, “you failed to mention that Nate owned an outdoor hot tub!”

“Oh, you saw that, didn’t you?”, Autumn sighed. There was no way she would be able to talk Sidney out of what he will certainly suggest next: Skinny dipping in a hot tub outside, despite of the cold winter temperature.

“Do you think that we’re in over our heads?”, she asked him quietly as they cuddled in bed.

Sighing deeply, Sidney contemplated her words for a few moments before speaking. “Maybe,” he said weakly.

*****

“I’m so glad you were able to make it!” Mario exclaimed once he opened the door of his hotel suite. He hugged his oldest daughter tightly and took her bag.

“It’s good to spend some time with you papa, even if it was for a couple of days. I could also use some Cali sun, soon we’ll be buried in snow back home”, Lauren said as she took in the view from her father’s large suite.
Ever since his divorce, he has not been spending as much time with his daughters as he would have liked. Mario missed them profoundly. He knew that Lauren would enjoy the beach in LA while he was in meetings and then when he was done, they can spend the rest of the day together.

“So, how’s the wife?”, Lauren asked casually over dinner.

“She’s good. We haven’t been able to talk that much lately,” Mario said with a sad smile. He missed his wife.

“Why? Is she too busy hanging out with the team to talk to you?” Lauren commented, she never really liked Autumn and she is not going to start pretending now.

“Lauren,” Mario said, giving her a pointed look. “She’s on vacation with some college friends. They’re staying at Nathan’s cabin near Lac Saint Jean, network is bad over there, that’s why”, Mario told his daughter defensively.

“There’s always pictures of her in the arena or out with the players and you’re never there, dad. That’s all I’m saying,” Lauren said, more politely this time.

“I guess she’s having her own ‘bye week’, eh?”, Lauren joked, trying to lighten the mood, seeing that her dad wasn’t happy with her comment.

“Oh, don’t you be all sad now, you’re not in Pittsburgh anyways. It’s a good timing if you think about it.”

“She’ll be back next week. I will see if it’s feasible to postpone some of my next week’s meetings, maybe make it home earlier,” Mario pondered. “How about you, sweetie? How’s the boyfriend?”, he asked, shifting the conversation topic away from his wife.

Lauren huffed, knowing this question will eventually come up. A few months ago, she has made the mistake of telling her dad about a crush she had on a boy when he wouldn’t stop asking about her love life. Not that she had gotten over her crush. It’s been a few years now that she was not sure if it qualifies as a crush anymore.

“Still single, dad”, she said with an eye roll, frowning nonetheless.

“No man would ever deserve you if he can’t see how special you are, Lauren. Remember that”, he told her lovingly.

“He’s a good man, but he doesn’t think of me this way”, she confessed, giving her dad more information, for the first time.

“Is that what your generation calls ‘the friend zone’?”, he asked his daughter, like any father wanting to learn more about the man who was occupying his daughter’s mind.

Expecting her to give him another eye roll, his 20-year old daughter just nodded instead. The sadness on her face broke his heart.

“Have you ever told him how you feel about him?”, he asked, unsure how to navigate this topic. Nathalie would have handled this better, he thought. But he was her father, the first man in her life, and he will stop at nothing to help her through any distress, including her boy troubles.

“Didn’t you hear that he doesn’t think of me this way? Why would I bother?”, Lauren answered irritated. She has always been hotheaded and stubborn, more so in the past two years.

“How would you know if you don’t ask? Do you think he knows how you feel about him?”, Mario countered patiently.

“He’d be too dumb not to have noticed all this time. I think he does, but pretends not to, to avoid any awkwardness, I guess”, she sighed.

“Is he doing the same major as you?”, Mario inquired further, seeing that Lauren was unusually willing to share.

Lauren squeezed her eyes shut, cringing at her father’s interrogation. She had the choice to either lie or to finally tell him the truth. Taking a deep breath, she said, “He’s not a college friend, papa.”

Notes

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