The Diary of an Unintentional Puck Slut
October 21, 2014
October 14, 2014
On the first game of their road trip to Canada someone got hurt : ( but it doesn’t seem serious. But that meant they were missing a fourth line center, so someone from the AHL team got called up (Freddie, I think). That must suck for him because the Sharks’ AHL team is in Massachusetts and not only is that a different time zone, the climate is really different.
But anyway, Caeleigh went after the new guy like a cougar (no pun intended, though he is a year younger than her) and she says she’s ‘just trying to make him feel comfortable with his new team’ or whatever. But I have a feeling that just means sex. However, it seems she has left Tomas alone, and Logan, and all of the other guys she was doing stuff with.
I have been pretty busy this past week or so. Now that Brandon is back he spends a lot of time with the twins, which means I can focus on other stuff, like the ice girl’s. That has taken up so much of my time, but it would be worse if Caeleigh wasn’t helping me. She’s been really great, despite everything I’ve been saying about her lately.
Ever since Brandon and I went out to dinner and talked about our future together, I’ve been thinking over what exactly it is I want from life. As a mom, I just want to be the best parent I can to the twins. That part is obvious; the next part is a little harder.
Brandon? I want to be whatever he needs me to be (as long as it doesn’t involve me being his wife.)
(for now at least)
But I owe it to him to be the next best thing to that, because I want to be there for him, and do whatever he wants, I’m just not ready to commit to marriage. Even though it feels like it’s been longer, we’ve only been actually dating for a little over six months. Crazy, eh?
(did I just say ‘eh’? I guess I’m picking up some of Brandon’s Canadian haha)
Okay, time for ice girl’s practice.
I hope Caeleigh isn’t late….
October 21, 2014
I was going to read your diary and make fun of you, but after reading the last few entries I realized how horrible I’ve been lately. I didn’t think it would get out of control like this; I just wanted to have some fun after Geno.
So, he’s my diary entry in your ‘Diary of a Puck Slut.’
I guess it all started when I came to San Jose. I thought I would just stay for a week or so, laying in the sun and getting over Geno, but I didn’t have any plans on what I would do after I left. When you asked if I wanted to be an ice girl, I thought, hey, that might be fun. I never thought it would lead to me sleeping with half of Brandon’s teammates.
At first, I thought this was okay because you had done it last year. But unlike you I do not have some weird latex allergy or whatever and I am on normal birth control pills, so I won’t be getting pregnant by several NHLers. And, unlike you, I am not dating Sidney Crosby, or anyone else, so I didn’t see any reason why I shouldn’t have a bit of fun.
But I guess it got a little out of hand. Most of the guys seemed to be distracted by/focused on the fact that you had a reputation and didn’t even notice me. The first time Logan and I made out it was because he asked if you had really had a threesome with James Neal. The same thing happened with Sheppard, except he asked about you and Toews. At first I tried to dispel the rumors, but then I realized they kind of saw me as a ‘replacement’ for you, and I went with it.
And it was a lot of fun.
So, I know you’re wondering (and this is a diary after all) so I’m going to tell everything:
Wow, okay this might get graphic.
Logan: he was the first guy I slept with, so it was kind of ‘special’ in a way, because he was my first since Geno. But it was kind of sloppy because we were both drunk, but it was still great. That movie he and I went together? The theater was completely empty so I gave him a hand job and he returned the favor. ( I was about to add ‘if you know what I mean’ but of course you do. You’ve probably done all of this and more.) (and I say that in a nice way, like out of respect and awe). And we’ve done a bunch of other ‘normal’ things, not in public movie theaters, but that’s boring so moving on…
Tomas: young, a bit inexperienced, but (little did I know at the time) that’s apparently what I like. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I was in control or whatever, but it was hot. And he’s so adorable, the opposite of Geno.
James Sheppard: He took me in a closet at the SAP arena. There wasn’t much space, so he did me against the wall with my legs wrapped around his waist. I’ve never done it like that before! (I’m sure you have so you probably think this is majorly boring) but I thought it was so hot.
Jason Demers: he’s the one guy I didn’t expect to sleep with. He’s funny, and cute, but definitely more of the ‘guy friend’ type. But that didn’t stop me from drunkenly sucking his dick under a table. Yup. I became ‘that girl’ who does that. I don’t think you even did anything like that, but one thing led to another and five minute later we were going at it doggy style in a bathroom stall.
(I don’t think I’ll be going to that restaurant any time soon….)
Last week when I ditched Tomas with the twins, I took off with Logan to this park/nature reserve or something and he brought me into the woods, laid down a blanket, and we had sex like 20 feet from the path. Luckily there was no one else there, but still it was so hot. What if we’d been caught? But
So that’s what the past few weeks have been like for me.
Until Freddie Hamilton got here. When the guys returned from their road trip I was so excited to meet the new guy and whatever, but there was something different about him. Maybe it’s because he was new and trying to fit in, but he wasn’t like them. And his eyes, have you seen his eyes? They’re fantastic. That was the first thing I noticed about him, and then I got lost in them as I was trying to introduce myself.
So yes, I think I like him, and have not even attempted to sleep with him because then he’ll become just some guy I’ve slept with. I don’t know how much longer he’ll be up here, and I don’t want him to leave. There’s some kind of connection between us, I can’t explain it, but it’s like I just want to talk to him and be around him. He took me out on a date to the movies and didn’t once ask for a blow job or even try to make out with me, it was so nice! We are going out to dinner tonight, and I have a feeling he might ask me to be his girlfriend!! I’m so excited!
But at the same time I’m sad, because he is only here temporarily because of an injury. This means he’ll go back to playing for the Sharks’ AHL team, the Worcester Sharks, in Massachusetts. : (
He could be here for another month or so, but I’m still scared. I really like how things are going with him even though it’s only been like two weeks.
So, in conclusion, Emme, I am very sorry if I was an embarrassment, and I regret most of my actions since coming to live with you. I will try to be a better friend, and thank you for putting up with all of this.
I should probably get ready for my date.
P.S.: I’m borrowing your necklace (you know, the one I always say I love) so if you need it I have it.
Thanks : )
Chapter 50 already?
I hope you realized the second diary entry was Caeleigh's and not Emme's, otherwise it might be confusing.
But now we know what's up with Caeleigh!
And Freddie Hamilton is cute, look him up.