Still There For Me

Sidney comes home late tomorrow night and I miss him more than anything. The kids have been acting out now that he’s gone and I’m not sure why. He’s been gone for longer periods of time and it’s never bothered Kylie but I guess now that she’s older she recognizes that he’s gone. I hate when he’s gone because I feel like a single mother and extremely helpless. No matter what I say or do I can’t control them in times like these.

I promised the kids that we’d FaceTime Sidney for a little bit before his pregame nap. Kylie was thrilled and Ty obviously wasn’t. He couldn’t care less I don’t think. Kylie was getting really impatient as it rang but once it stopped she seemed to cheer up. “Look Kylie he’s answering,” I said, trying to be enthusiastic.

“Hi guys,” he smiled, laying in bed with a huge grin on his face.

“Hi daddy!” Kylie yelled, jumping up and down.

“Hi princess, are you being a good girl for mommy?”

“Yes!” she nodded. I just shook my head behind her. I could see him trying not to laugh on the screen.

“Hi Ty, hi mommy.”

“Say ‘hi daddy’,” I bobbed him up and down, getting him to smile while he chewed on his fingers.

“Is he being a good boy?”

“I think he is teething, so he’s trying his best.”

“Ty cries all the time and hurts my head!” Kylie piped up.

“You used to cry like that too, and you used to wanna make me cry.”

She giggled, “silly daddy. I’m a big girl, I don’t cry.”

“You’re right, you’re becoming a young woman just like your mommy.”

“She’s old.” Sidney burst out laughing while I sat there in shock.

“Hey!” I laughed, “I’m not old!” That little shit.

“No, mommy is young and beautiful.”

“Aw, thank you baby!”

“No problem. Are you guys going to watch my game tonight?”

“Yes we are,” I bounced Ty.

“Good, who are you cheering for Kylie?”

“Pittburgh!” she said. She still can’t get the name right but she’s getting there.

“Atta girl. Who is your favourite player?”

“Flower!” she giggled.

“Flower? You’re supposed to say daddy.” Nobody understands how handsome watching this is. He’s so good with the kids and I love watching him interact with them. “I gotta get some sleep now though guys. Be good for mommy okay?”

“Wish daddy good luck,” I told Kylie.

“Luck!” she said getting off the chair in the kitchen and running away.

“Good luck baby,” I kissed the cam a little bit.

“Thank you, I’ll call you tonight to let you know how it goes, or my opinion on it at least,” he chuckled. “You never know how I’ll feel afterwards until you see me actually play the game.”

“Oh I know that baby. Have fun and score me a goal.”

“I’ll try my best,” he winked. “Love you Ash.”

“Love you too Sid. Bye,” I said, batting the tears back. I miss him so much and I can’t wait for him to be home.

**After The Game**
I finished the game curled up in bed with my dogs on my lap. The kids passed out after another hissy fit and it took me forever to calm them down. The only reason why I’m even awake right now is to call Sidney. The kids only watched the warm up portion that they showed and that was all they needed to see, but Kylie wanted more and completely pushed my nerves.

My phone began to ring and I answered holding back tears. “Hello?”

“Hey Ashley,” he said in a calming voice. They won 4-3, Sidney getting 2 goals and 2 assists.

“Hi,” my voice cracked.

“What’s wrong?”

“I feel so defeated as a mom,” I began to cry.

“Why’s that sweetheart?”

“Because they have been horrible since you left and no matter what I do it’s not good enough and they keep getting worst. I don’t know what to do. I’m so overwhelmed with everything, especially having two kids now instead of the one. Kylie realizes that you’re gone now and is acting out because of it and Ty is cranky because he’s teething and seeing his sister in a bad mood. And then she keeps screaming daddy and I miss you so much and wish you were here to help me but I can’t handle it. This all happened so soon and I didn’t have any time to mentally prepare myself for this. There’s only so much I can do,” I sobbed.

He let out a long breath. “I know it’s hard Ash, it always will be no matter what and everytime will be a different one. But at the same time you are a fairly new mom to this situation. It’s completely normal to feel this way. You know I love you more than anything, and you know the kids do too. I don’t want you feeling this way every single time I leave and you know that. You’re stronger than that.”

“I know, it’s just overwhelming.”

“I’ll be home tomorrow night and we can see each other then and just have some me and you time okay?”

“Okay.”

“Smile for me please. You know I want you too.”

“I am now,” I laughed. “You’re an idiot with this cheesy stuff.”

“It worked didn’t it?”

“I can hear your smirk through the phone.”

“When can’t you?”

We continued talking on the phone until we were both ready. He had a great game, and was really proud of his team for beating such a tough team. Especially pulling off the win that they did. The next nights game was even more amazing than the night before. The won 6-2 and ended on a high note for their road trip.

I’m curled up in bed watching a movie waiting for Sidney to come home. I could hear the garage open and I just knew that he was home and ready for me. The dogs ran over to the door waiting anxiously for him. I just stayed there and waited for him to come in. I heard the door knob turn and him instantly shh’ing the dogs to keep them quiet. That’s when I got off the couch and ran over to the door.

I leaped into the air and he caught me, allowing me to wrap my arms around his waist and shoulders. I nuzzled my nose into the crook of his neck and inhaled his scent. He’s home, he really is. His embrace tightened on me, letting me know he was truly embracing the moment. Not a word was said. All that was heard was our breathing. It was like a sigh of relief that we were back in each other’s arms. It’s so peaceful and calming.

“I missed you,” he finally whispered, breaking the silence.

“I missed you too,” I replied. He cupped my face and kissed me gently and softly. It was like our lips were barely touching but the passion was still oozing out.

The kisses kept coming, and the intensity kept increasing. The lights were dimmed and it added to our romantic moment. We were in no rush to run upstairs and do what we so badly needed to, so we just enjoyed the moment. Eventually he put me down and moved his suitcase in and closed the door. I took his smaller bag and walked upstairs with it while Sidney let the dogs out one last time and locked up the house. Still not a word was said.

He met me up in the bed room where I was standing in my bra and panties, a sexy black lace set that I knew he loved. It was dark, daring and sexy, it fit the mood of the night. A smile grew on his face and he got excited. He walked up to me slowly, placing his hand on the small of my back and pulling me in for another passionate kiss. His hands ran up and down and all around my body. He showed love to my ass more than any other parts of my body. I know it’s his favourite part that’s for sure.

He kissed my neck and down to my breasts that were pushed up in his face, screaming for some attention and love. He showed me them alright, but before he could remove the cup of my bra slightly, I stopped him and began to undo the buttons of his white dress shirt. His tie was already off thankfully, and it was easier access. I slid the fabric off of his body and admired his God-like body. Such a beautiful masterpiece.

He kissed me again, this time bringing me to our bed. He lay me on my back and ran his hands up my side, just looking into my eyes. I bit my lip while he moved my loose curls off of my face. The look on his face right now was pure love, and that’s how I felt. While we exchanged looks I undid his belt buckle and removed his pants, leaving him in his boxers.

In one swift movement I removed his boxers, releasing his pride and joy. I just stroked his cock and stared up at him, watching him squirm at my touch. I was teasing him and I knew it, I love to tease him more than anything. When his eyes were shut my mouth went down and went to work, that really got him squirming and moaning. I didn’t have to be down there long until the roles were reversed, and Sidney was pleasing me. God how I love what his mouth is capable of.

The rest of the night was nothing but blissful as we made love. It wasn’t the rough and kinky sex that we were used to, but it was beautiful love making. And we never use that saying. We remained silent except for our moans, and when we were done. We lay there panting, pleased and exhausted. More importantly we were happy to be together.

“And I’m glad you’re home,” I whispered at the very end of the night, not sure if he was awake or not. Regardless, I missed my man, I needed him and now that he’s home, my family and heart is complete.

Notes

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