Across the State
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The car ride to Max’s was a very quiet one. The only noise coming from the radio. Looking down at my phone for about the billionth time I sigh and glance out the window. I have texted Max about 100 times yet no response if me coming over is an okay thing. Yet Max the little bitch he is hasn’t answered me.
“Are you sure Max is okay with you coming over.”
“Yea, he knows I am coming.” Glancing over at Sidney, he nods his head and turns down Max’s street.
“Your one hundred percent sure that it’s okay. It looks as all the lights are off.”
Pulling up to his house I glance at the house…. I need to figured out something to say….think, think….
“Em come on tell me the truth he doesn’t know your coming.”
Shaking my head I give a small smile. “He just feel asleep its okay he knows I’m coming.”
“Let me see your phone. Show me the text from Max.”
“Umm my phone just died.” Looking down at my phone I see it flash up with Ashley’s name and blush.
“Okay sure. I am not leaving you here. He isn’t home so I am going to bring you home with me.”
“No its okay he is home. Bye.” Reaching for the handle I hear a click from the door and glance over at him. “Why did you just lock the door?”
“I am not and will not leave you out here at his front door. He isn’t here and probably won’t be back for another couple of hours or so, so let me take you back to my place till he answers you.”
“No I am okay here Max is on his way.” Going to unlock the door I feel a tug on my arm spinning me around in my seat, to find Sidney’s face inches from mine. Watching as a light shade of pink creep across his face I feel mine start to heat up as well.
“I….I….umm...” watching him glance down at mp lips I move my face closer to his. Feeling our breath mingling and hearing our heart beats he closes the gap and presses his lips lightly against mine. Feeling my heart speed up and my eyes start to close I respond after a couple of seconds. Wrapping my arms around his neck I pull my body closer to his while his go to my neck to keep me there. Breaking the kiss Sidney leans his forehead against mine with a small smile. Glancing into his eyes I feel something that I haven’t felt since that night. Smiling I lean in for another kiss when a knock is heard on the window behind me. Jumping apart like two teenagers being caught by their parents I whisper a good-bye and push open the car door, push past Max and walk up to his door nibbling on my lip. Hearing some words being exchanged between the two boys I close my eyes till I feel Max behind me unlocking the door and nudging me in.
Scrambling over to the sofa I curl up in the corner and place my face into my knees.
“Comparer chérie à moi.” (Darling look at me)
Pulling my legs closer to me I shake my head as I silently let some more tears fall.
“Please look at me, mon chérie. What’s wrong? Come on look at me.”
Letting out a sob I feel arms around me, I burry my head into his chest. Once my sobs turn to sniffles I look up at him and wipe a few tears from my cheeks. “I’m sorry. I just Sidney gave me a ride and I don’t even know what happened.” Placing my hands on my face I choke back a sob. “I just can’t stop thinking about him, then he kissed me it brought back all the memorizes, my feelings-“ letting out a sob Max pulls me closer rubbing my back and whispering calming words in French in my ear. Snuggling closer I feel my eyes become heavy, I snuggle closer and fall asleep with images of Sidney popping in my head.
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Glancing down at the girl in his arms he sighs. “You both need to grow up and just forget the past. It’s hurting you too much.” Picking her up he carries her down the hall to the guest room placing her down on the bed. Going through the door he picks up a pair of sweats and an oversized t-shirt, glancing back at the girl he sighs and removes her pants replacing them with the sweats. Folding them up on the night stand he then removes her shirt to replace it with his old pair. Placing a gentle kiss to her forehead, covering her up he walks out of the room and down to the living room and pulls out his phone. Glancing at the clock noticing its after 12 he scrolls down his contact list for the bastard that needs to fix up this mess and help his ‘little sister’ and himself so they both can get back their love life.
“Are you sure Max is okay with you coming over.”
“Yea, he knows I am coming.” Glancing over at Sidney, he nods his head and turns down Max’s street.
“Your one hundred percent sure that it’s okay. It looks as all the lights are off.”
Pulling up to his house I glance at the house…. I need to figured out something to say….think, think….
“Em come on tell me the truth he doesn’t know your coming.”
Shaking my head I give a small smile. “He just feel asleep its okay he knows I’m coming.”
“Let me see your phone. Show me the text from Max.”
“Umm my phone just died.” Looking down at my phone I see it flash up with Ashley’s name and blush.
“Okay sure. I am not leaving you here. He isn’t home so I am going to bring you home with me.”
“No its okay he is home. Bye.” Reaching for the handle I hear a click from the door and glance over at him. “Why did you just lock the door?”
“I am not and will not leave you out here at his front door. He isn’t here and probably won’t be back for another couple of hours or so, so let me take you back to my place till he answers you.”
“No I am okay here Max is on his way.” Going to unlock the door I feel a tug on my arm spinning me around in my seat, to find Sidney’s face inches from mine. Watching as a light shade of pink creep across his face I feel mine start to heat up as well.
“I….I….umm...” watching him glance down at mp lips I move my face closer to his. Feeling our breath mingling and hearing our heart beats he closes the gap and presses his lips lightly against mine. Feeling my heart speed up and my eyes start to close I respond after a couple of seconds. Wrapping my arms around his neck I pull my body closer to his while his go to my neck to keep me there. Breaking the kiss Sidney leans his forehead against mine with a small smile. Glancing into his eyes I feel something that I haven’t felt since that night. Smiling I lean in for another kiss when a knock is heard on the window behind me. Jumping apart like two teenagers being caught by their parents I whisper a good-bye and push open the car door, push past Max and walk up to his door nibbling on my lip. Hearing some words being exchanged between the two boys I close my eyes till I feel Max behind me unlocking the door and nudging me in.
Scrambling over to the sofa I curl up in the corner and place my face into my knees.
“Comparer chérie à moi.” (Darling look at me)
Pulling my legs closer to me I shake my head as I silently let some more tears fall.
“Please look at me, mon chérie. What’s wrong? Come on look at me.”
Letting out a sob I feel arms around me, I burry my head into his chest. Once my sobs turn to sniffles I look up at him and wipe a few tears from my cheeks. “I’m sorry. I just Sidney gave me a ride and I don’t even know what happened.” Placing my hands on my face I choke back a sob. “I just can’t stop thinking about him, then he kissed me it brought back all the memorizes, my feelings-“ letting out a sob Max pulls me closer rubbing my back and whispering calming words in French in my ear. Snuggling closer I feel my eyes become heavy, I snuggle closer and fall asleep with images of Sidney popping in my head.
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Glancing down at the girl in his arms he sighs. “You both need to grow up and just forget the past. It’s hurting you too much.” Picking her up he carries her down the hall to the guest room placing her down on the bed. Going through the door he picks up a pair of sweats and an oversized t-shirt, glancing back at the girl he sighs and removes her pants replacing them with the sweats. Folding them up on the night stand he then removes her shirt to replace it with his old pair. Placing a gentle kiss to her forehead, covering her up he walks out of the room and down to the living room and pulls out his phone. Glancing at the clock noticing its after 12 he scrolls down his contact list for the bastard that needs to fix up this mess and help his ‘little sister’ and himself so they both can get back their love life.
