Not Just one Year

Little by little, the team was like my family, I loved them so much they were so amazing to me. I have just so wonderful time with them. And especially with Geno who is my boyfriend.
What bothers him the most is to not post pictures of us doing the couples thing on instagram but he keeps stuff in his mobile like me. I’m never doing pictures, but Geno have changed my mind. We also talk a lot together, about my past, about him, about my job, what I do. And him, tell me some history of Russia, of his past and also in ice.

I was more of less living with Geno, where everything was great.
One day when I was at Mario, doing other stuff that being with Geno.
I had the visit of Sid.
“Sid what can I do for you?”
“Can we talk?”
“Of course. What it is?”

I stopped my music, because I was doing my review of one album that I wanted absolutely to review.
“I want you more than being your best friend”
“Huh Sid?”
“I have feelings for you Carmen”

He kissed me, I kissed him back, but what I was doing was wrong because I was with Geno.

“Sid I’m sorry... “
“You are with G?”
“Yes, we are together and I’m happy with him, even if I have feelings for you Sid, I don’t want to cheat on him, or even mess with your friendship and everything, I’m so sorry Sid”
“I understand, maybe I should have told you my feelings sooner, but I didn’t know how to tell you this”
“I understand Sid, but why me Sid?”
“Because you are a great girl, you are not like every girl who want me just because I’m Sidney Crosby, you are you.”
"I'm me ?"
‘Yeah, you are who you are and I really appreciate it”
“Sid…”
“I’m sorry I should leave…”
“Sorry Sid…”

When he have leaved I was in mode very surprised. Because Sid wanted me, it’s was like with Geno, I’m totally different than them, but they want me…
Even if I love Sid too but I can hurt Geno. Because I love Geno. I just hope that all these things will not mess up thing.

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