Not Just one Year
Chapter 9
I'm dating Evgeni Malkin even If it's been a secret for the moment, he has told me that I was his girlfriend. I'm so happy, I just couldn't believe that a girl like me could have this, with my issues and etc. But Geno was so good with me.
Even when we were around guys on the team, he is very good. He does some gentle touch with me and talk with me. But there is a part who bother me and make me back my Insecurity is when I saw every girl that he have dated they are all gorgeous and it's not me, my style. Even when I saw the wife of the other guys I'm not like them.Sometimes girls do comment at Geno and they are prettier, even when we are at the bar and that he returns for search drinks, girls hitting on him and they are beautiful.
"You don't look good Carmen?" Say Kuni
"Now I feel a little tired, bad sleeping and other stuff"
"Do you want that I call a car for you or that someone drop you home?
" "No, don't worry, I will do this myself. Thanks Anyway Kuni"
"No problem"
I was leaving, Sid has seen me and hugged me, I was crying in his arms, he wanted to take me home, but I refused.
I'm a big girl, and I don't have to fall in love of hockey players.
Geno came back at the table
"Where is Carmen?"
"She goes at home, she was not feeling okay" say Kuni
"What happen?" Say Geno
"I think she was crying when I hugged her, she tells me I have not my place here..." say Sid
"Not at her place?" Say Geno
"Maybe it was related that maybe she likes you and she saw you with other girls" say Beau "Huh? " Some guys tell
"I have seen her looking at you, and I think she have fallen in love with you"
"Guys, I have to tell you something..." say Geno
"Huh What?" Say Tanger
"Me and Carmen, we are together, since one month officially, we are dating"
Sid looks at Geno, and was thinking about his feelings also from Carmen.
"I Think she was feeling bad when the girls have talked to me, I have turned them down. I will talk to her"
"Yeah, you should talk to her and don't hurt her, G. She is a wonderful girl" say Sid
I was at the home of Mario, where I was living with them, I was crying so much I knew I should not have this, we are from different world. And then Geno was here and he takes me in his arms "I'm so sorry Carmen"
"Why are you not with the girls?"
"Because I have turned them down, because the girl that I want is you"
"Why me? I'm not gorgeous, I'm not blonde, not one arm candy or even feminine"
"You are you, you are smart, funny, wonderful, you are good the way you are, your red and black hair is very good. You look good with the team clothes, sports clothes and even in a dress. Your glasses are good. It's all of this you make, you the way you are. I love you"
"Evgeni..." I cried, I was still in his arms I
“Can I take you to my home? To tell you how much I love you, I want you near me”
"Yes Evgeni..."
He takes me to his home where we have kissed again
“You know, not everyone is perfect and I love you the way you are, the fact that you wanted to go slowly and everything, I love you for that. You are a serious person, you are not for my fame or for my money or other. You are one amazing person.”
“I love you Evgeni”
"Carmen"
We kissed again, and then the fact that he has told me that he loved me and tell me all of these things, make me better.
“I have told the team that we were together”
“You shouldn’t have…”
“Yes, I should have to do this since the beginning for show you that I love you and that we are one couple”
I have kissed him again and I have told him “I want you to be my first, Evgeni, I love you, I want you please”
“Yes, Carmen, anything you want. I will make love to you”
Evgeni made love to me this night, it’s being my first time, but he was gentle and was trying to do his best for that could be a good experience. I love him and he loves me. This night was a little special.
After this night, we decided to not hide from the team, but in public we decided to wait. When he had arrived the next day, we were smiling, he kissed me in front of the team, telling me that he will wait for me. And he also decided to talk to Mario about this. He was supporting us. I’m glad because since I was living with them, I wanted to rest in good terms with them.
The thing who was a little strange was how Sid acted with me and Geno, I couldn’t decide what happen to him. If it’s the effect of Geno and me, but it’s been strange. Maybe I should talk to him one day. But for the moment I had to do my work and rest focused on it even if I have my boyfriend has a hockey player.