It might be the way that you're always staring at me If I stay or if I go and risk everything

Maggie's POV

"Tommy, I'll understand if you want to call off the wedding I know I haven't been myself lately" I told him when he got home from a roadie "Baby, I'm in this for the long haul. No take backs, you promised my brothers. We just went through a loss, so it's understandable for you not being yourself. Let me know what I can do for you, when you're ready" he told me and pulled me into his chest. That's when I broke down and it hit me. I'm not pregnant. I dreamed of being pregnant with Tom's baby for, well, since high school but I never thought that it would happen because I thought that he was out of my league. I never told him that because it seemed ridiculous and crazy; like a day dream or a fantasy that would never come true. "I'm gonna go take a shower." I said, grabbing a Hershey Bears shirt and leggings. "I love you so much, Mags" He said and that's when I remembered that our door was open and we heard Mike pretending to gag "Stop it. I'm gonna puke" he said and that's when Tom and I started laughing. It was the first time since the accident that I laughed.

Tom's POV

I was worried that she wanted to break up when she said "Tommy, I'll understand if you want to call off the wedding I know I haven't been myself lately" I know that she's still emotional and mourning and that's when I realized that she didn't have an outlet to get this out, like I have hockey. My mouth opened and I had no idea what I was going to say, but I heard "Baby, I'm in this for the long haul. No take backs, you promised my brothers. We just went through a loss, so it's understandable for you not being yourself. Let me know what I can do, when you're ready" I said as I pulled her in for a hug and that was when she broke. I think that was when it hit her that we lost the baby. Since we were in high school I wanted her to have my children, but I didn't tell her because I was worried that she'd be freaked out and it would ruin her plans. She declared that she was going to take a shower and grabbed a Hershey Bears shirt and a pair of legging type things. "I love you so much, Mags" I told her and we heard Mike fake puking and said "Stop it. I'm gonna puke" and we both started laughing. I think it was the first time since the accident that she laughed. I love her laugh so much

Notes

Title: Washington Square Park, The WOnder Years