Addicted. First it was just for fun but then it translated into something more dangerous, something I needed and craved in a whole new way. I felt this void inside of me that I constantly needed to fill. I’m a restless person who always need something more, who never gets satisfied.
As soon as my life gets somewhat normal, I do something stupid only to fuck it up.
When I saw him, when I saw his muscular body, his smirk and his hazel brown eyes I didn’t realize what he would later mean to me, that he would actually mean something to me. I knew I painted a path that would only lead to disappointment. I felt guilty, and I still feel guilty for a lot of things. I wasn’t the girl for him, honestly I wasn’t the girl for anyone.
Looking back at it, I regret that I ever met him because now I won’t be able to forget him.

1. Chapter One

2. Chapter Two

3. Chapter Three

4. Chapter Four

5. Chapter Five

6. Chapter Six

7. Chapter Seven

8. Chapter Eight

9. Chapter Nine

10. Chapter Ten

11. Chapter Eleven