Addicted

‘’I wonder if they have Netflix on this thing.’’ Tyler said and picked up the remote control and started pressing a bunch of buttons in search for a good movie.

I looked around the room, Tyler’s hotel room wasn’t as big as mine but it was much more cozy and nice to be honest. We ended up here very quickly after dinner, I wasn’t tried and neither were Tyler so we decided to have the movie night we talked about. I can’t really put my feelings about this into words it would be way to difficult, I’m torn is a good description I guess. I’m torn because I want to be here but at the same time I just want to run away and hide, and I don’t really know why. I’m not good at relationships in general, romantic ones or just friendships so I don’t know when Tyler and I are taking our ‘’easy’’ relationship too far.

I layed in the king sized bed placed in the middle of the room, Tyler walked over after finally deciding which movie we’re going to watch and he layed down beside me.

‘’Why didn’t I get to pick one? I want to watch something scary and splashy.’’ I said and looked at the screen and saw that Tyler picked the Ninja Turtle movie, who watches the Ninja Turtle movie?

‘’Splashy? If you like to see people get their arms and legs torn off I’m starting to think that maybe you belong in a psych ward.’’ He looked and me with raised eyebrows like I was a crazy person.

‘’It’s better than this!’’ I exclaimed and pointed at the TV screen.

‘’Please this is awesome, you’ll love it.’’ Tyler responded with a lot of confidence in his voice.

There was a big space between us which clearly annoyed Tyler since he scored over to me and made me lay my head on his chest so he could rest his arms around me. I didn’t complain and I watch the movie even if I couldn’t concentrate. All I could focus on was Tyler’s heartbeat, beating against my ear and his breath against my hair.

‘’Did you always knew you wanted to be a hockey player?’’ I suddenly asked curious to know more about him, I think his warm embrace suddenly made me want more of him, I felt safe around him.

‘’Yeah. Growing up in Canada everyone plays hockey as a kid and you always watch it growing up. I looked up to so many players and wanted to be just as good as them. Not everyone can make it though so I made sure that I worked hard, I still work hard. So I can do what I love.’’ He responded still keeping his gaze on the TV.

‘’Isn’t it hard, to fly all over the place and know that you might be traded and what not.’’ My eyes focused on Tyler’s hand that laid on my stomach causing me to feel all sorts of things, good things.

‘’Yeah but that comes with the job. There’s always good and bad things about every possible thing in life. You’ll always go through stuff but if you’re positive about it life gets a little easier. Why’re you so interested all of the sudden?’’ He asked surprised that I actually wanted to discuss something personal.

‘’I don’t know, I’m just interested in this life. It’s pretty surreal, not everyone can life like this.’’

‘’And you still don’t want to talk about your dreams I assume?’’ He asked and I just rolled my eyes before I decided what to answer.

‘’No let’s not go into that discussion now.’’

‘’Let’s do something..’’ He said and I looked up at him wondering what he mean.

‘’You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, then I can ask you something and you have to answer.’’ His eyes catch mine and the movie suddenly wasn’t as interesting anymore.

‘’Okay… But no questions about my dreams again.’’ I pointed at him to show that I was serious and he just nodded.

‘’What’s your relationship with your family?’’ I asked, I wanted to ask something more juicy but somehow I couldn’t think of anything.

‘’I have to little sisters and they’re close to me, I’m close to my mom as well. It’s hard to see them often though since I live in Dallas and they live here in Toronto. My dad is great too, but I’m not as close with him. He wasn’t present as much as my mom was during my childhood. Does that answer your question?’’ He asked and kissed the top of my head causing a smile to appear on my lips.

‘’Yes. Your turn.’’

‘’Have you ever been in a serious relationship with anyone before and if, why did it end?’’ I sighed when I heard his question. I have an answer for it but not even Tatiana and Alyssa knows much about it.

‘’That’s like a double question, so next.’’ I said and he shook his head.

‘’You have to answer.’’

‘’Jordan. His name is Jordan. I met him when I still lived in New York and he’s the only person I have ever loved. I was sixteen, young and clueless about life and about boys. When we first met he did everything for me, he showered me with love and he took care of me. It felt so incredibly good because all my life I have been taking care of myself and all of the sudden this guy just swept me of my feet, he made me feel like I was the luckiest girl in the world. Then things.. Things started to unravel and.. I don’t know what it was, but all of the sudden everything switched and he started to change and just became evil and mean, like he was two different people. So I ran from him and never looked back, last thing I heard he moved to Washington. I built a new life in Dallas and after I left him I shut down emotionally and that’s when I started seeing myself and boys in a new way..’’ I even surprised myself with the fact that I actually told him, I told him about Jordan.

‘’What do you mean when you say that you started seeing guys in a new way?’’ His hand stroked my upper arm, to show me that he was here for me and that he was happy that I shared that with him.

‘’Sorry Ty, no more questions.’’
‘’What I just started to enjoy your company.’’

‘’Won’t you rather do this?’’ I said and sat up a bit so I could turn and face him when I straddled him.

‘’Well.. When you put it like that..’’ He said with a low voice and put his hand on my butt and squeezed it when I bent my head down and put my lips on his. Our kiss got more heated with every passing second that went by. My hands traveled from his chest down to his jeans and my fingers could feel his button while my mouth still was focused on his, I undid the button and tried to help him to slid them off. Getting his jeans of while I was sitting on him wasn’t the easiest thing in the world and we had to stop our passionate kiss to completely take them off his legs. Biting my lip I moaned as Tyler started kissing my neck one of my most sensitive spots. He moved one of his hand from my ass to my jeans button and he wanted to help me get them off. I felt a cold breeze when the suddenly fell to the floor. Tyler flipped me over so he was on top of me instead of the other way around. He took his shirt of and threw it across the room, only to do the same thing to me leaving me with nothing but my bra and panties, while Tyler only had his boxers on. Tyler put his hands on my panties slowly sliding them of me while leaving kisses on my neck, down to my chest. Soon my sex was revealed to his lustful eyes and he made me even more turned on. I saw him licking his lips and moaned with the thought of me lying naked under him. Tyler then moved to my bra and slid his hands around my back and unclasped it, dragging the straps down the length of my arms to then throw it aside. Then he kissed them, he kissed my breasts like he never had kissed them before, feeling his tongue against my nipples caused me to moan so loud I think the people next door heard me.
‘’I want you..’’ I moaned and tried to press him even more against my body. He slid down his boxers and position himself between my legs, I waited impatiently while biting my lip. Tyler bent his head down and kissed me while slowly entering his length into me causing me to gasp, I arched my back and pulled his hair when that unbelievable feeling of him inside of me finally hit me. I closed my eyes tightly while he increased the pace of his thrusting, he breathed right beside my ear and I could hear his breathing getting louder. The feeling of us finding a pace together and feeling each others bodies pressed against one another was almost unbearable.
‘’Tyler..’’ I mumbled while he hit a sensitive spot making me even closer to the end already. He went even faster and I dug my nails into his back almost losing all the control I had.
‘’Fuck.’’ Tyler gasped and rested his head on my shoulder, where he pecked the skin gently.
I moved my hips to join in with his thrusts and this made Tyler groan and gasp with me. I wrapped my legs around his waist tightly.
‘’Faster Tyler, move faster.’’ I almost begged never wanted this feeling and this moment to end. Tyler didn’t hesitate, he moved faster inside of me while crashing his lips against mine and a moan let him enter my mouth causing our tongues to suddenly fight for dominance while both of us thrusted hard against each other. I felt my walls tighten around him and felt how close I was to the end. I screamed out my feelings in ecstasy, Tyler let a groan out when the two of us came at the same time. He pressed his lips against my forehead before laying down beside me, both of us didn’t say a word we were out of breath.
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‘’Stay.. Stay here tonight.’’ Tyler mumbled against my hair when I told him that it’s time for me to get out of bed and go to my room.
‘’I don’t know if that’s such a good idea.’’ I responded but still didn’t move an inch, I’m to tired to move right now.
‘’Who cares, just stay the night.’’ He kissed the top of my head and I didn’t say anything else, I just closed my eyes and let myself fall asleep.
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‘’Good morning!’’ Tyler said loudly and I suddenly felt a strong light on my face.
‘’Morning.. God it’s early isn’t it.’’ I whined and twisted around to avoid the annoying sunlight.
‘’Well, I have practice today.’’ He said with a shrug but I kept my eyes closed.
‘’Oh right, good luck.’’ I mumbled wanted him to leave me alone so I could go back to sleep.
‘’The breakfast is here if you want some.’’ His sentence caught my attention immediately.
‘’Is coffee a part of the breakfast?’’ I asked, if not I would go back to sleep.
‘’Yes’’ He laughed at me and his answer made me immediately open my eyes and I sat up so I could see where the breakfast was.
‘’Here you go.’’ He handed me a tray with a bunch of tasteful and fresh things on it, but all I wanted right now was coffee so I grabbed the mug and took my first sip.

Tyler sat down beside me and took a bite of his sandwich.
‘’What are you girls doing today?’’
‘’We’re just going to go shopping I think.’’
‘’Okay, I’m free this afternoon again so let’s meetup here after practice is done, I want to take you somewhere.’’
‘’Sure just text me when you want me to head back to the hotel.’’
‘’Sounds good.’’

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