Addicted

I sat in the couch with a coffee mug in my hand, biting my lip thinking about last night. Last night was incredible, different and just so amazing. I was on a high right now, high on his touch that I still felt. I woke up earlier this morning in Tyler’s couch, it was difficult to make my way back home since I had never been at his house before and therefore I didn’t have his address so I could call a cab or any of my friends. But I had snecked out and walked for half an hour before I could locate where I was and call a cab. It would probably be easier if I just had woken Tyler up asking him to call a cab for me. But last night was so amazing, I didn’t want it to end on an awkward note. But now here I am sitting in my couch reliving last night in my head waiting for someone to wake up so I could get some company, Tatiana and Alyssa still slept peacefully in their beds. Tatiana never showed up at the after party and I want to ask her why she didn’t but I’m guessing she spent the whole night with Lucas instead.

After awhile I became very restless with my own thoughts so I made my way to Alyssa’s room and opened the door. The air in her room smelled stuffy and I could also smell alcohol, I walked over to the bed she was sleeping in, sitting down beside her and poked her. She didn’t even move a little so I poked even harder.

‘’Wake up dammit!’’ I shouted and she winced.

‘’Go away…’’ She answered with her sleepy voice and still refused to open her eyes.

‘’I want to tell you about my night, I just got home!’’

‘’I really don’t want any dirty details.’’ She whined and turned to the side so her back was against me.

‘’What did you do after I left?’’ I asked curious if she ended up with that guy I saw her with all night.

‘’I made a hot guy very lucky.’’ She said causing me to chuckle.

‘’That’s my girl!’’ I patted her on her back and smiled big.

‘’I had the most intriguing night, it’s the strangest thing, I have never been with anyone that good, we had such a sexual chemistry…’’ I kept rambling on about last night and the thought of it caused me to bite my lip.

‘’Are you sure it just wasn’t the alcohol, sometimes it makes you think it’s better than it actually was.’’ She asked with her raspy voice and I could tell she wanted to get some more sleep but I didn’t want to leave just yet.

‘’No it was that good, I know it was.’’ I layed down next to her and grabbed a pillow. I shut my eyes closed and my breathing became heavier, before I knew it I was a sleep.

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‘’Can you give me the blueberries, please.’’ I looked at Alyssa who handed me the berries. Tatiana had been nice enough to make us some pancakes for breakfast, while I and Alyssa slept.

‘’So Tatiana how was your night?’’ I asked and poured some syrup and put some berries on my pancake.

‘’I’m not ready to talk about it yet, and before you ask why something happened last night and I’m not ready to deal with it emotionally yet so just leave it alone and let’s talk about something else.’’ She snapped causing me and Alyssa to look at each other, confused and then turned our eyes on Tatiana who poured some syrup on her pancakes.

‘’Okaaay…’’ I just answered and looked down on my plate, taking a bite of my delicious and sweet pancake.

‘’So we’re all of work today, we should do something together!’’ Alyssa spoke up trying to change the subject. We both knew that if Tatiana needed time, she wouldn’t say anything no matter how much we would try to make her talk.

‘’Let’s go to the store, by lots of unhealthy shit and just eat and watch TV all day.’’ I suggested dreaming about chips and dip.

‘’I was going to say let's hit the gym and get a nice workout in but your idea sounds much easier and more delicious.’’ Tatiana said and pointed her fork at me before taking another bite of her pancake.

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‘’How can there be like a hundred different flavors of chips?’’ I asked while looking at the shelf trying to choose the best one, I would buy everyone if I could.

‘’Yeah the world is a messed up place..’’ Alyssa and Tatiana rolled there eyes trying to show that they’re bored and what to speed this chips process up.

‘’Go and find some ice cream, I will find you when I’m done.’’ I told them, relieving them from their misery. They shouted in excitement and quickly left to find some Ben & Jerry's flavors.

Maybe I should go with the normal choice, sourcream and onion. But it’s boring, so maybe I should go with the less obvious choice, chicken and cheese. I kept debating back and forth most people would find this pretty ridiculous, but I take my chips serious.

‘’Nadia..?’’ Someone interrupted my inner conversation causing me to turn around to see who it was.

‘’Quentin.. Hi..’’ I answered awkwardly. I should have known it was him since I can recognize his accent from miles away.

‘’You left yesterday, why. I want to see your beautiful face in the morning, not only at night.’’ Quentin’s accent is so addictive I can’t get enough of him when he talks and his eyes, I’m weak for beautiful deep brown eyes.

‘’Q, you know me I don’t do breakfast.’’ I smiled at him and he took a step closer, moving in on me. Before I knew it he pressed me against the shelf behind me causing me to drop the two chips bags I held in my hands. I couldn’t even hear when the bags hit the floor because I was drowning in Quentin’s eyes. He narrowed his eyes at me, placing one hand on my waist and pressed his thumb into my skin. The other hand moved up to my chin and held it firmly so I could move my head, his thumb stroke against my jawline and I could feel my heartbeat getting faster and my breath heavier. Quinton could feel that I was getting weaker by his touch causing him to smirk in amusement.

‘’You and me coffee tomorrow morning at the italian place, then we can drive home to me and I will take you so hard that you won’t even remember drinking coffee earlier. I promise that the coffee with me will be worth it in the end, don’t you agree.’’ His spanish accent ran so smooth and his hand he held on my waist moved between my thighs causing me to moan lightly. He brought his A game this day, very smart of him.

‘’I guess after all this time I owe you one coffee, before going back to your place. Pick me up tomorrow morning, not too early though.’’ I answered still breathing heavily, lucky for me no one was nearby so I didn’t have to worry about someone seeing me pinned against the snacks shelf with a man's hand between my legs.

He pulled back and let me go so I could try to get my breath under control. He shot me a smile before turning away.

‘’See you tomorrow, senorita.’’ He said while walking towards the checkout.

I quickly walked to the place where the store keeps their ice cream to find my friends.

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‘’Wait, what? Why didn’t you tell us this at the store?’’ Alyssa shrieked while sipping on her wine.

We sat in the couch with a bunch of pillows and blankets, eating a bunch of junk food and drinking wine like we usually do on a girls night. I didn’t tell them about my run in with Quentin at the store, I had to get my mind back to normal before I could say anything about it.

‘’I don’t know, I’m telling you now though.’’ I shrugged taking a spoon filled with ice cream and putting that amazing chocolate flavor in my mouth.

‘’How long has it been since you had coffee with a guy, is Quentin finally softening you up a bit?’’ Tatiana asked and arched a brow waiting for me to answer.

‘’No, nope, no way. It’s just coffee chill out.’’ I rolled my eyes and took a sip of my wine.

‘’Who always says that breakfast leads to desert and before you know it you have two kids and a dog?’’ Alyssa looked amused and I just stuck out my tongue in response.

‘’God you guys annoy me!’’ I brought out my inner Stassi voice, those who see Vanderpump Rules knows what I’m talking about.

‘’Aww.. We love you too sweetie.’’ They said in chorus causing me to burst into laughter.

‘’So what happened with you and Lucas last night, are you ready to talk about it?’’ I asked curious about what made her so strange earlier this morning.

‘’Well, we always hang out in his apartment here in Dallas. But yesterday I found out that he actually doesn’t live in his apartment he only keeps it so he can see me, and probably a lot of other girls he’s screwing. It turns out he really lives in a house here with his wife and two sons.’’ She explained and looked down in her blanket. The expression on me and Alyssa’s faces were priceless, we did not see that coming.

I got up and sat down beside her and hugged her tight, Alyssa got up and did the same thing on Tatiana’s other side.

‘’I’m such a whore..’’ Tatiana said and I could hear that a tear streamed down her beautiful soft face.

‘’No you’re not, Lucas is the one in the wrong. You didn’t know, he’s the whore.’’ I said and hugged her even tighter to show that I’m here for her, always.
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‘’Quentin, you know that this is only coffee right?’’ I spoke up when we walked out of the coffee shop with a mug in our hands.

It was a nice day in Dallas allowing me to wear a white thin summer dress with a pair of beige heels. I didn’t wear a lot of makeup today, I hate wearing makeup when it’s hot outside.

‘’Stop overthink things and just let it happen senorita.’’ He put his arm around me pulling me closer to him while walking towards his car. I took a deep breath and looked up from the ground, oh hell no.

A few feet away, walking towards my direction I spotted Tyler with a friend next to him. I didn’t recognize his friend but he had dark hair and brown eyes. I shook of Quentin's arm around me and stopped when Tyler stood right in front of me. Quentin just studied me, he didn’t say a word.

‘’Hello Tyler!’’ I tried to sound as normal as possible, but the truth is that I felt super uncomfortable at the moment.
‘’You sneaked out on me yesterday morning, didn’t have a chance to catch your number.’’ He smiled at me, and I noticed that when he smiles he gets cute dimples.

‘’Yeah she has a tendency to do that.’’ Quentin spoke up and put his arm around me in a protective way and I could feel that his body stiffened. I can’t believe he fucking said that just now. I rolled my eyes and shot a dead glare at Quentin.

‘’Q, go and start up the car I will be right there.’’ I looked at him and he refused at first but then gave in and walked to the car.

‘’Sorry about that, he can be a douche at times.’’ I explained and Tyler just nodded, and his friend looked extremely uncomfortable in this situation.

‘’I want to call you sometime, last night was fun.’’ He handed me his phone so I could type in my number.

‘’Here you go, don’t overuse it.’’ I handed back his Iphone 6 plus and I almost dropped it because it’s way too big for my small hands. I can’t understand why guys want to have such a big phone, it’s completely unnecessary and not very effective. But I guess it’s like girls say about boys private parts, the bigger the better.

‘’Don’t worry, you will be the one begging to see me.’’ He winked and walked away from me before I had the chance to respond, boys.. Such jerks at times. They’re only good in the bedroom otherwise I can live without them.

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