Addicted

The hot water ran down against my body and I dragged my hands through my long thick hair to rinse out the shampoo I just earlier had massaged in. It’s been a little over two weeks since I last saw Quentin, and it was the same day I gave Tyler my number. I don’t really understand why he wanted it since he hasn’t called me yet, it did annoy me a little bit but that’s something I will never say out loud. Quentin, he’s special and hot, he’s not too bad in bed either but after the last time I saw him, I decided that I need a break from him. I can’t get too involved with him on a emotional level and I felt like he started to want more. I would be lying if I said that I will never end up in bed with him again but I need like a solid three week break from him, so one week to go. To be honest, I haven’t slept with anyone since Quentin two weeks ago and it started to affect my mood. I have been acting like a fifty year old teacher who never gets laid, that’s at least what Tatiana and Alyssa tells me. I have been dancing and making out with people at work but I think it has been good for me to have two weeks without sex, or that’s at least what I’m trying to tell myself. I sighed when I stepped out of the shower, I totally need to get laid soon. You know that feeling when it’s all you can think about, you miss that feeling, you miss that touch. It’s something you must have, it’s a need. A world without sex is a very dark world.

I picked up my dark blue sweatsuit and dragged it on my still a little wet body. I looked into the mirror and gently brushed my hair and put the wet hair in a bun, before walking to the kitchen where Tatiana and Alyssa waited for me at the table.

‘’How long do you shower?’’ Alyssa asked giving me the bitchy look she usually does when she gives me critique.

‘’Don’t start, you’re much worse.’’ I responded taking a seat next to her and grabbed a chicken salad they just bought for us.

‘’I have to agree with Nadia on that one.’’ Tatiana winked at me and I gave her a blow kiss.

‘’You two are always ganging up on me.’’ Alyssa whined and pouted her mouth.

‘’Oh stop bitching and eat your salad.’’ Tatiana said and rolled her eyes while laughing.

‘’Matthew called me while you stood in the shower.’’ Alyssa changed to subject once Tatiana was done laughing.

‘’What did he want, we have the day of don’t we?’’ I asked and her face expression change so I understood that our off day have been shifted to a work day. ‘’Oh please tell me we have the day off!’’

‘’We don’t, Savannah and Millie got fired last night so we have to fill in on their spots.’’ God. How hard can it be to just give good service to cute guys.

‘’Kill me now. I’m still hungover from last night.’’ I laid my head on the table and sighed just to show how much I hated this.

‘’Me too, but hey! Maybe you can get laid tonight.’’

‘’No I’m trying to hold out one more week.’’

‘’That will be a new record for you.’’

‘’You will never be able to hold out for another week.’’ Tatiana spoke up and I stuck out my tongue to her as a response.

‘’Thanks for the support I really appreciate it.’’ I then said sarcastically and rolled my eyes at her.

‘’Are you coming out with us tonight T?’’ Alyssa asked and picked out the tomatoes in her salad.

‘’Nope, I’m just going to chill here and watch TV.’’

‘’Boring. It’s hip hop Friday, you love hip hop Friday.’’

‘’Not really feeling like drinking tonight.’’

‘’Ah, you’re so weak.’’ I said and pointed my fork at her direction.

‘’Eat your salad and shut up, nun.’’

‘’I will. But how are you holding up, you have been moping around here since you last saw Lucas.’’ I went into a touchy subject, Lucas have been a no-no subject this last couple of weeks.

‘’I don’t want to talk about him, his not worth talking about.’’ I could see that Tatiana got irritated as soon as I mentioned his name, but I wanted to push it a little further.

‘’Has he tried to call you?’’

‘’Nadia I said that I’m not going to talk about him!’’ At this point she yelled at me, she never yells which means that it’s something more about the Lucas situation that she’s not telling us.

‘’What’s going on with you, you’re making that face… Have you been talking to him? You have seen him too haven’t you!’’

‘’Drop it for fucks sakes!’’

‘’How can you do that? Fuck around all you want but with a married dad? Have you thought about the man’s family?’’

‘’His name is Lucas and you cold hearted bitch don’t understand my situation, so drop it.’’

‘’I’m out I can’t deal with your behavior right now.’’

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‘’Alyssa, you’re wearing something low key and casual right?’’

‘’Yeah it’s hip hop friday, we never dress up for that.’’

‘’Okay good because I think I’m just wearing tight dark jeans and a top.’’

‘’Yes that will look good, there’s something I need to talk to you about though.’’

‘’Okay what’s up?’’ I turned around and looked at her, she was leaning in the doorway.

‘’Apologies to Tatiana.’’ She walked inside my room and stared into my eyes.

‘’I didn’t do anything wrong?’’ I narrowed my eyes and looked at her with a confused facial expression.

‘’You basically called her a whore.’’ She crossed her arms and croked her brows, trying to state the obvious.

‘’I would never say those words to her.’’ I said with a sincere tone in my voice.

‘’But you kind of did, even if you didn’t say exactly that word. She has feelings for the dude, can’t you see that? Tatiana fell in love with Lucas the first time she saw him, even if she won’t admit it.’’

‘’He’s married and I doubt that he will divorce his wife and leave his kid for Tatiana, it doesn’t matter how amazing she is that’s just not going to happen. It’s better to make her stop seeing him not endure it.’’

‘’I agree but having an aggressive tone won’t make it better.’’ She argued and I just scoffed.

‘’I can’t deal with that right now, my brain will explode. I need to calm down and I think she needs sometime too, I will talk to her when it feels right.’’

‘’Okay babe, get ready so we can get out of here soon. I’m in deep need of a shot.’’
‘’So am I!’’

I changed into a pair of tight jeans and a dark red polo crop top. I went into my bright white bathroom and looked into my huge mirror, should I have my hair up or down? Yeah, down looks way more sexy in this casual outfit. When I did my makeup I went with dark eyes and more natural lips, I wanted to emphasize my big blue eyes. Even if I rather be in bed eating chips tonight, I was kind of excited once I was all ready to go.

‘’Alyssa let’s fuck the club up!’’ I yelled while walking out of my room to find her so we could get going.
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WELO was a sexy smoky kind of club, you get a little sketchy feeling of it but not a bad feeling, an exciting one. I loved working at WELO because the people here are young, careless, sexy and fun. Me and Alyssa never have a dull moment in this place.

When we arrived inside the club it wasn’t to many people here yet, one lonely dude and a big group of girls who looked like young bimbos. The lonely guy stood in the middle of the dance floor just dancing his brain away. I looked at him amazed how he can’t see they way his dancing, it’s like a giraffe trying to break dance.

‘’He has to be high as fuck!’’ I told Alyssa and laughed while walking up to the bar.

‘’Yeah, let’s just leave him. Let him have a good time.’’ She laughed and took a seat on one of the barstools.

‘’Hi Mike, what’s going on?’’ I asked and took a seat next to Alyssa. Mike is a bartender at WELO and one of the hottest one’s. Mike is also the one me and Alyssa get along the best with, he has our type of humor and personality. The fact that he’s covered in muscles and tattoos isn’t a bad thing either, and my favorite thing his deep green eyes. I’m not surprised that he sells the most drinks every night. Hell, I would be hanging around here every night if I was into I’m like that, but now we’re more brother and sister so it would be weird hooking up with him.

‘’Not much but we will have a busy night, tonight. Do you fancy ladies want a shot?’’ He tried to act funny which just made me feel like he as a complete dork, a cute dork.

‘’I don’t think you even have to ask that.’’ Alyssa laughed and I mentally cheered in my mind, alcohol was a priority to be able to get through the night.

Mike poured three shot glasses with tequila and shoved two over for me and Alyssa. I picked one up and took it all in one motion, I felt the burning feeling down my throat. Tequila has a very disgusting after taste but somehow I still find myself drink it on every night out.

‘’Hey Babe!’’ Ben walked over to us, one arrogant cocky bartender, hot but arrogant.

‘’What do you want?’’ I rolled my eyes and waved to Mike so he would get me another shot.

‘’You two look hot tonight.’’ He stood between me and Alyssa, laying an arm over each of our shoulders.

‘’Ben it’s never going to happen, ever.’’ Alyssa spoke up and we tried to shook of his arm around us.

‘’Don’t fight the inevitable.’’ He smirked and turned to me, eyeing me up and down.

‘’Try to get in the bimbos pants over there instead, you might have more luck over there.’’ I nodded towards the group of girls trying to shake their asses but it looked more like a robot trying to twerk. The funny part of it is that they think they look so hot and sexy but in reality they look like complete morons.
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Ooh, I know you love it when this beat is on
Make you think about all of the niggas you've been leadin' on
Make me think about all of the rappers I've been feeding' on
Got a feelin' that's the same dudes that we speakin' on, oh word?

Hired artist were rapping and singing in the background. It has been two hours since I took tequila shots at the bar. The place is packed right now, dancing and sweating like it’s no tomorrow. The feeling inside the club before was good, fresh and nice now it’s changed to sweaty, steamy and warm. Good thing is that I’m drunk otherwise I would be just annoyed by the crowded and sticky feeling inside. Besides the negative sides of being in the middle of it all, it was a cool atmosphere. Everyone was in a good mode and danced with each other, it felt like the environment you see in Rihanna’s Work music video.

‘’Mike, the vodka bowl!’’ I leaned over the bar and yelled over the music so he could hear me. He handed it over to me, the vodka bowl was filled with ice and included two vodka bottles with a few red bull cans. It was heavy, like really heavy my biggest task was to get this over to the guys who just ordered it without dropping it.

I walked around and between, and around again to get past people which was hard because people were jumping, dancing and shouting everywhere. I felt that someone stepped on my foot causing me to lose balance, luckily someone behind me grabbed me so I wouldn’t fall.

‘’Thanks!’’ I shouted while turning around to see who it was.

‘’Tyler?’’ I arched my brows, looking surprised to see him here which I was.

‘’I should probably help you with that.’’ He took the heavy bowl from my grip and waited for me to show the way to the table. He seemed grumpy since he didn’t even say hello, Tyler only gave me a look.

I walked over to the guys who a few minutes before ordered the bowl. I didn’t know them from before only one of them, Freddie. He’s always around here and a good friend to Mike.

‘’Here you go, are you having a good night?’’ I shouted to them while pointing to Tyler, to put down the bowl on the table.

‘’Yeah, thanks Nadia!’’ Freddie shouted back to me and I just smiled in response before walking away.

‘’Thanks again Ty!’’ I said when I walked past him and continued walking towards the middle of the club, trying to see where Alyssa is. With no luck I walked over to a wall and leaned my body against it trying to lose some pressure of my feet, they were pounding in my high heels and it felt extremely uncomfortable. I tapped my foot lightly to the music and had my focus on the artist killing it on stage. I felt someone walking over to me so I turned my attention to the person and saw the hazel brown eyes belonging to Tyler. He didn’t say anything, he only looked at me which made the situation feel very awkward causing me to speak up.

‘’Are you going to say something or are you just going to stand there and stare at me?’’ I narrowed my eyes at him but Tyler still didn’t open that soft mouth of his, he took a few steps to me so we would be closer to each other. Tyler put his arms on my waist and looked down at me, breathing heavily. He’s mouth was so close to mine I could feel the whiskey breath, somehow it turned me on.

‘’What are you doing here?’’ I spoke close to his ear so he could hear what I said.

‘’I’m with friends.’’ He was very short in his answers, it irritated me because I wanted to hear his voice against my skin.

‘’What do you want, you haven’t called.’’ My hand landed on his biceps over his white t-shirt, I could feel his muscles moving under my hands.

‘’You wanted me to call.’’ I could tell by the sound of his voice that he were amused by my comment, I looked up at him and he smirked at me.

Before I could open my mouth to answer, he’s lips touched mine causing my uterus to go crazy inside my stomach.

Tyler’s POV
I pushed my tongue against the inside of her mouth loving the way her body tensed as the pressure increased. She moaned, putting her arms around my neck. I helped her, rocking her harder against my body. My hands came around her back, and I tried to get all of her to press against me. I’d never felt so alive as when that girl, that perfectly strange girl who I’d only met, was near me. I could almost believe her heartbeat was my own as her tongue danced with mine. I increased the pressure, cupping her chin with my hand. I moved my lips down her neck and behind her ear. Alternating between trailing hot kisses down her neck and blowing against the coolness my kisses left when my lips released their hold. Damn, I wanted to keep tasting her over and over again until I had no strength left.

‘’So do you want to get out of here?’’ I broke our make out session against the wall so we could continue this at my place instead.

‘’Tyler I’m working..’’ She whined and looked away towards the crowed.

‘’I’m sure your friend can cover for you, I know you want to.’’ I poked her stomach and smirked knowing she would change her mind.
‘’Fiinee..’’

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