Addicted

I found myself in Tyler bed, underneath him. My breath stuck in my throat when he narrowed his eyes at me and everything about him got me turned on, he made me feel like I want more by every touch. I want his breath to touch my neck, I want his hands all over my body. I want his eyes looking deep into mine while I felt him inside of me. He gently slid my bra down and unclasped it so he could see my breasts. His hands went from my breasts down to my thighs and I moaned like a crazy person. It’s a new kind of high that I have never experienced before, that sexual chemistry that just brings you to a new level. I reached up for his lips and my abdomen went nuts when his lips touched mine. His hands laid between my thighs and I moaned by every move he made, causing him to deepen our kiss and put his tongue in my motch. His lips and tongue tasted sweet and I wanted more, I kept fighting to keep my head up so our tongues could fight for dominance.
Without breaking eye contact, he began to move in and out of me maddeningly slowly. I blinked rapidly at the feel of Tyler inside me. My hands slid down the tensing muscles in his back to his behind, smoothing over his curves and feeling his rhythmic thrusting beneath my touch.
I wanted more. More of him. More of this and more of us…
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‘’So where are you really from? You don’t have that typical southern accent.’’ He asked with a raspy voice and glanced over at me. I didn’t sneak out this time, I couldn’t since he woke up before me. So here we’re in bed having a conversation. I mentally gave myself a slap in the face for having a conversation like normal people after having sex, not okay, it’s one of my rules.

‘’Long story that you will never get to hear, but I moved here when I turned eighteen. Before then I lived in New York where I’m born and raised.’’ I tried to keep it as short as possible not wanting any more questions about my past.

‘’I didn’t ask for your life story, I asked why you don’t have an accent.’’ He shrugged and acted a little arrogant which I hated and it got me irritated. I stood up and looked for my clothes across the room so I could get dressed.

‘’You asked where I’m really from, you’re lucky I even answered.’’ I shot back and put my underwear on before I put my top on and fought to drag my tight jeans onto my legs, it’s always such a struggle with pants.’’

‘’Whatever. I have to get to practice, do you need a cab or a ride home?’’ He followed my moves and got dressed as well. I had to look away so I wouldn’t get stuck staring at his handsome body but I think he noticed because a smile appeared on his face.

‘’You can drive me home, what kind of practice?’’ I spoke, hoping he wouldn’t state the obvious that I almost drooled by just looking at him.

‘’I’m a hockey player, so hockey practice. I’m surprised that you don’t know I’m a hockey player.’’ He narrowed his eyes at me before picking up his phone and his car keys.

‘’Please, only the hot ones interest me.’’ We walked out of his room and down the stairs until we reached the hallway. His house looked nice, it was very clean and I can’t tell that a guy lives here because if I bought a house, I would probably decorate it like this. When you glance through the house you get a very modern, fresh and young feeling.

‘’Then I should interest you since everytime I touch you, you moan.’’ There it was, his smirk. We put on our shoes and I scoffed.

‘’Not true, end of discussion.’’

‘’If I call you again to have sex, you’re not going to get any feelings are you? Because I don’t do that stuff right now.’’ He asked turning me around so I would look at him.

‘’Euw, me neither. Trust me I will never get emotional about you.’’ I raised my eyebrows and crossed my arms into my chest.

‘’Should I be offended?’’ His smirk was still there, making me want to kiss him and drag my fingers threw his hair but I swallowed and kept calm so I would focus.

‘’Probably. You’re the one who should be careful, guys tend to get strange as soon as a girl doesn’t want anything serious with them.’’

‘’I think I will be alright, if I wanted a relationship I wouldn’t look for someone working in a club grinding her ass on guys every night.’’ He said and opened the door causing me to roll my eyes at his statement.

‘’God you’re such a turn off with clothes on, and when you open your mouth to speak.’’ I walked out of his house and he put his arms up, like he surrendered to the police.
‘’Geez! I’m joking.’’

‘’Well, not funny.’’ I turned around to face him and we stood in the middle of his driveway.

‘’I’m sorry.’’ He put his arms around my waist causing me to feel calm again. He looked down at me and placed a kiss on my soft wet mouth. I kissed him back before releasing myself out of his grip on me.

I hopped in his big black SUV and waited for him to get in on the other side.

‘’Here’s my address.’’ I gave him my address so he could type it in on his GPS.

He drove away from his house and I picked up my phone relaxing Alyssa must have called and texted me like crazy since I just disappeared last night. I was right, when I looked down at my phone I had eleven missed calls and five text messages from Alyssa.

‘’Where are you?’’ - Alyssa
‘’Seriously it’s not funny where the fuck are you?’’ - Alyssa
‘’Freddie just told me you left with someone, talk tomorrow.’’ - Alyssa

I chose not to respond since I’m on my way home and she will hopefully be there, and she knows I’m not missing so I’m sure she’s fine. If I know Alyssa right though she will be mad that I just left here there alone while working, especially on a busy night.

‘’What are you doing tonight?’’ Tyler asked and broke the silence between us while keeping his gaze on the road, having a tight grip around the steering wheel.

‘’Not much I think, sleeping. I have had two tough days of partying.’’ I sighed and leaned back in the leather seat, noticing that the seat is surprisingly comfortable.

‘’Come over tonight.’’ He broke the gaze on the road for a second to look at me.

‘’I’m planning on sleeping like I just told you, I’m tired.’’ I whined and closed my eyes.

‘’I know you want to come over, I’m having a few friends over and you should come.’’
‘’No thanks.’’

‘’It’s not nice to say no when someone invites you over.’’ He said and I know that he was joking, I could hear it on his voice.

‘’You’re having friends over, I don’t fit into that category.’’

‘’I still think we should be able to hang out, I don’t want a relationship but we can still have fun. You’re beautiful and fun, so I don’t mind being around you.’’ He shrugged and I smiled when I heard that he called me beautiful but quickly shook the thought inside my head away to answer him.

‘’Thanks… I don’t do that though, never have never will. Just hanging out will never be just hanging out.’’

‘’You’re so weird. But okay I won’t ask you again, but you’re still invited if you change your mind.’’ He took a right turn and drove into my garage building so he could drop me off.

‘’Okay, thanks for the invite and thanks for last night.’’ When he stopped the car I opened the door and slid out of the comfortable seat.

‘’No problem, I’m sure we will have more nights like that one.’’ He said and smirked before I closed the car door and watched him drive away.
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I walked inside the apartment and it was dead quiet. I slid of my shoes and looked around to see if I saw Alyssa or Tatiana somewhere.

‘’Alyssa?’’ I shouted across the apartment but didn’t receive an answer.

I walked into the kitchen where I saw Tatiana stand with two coffee mugs in front of her. I felt sad when I saw her standing there looking at me. Tatiana is a wonderful person she’s family but my heart breaks for her when she makes incredible stupid decisions. I didn’t mean to hurt her even more yesterday but I just wanted her to understand.

‘’Do you want coffee? I heard that you came in and poured one for you.’’ She smiled at me weakly and I walked up to her at the kitchen island.

‘’I would love one, thanks and.. I’m sorry T, for yesterday.’’ I took the warm steamy coffee cup she gave me and breathed in the hot smell.

‘’I know, me too. I’m aware that what I’m doing with Lucas is wrong but somehow I can’t stop it’s like..’’ She began to explain but I interrupted her.

‘’An addiction, a drug, someone you need to feel close to you, someone and something you crave.’’ I continued and rambled on how I thought she feels, how I know that I feel.

‘’Yes.. How the hell did you know that.’’ She looked at me with a questioning glance.

‘’Kind of felt it tonight. It’s a strong sexual chemistry that just draws you in and you never want to leave, never want to lose that strong satisfying feeling.’’ I took a sip of my coffee and leaned against the kitchen island.

‘’Wow I have never seen you like this before.’’ Tatiana chuckled and poked my arm gently.

‘’I know, it’s annoying.’’ A deep sigh came out of me and I rolled my eyes at the thought of it.

‘’Will you see him again?’’

‘’He invited me to come over tonight, but I said no.’’

‘’Why the hell would you do that?’’ She put down her coffee mug and put her arm on the side of her waist.

‘’His friends will be there, it’s a friends night and I don’t want to be his friend. I just want to be his bed-buddy.’’

‘’You always say that you want to keep things simple and fun, but what’s the fun in saying no when you want to say yes? He’s not asking you out on a date with candles, he invited you to hang out which is simple and fun.’’ Tatiana said and made me think, she does have a solid point to be honest.

‘’Can you come with me then, I think you need something simple and fun too. I miss hanging out with you, I miss having fun with you.’’ A smile spread across my face and I hoped she would say yes, I’m not going over to Tyler’s empty handed.

‘’Fine if I’m allowed to come with, I will.’’ She said and I mentally cheered.

‘’Awesome!’’ I gave her a high five and we laughed at each other.

This will be one interesting evening.

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