AUTUMN LEAVES

The familiarity and comfort of her own bed was supposed to be something she missed. That was not the case for Autumn. It was her third night back from the hospital and she couldn’t be more anxious. She kept tossing and turning in bed that it woke Mario up. “What’s going on? Are you okay?”, he asked as he turned on the nightstand lamp.

“I’m fine. I just can’t sleep”, she said frustrated. “I’m going to make a tea, go back to sleep, you’re going back to work tomorrow”, she said as she was putting on her slippers with her back to him. Mario did not argue. He had spent the past week with his wife, ignoring work completely. The last concussion test she went through came back negative much to his relief. Now that Autumn has recovered, he was more comfortable to leave her alone at home and go back to his office where a pile of work and overdue meetings were awaiting.

Autumn woke up to Mario’s alarm after yet another long sleepless night spent lost in her thoughts. They had planned on having breakfast together before Mario headed to his office. He also had a three-day business trip the next day, so the couple wanted to spend some time together. Once they discussed the details and timeline of Mario’s upcoming trip, Mario decided to bring up the subject that’s been bothering him for days.

“I’ve been meaning to ask you honey. Are your contraceptive injections up-to-date?”, he asked lightly. Autumn’s head snapped in his direction, taken aback by his question. “Yes, why?”, she said shortly, unsure where he was going with this question. Mario paused before answering, not knowing how to gauge the conversation. It is an important and sensitive topic for a married couple. “Before the accident, I thought that you may have been pregnant but thank god you weren’t”, he answered. “Thank god?”, she asked, concerned about how relieved he sounded. “You know what I mean. We did not plan a pregnancy, Autumn.”

“So, you’re telling me that, if I was pregnant, you would’ve been upset about it?”, she asked astounded. Where is this coming from? She thought to herself. He stood up and went to sit next to her on their breakfast bar. “Honestly? Yes, I would have. That’s not to say that I would blame you for it. I know you use birth control and we’ve always used a condom.” He held her hand in his as to diffuse any potential tension. “We spoke about having children together and I still want that with you sweetheart. It’s just… not now. I’m not ready to have children yet”, he said as he tucked a strand of golden hair behind her ear. She stared blankly at her half-eaten breakfast. “I want us to have some time to ourselves. Travel to the places we planned to visit. Do that volunteer trip to Peru like you’ve always wanted. Enjoy just us for a little bit”, he continued. “How long is ‘a little bit’”, she asked a little annoyed, as she retracted her hand from his. “Since when did you get a baby fever?”, Mario asked getting a bit irritated by Autumn’s reaction to postponing having children.

“I don’t know. A year, two, three maybe… I don’t know. We’ll know when we’re both ready I guess. You’re still young”, he answered. You’re not getting any younger, Autumn thought resentfully. “Think about it, when we have children, all these plans and dreams will have to be put on hold. A child will change the whole dynamics of our life”, Mario added, trying to be patient, not liking that his wife may not agree with his view on this matter.

“You would know better. You already have three children! Maybe you’re planning on becoming a grandpa before having a child with your wife!”, Autumn sneered. Mario was shocked and hurt by her harsh and insensitive words. He did not know how to respond but he knew that their conversation was far from over. She clearly disagrees with him on waiting but instead of maturely discussing the issue with him he watched her wipe at her mouth furiously with her napkin and storm out of the kitchen, clearly done with her breakfast, the conversation and him, for the time being. They rarely fight, but this was a big one.

Autumn felt disappointment wash over her as she took the stairs two at a time. She felt betrayed that her husband did not bother mentioning the small detail of wanting to wait three years before starting a family with her. By the time she got to their bedroom, she was fuming with anger. All she wanted to do was run. Run away from the horror of her re-occurring nightmares, from her overwhelming feelings for Sidney, from her inconsiderate husband, from the life that seemed deceivably perfect for a fleeting moment. But nothing was perfect. Her world was crumbling around her and all she could think about is how fast she could get to Sidney’s home.

*****

Sidney had just returned home the night before from a short but rough road trip. The team was struggling. He was struggling. He was not producing, getting frustrated and taking penalties which in turn would feed back into that vicious cycle of unproductivity and losses. His penalty minutes were making the news and prompted his coach to have a “talk” with him. He never had anyone tell him how to do his job nor criticize him for not doing what he’s expected to do. Lead. If anything, his coaches and peers would often tell him to take it easy and not work as hard as he did.

It did not help that he missed Autumn terribly. He got spoiled sleeping next to her for four consecutive nights, to the point that his hotel bed felt unreasonably big and cold. He has not seen her nor heard from her in days. He knew that she was doing great though. He was getting news about her wellbeing indirectly from various people on the team who have heard from their wives and girlfriends. What he did not expect is seeing her standing at his door at 9 in the morning.

“Hey! What are you-”, he started saying from where he stood half-naked in his doorway. Autumn jumped on him, wrapping her legs around his waist and her arms around his wide bare shoulders. Seeing him again made her realize how much she actually missed him. She buried her face in his neck where she inhaled him. Then she started kissing his neck, his jaw, his cheek and finally his lips with a such hunger that made Sidney instantly aroused with need. He turned them around, kicking his front door closed with his foot, with Autumn still tightly wrapped around him, never breaking their kiss. He walked them into his foyer towards his living room, making sure not to bump into any furniture on his way.

He carefully sat on the couch with Autumn straddling him. He ran his hand over the warm skin of her back under her thick hoody. He noted that she was not properly dressed for the cold weather but he could not complain. He missed her touch, her lips, and mostly the way she kissed him and slid her tongue over his. He ventured with his hands higher up, expecting to feel the strap of her bra and was glad he didn’t. She was braless, warm and inviting as always. His hands with a mind of their own, travelled to the front, grazing her taut stomach, and finally landing on her breasts. She let out a moan, detaching her mouth from his as she tilted her head back, the feeling of his hands cupping and squeezing both of her breasts was making her dizzy with need.

Sidney licked her exposed neck as he started to roll her hard nipples between his fingers, making them more erect and ready for his drooling mouth. He stopped for a second to get her hoody out of the way. He eyed her topless, breathless, and begging for his mouth with her hooded eyes. She did not have to wait long for his lips to latch on to one of her nipples. He sucked and licked just like he dreamed of doing given the chance. She leaned back in his lap, still in her pants, holding on to his bare thighs for support as his loose shorts rode high.

She sucked in a breath as he bit her nipple, gently at first, then more roughly making her grind against his palpable erection. He switched his mouth to her other nipple while still expertly toying with the other one between his callous fingers. She moaned his name loud enough to get his attention. He opened his eyes and looked up from her breast to her lust-filled eyes and gaping mouth. “What do you need, baby?”, he asked huskily. “You, Sidney. You.”, she whined as she kept grinding against his massive bulge. The way she said she wanted him and the way his name rolled off her tongue rendered him a slave at her feet. He was ready to give her anything and everything she wished for in that moment. Every pleasure in the world was hers to take.

He stood up and gently laid her on her back on the couch and swiftly taking off her sweatpants. Only Autumn would look like a goddess in sweatpants, he contemplated right before all thoughts left his brain at the sight of her black lace panties. After taking few moments to appreciate the sight of her almost naked form in front of him, Sidney hovered over her, supporting himself with his hands on either side of her. He captured her mouth again in a searing kiss as he let his hard, still-covered, dick grind against her lace-covered folds. Both moaned at the contact, breaking the kiss. Her fingers found their way into his hair as he started trailing sloppy wet kisses down her neck, stopping at her breasts for few moments. With a final destination in mind, he moved away from her breast further down to her stomach where he left feather-light kisses and soft blows of air around her pierced bellybutton. He licked at the black studs, marveling at how the dark jewelry contrasted her milky skin in an incredibly sexy way.

Her breathing hitched as anticipation of his lips and tongue on her folds was threatening to make her scream at him to get there already. He seemed to be taking his sweet time savoring her and enjoying teasing her. Little did she know that captain Crosby was trying so hard to hold back. He wanted her ever since his eyes landed on her. He dreamed about this moment for a long time. For so many nights, he had fantasized about all the possible ways that would bring her pleasure.

Now that he had her panting and begging underneath him, he was not going to rush it. He would make damn sure that she cums over and over again. He would postpone his own release for as long as he could. The only way he wanted to come was inside of her, in her hot wet pussy that was now an inch- and a thin layer of fabric-away from his mouth. She was getting impatient as she attempted to force his head down on her. Getting the message loud and clear, Sidney looked at her with a devious smile on his face as his fingers snapped her panties from both sides with a single attempt without even looking. He discarded the destroyed piece of lingerie and eyed his prize. Bare and glistening. He delved right in as he couldn’t wait to taste her and feel her. She moaned and whimpered as he licked with his tongue flat along her swollen folds.

His breathing got heavier but not as heavy as his dick felt at the sweet taste of her in his mouth. He kept licking and nipping at her with his lips like a hungry man. He held her still with his large hands on her hip bones as she couldn’t stop jerking her hips, too aroused and so close to coming all over his face. Then with a flick of his skilled tongue on her bundle of nerves, she was gone. She came hard with a scream and a string of obscenities, arching her back as she held his head tightly against her, wanting to prolong this pleasure, unaware that Sidney was not nearly done with her. Before she came back down from her high, she felt his large fingers probing at her folds, making their way into her slick pussy with ease.

“So fucking sexy”, he groaned at how tight her pussy was around his two fingers. At first, he started stroking her walls softly. Then he expertly found her g-spot and pressed hard enough to make her gasp. She was still in a daze from her first orgasm, not comprehending how she could still possibly want more despite how hard she just came. He kept finger-fucking her, hitting her g-spot every time until she started panting and saying his name incoherently. He got her close again and could have come in his shorts at the sight of her trembling body and the sound of her crying his name. She was so responsive and hot that he couldn’t wait to be inside of her. He decided to add a third finger to stretch her enough to accommodate him once he fucked her with his dick.

With his fingers working magic inside of her, he sucked her clit hard in his mouth, hard enough that with few more pumps of his fingers, she came again squeezing him with her legs as she rode her second orgasm. She may have blacked-out with exhaustion. She was not sure when or how, but when she resurfaced back to reality, she saw him in all his naked glory sitting on his heels still between her legs, stroking her folds so gently, knowing that she is still very sensitive. He looked like a Greek god, an Adonis. She watched a few beads of sweat roll down his forehead and the mess that was his hair, thanks to her hands and legs. What was mostly on display though was his impossibly large dick, standing long and thick against his ripped stomach. Her eyes went wide and her mouth got dry. No, there’s no way, she thought. She shook her head as Sidney hovered over her once again to kiss her lips, while his fingers were still busy playing with her folds and dipping inside of her every now and then. She looked unsure and Sidney figured her predicament.

“Don’t worry baby. I’ll go slow, you are as ready as you can be for me”, he whispered hoarsely. He needed her, he could no longer deny himself. He just hoped that he wouldn’t hurt her. She let out a shaky breath and nodded still unsure of how she would feel given his size. She’s never been with a man his size. She dismissed the thought of other men as fast as she could. She did not want to go there, not now. Not when she felt the head of his dick at her folds.

His lips were next to her ear, “relax, baby. Relax for me”, he whispered, his hot breath tickling her ear. She was sensitive all over, from head to toe. He captured her lips in a needy kiss as his dick made its way slowly into her. She gulped at the intrusion but stayed with him, not wanting to break the kiss nor deny him the pleasure that he so, so much deserved. She will happily suffer the discomfort for him. He was stretching her to her limits but he took his time to reach where no man has ever reached before. He groaned into her mouth, enjoying her warmth and tightness.

She felt him so deep inside of her and the discomfort turned into pleasure and then into relief. Relief?! It was a strange yet welcomed feeling. It was as if he belonged there with her, inside of her. He was where he was supposed to be all along. Relief. She was relieved as their bodies connected in the most intimate and delicious ways, after so much teasing and missed opportunities.

He detached his mouth from hers, searching her eyes for permission or maybe asking if she was okay. She released a sigh of pleasure as she directed his head towards her chest, giving him the green light. She wrapped her long legs around his waist as he ever so slowly started moving inside of her, relishing in the exquisite feeling of her surrounding him, groaning and cursing into her chest where he buried his face.

He gathered all his self-control not to go as hard as he needed. She needed to adjust to him first. More importantly, he wanted her to enjoy it with him and maybe even cum again, with him this time. His thrusts picked up speed and Autumn felt her insides as alive as ever, despite reaching her peak twice already. She was amazed at what he was doing to her, to her body. She wanted him to fuck her harder and faster now that she was experiencing only a hint of the pleasures that she was sure his dick can deliver. She tightened her legs around him, prompting him to look at her as he continued to drive into her. “More Sid, more!”, she managed to squeak out as the sensation of him was overwhelming.

He welcomed her pleas and almost pulled out only to slam back into her hard that the couch moved. He repeated this few times until she was arching her back and rolling her head back in pure ecstasy. She likes it rough and he couldn’t wait to see her come apart once again in his arms, spilling her juices around his dick. He lifted himself slightly and reached for her clit and started rubbing frantically to bring her closer to the brink, all the while fucking her hard and good. He was dangerously close and needed her there with him.

She could hear him slamming into her, his skin slapping against hers, she could register his harsh breathing as he got closer and closer but all that disappeared as she clenched around his dick with another wrecking orgasm surging though her whole body, curling her toes, clouding her vision, and tingling her fingers that were making maps in the skin of Sidney’s back. Before she lost all consciousness, she felt him pump into her one last time as he found his release with a growl, emptying everything he’s got inside of her. Her eyes felt heavy and her body felt numb after this exhilarating experience with Sidney.

She couldn’t move a limb as the man that has just worshiped her body collapsed at her side. He was dead tired but alert enough not to crash her with his large body. He collected her fragile and exhaustively pleasured body against his in a spooning position. He stroked her hair lovingly as both instantly drifted into the sleep that has been eluding them for days.

Notes

I apologize for the typos, if you spot any. I wrote this chapter fast. I will probably edit it at a later date. I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it ;)

Oh, and Happy New Year! Hopefully this year will bring more luck to our struggling Pens.

Charlie