She Is Love
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Steph's POV
That night I couldn't sleep. Because I was dreading what was going to come in the morning. My flight out of here. My parents decided to send me back to Edmonton, while they thought over weather or not they should send me back to Russia for good. I looked around the empty room, and my gaze settled on something on the floor by my dresser. I pushed the covers back and climbed out of bed and walked towards it. I bent down and realized it was my journal. I picked it up and turned it over in my hands, feeling the rough edges. I turned on the lamp by my bedside, and opened it to the first page. I read over the tittle, dated August 15, 2008. I squinted and looked at the picture glued at the top. It was a picture of me and Alex on our family vacation. I felt a sting of pain. We used to be such a happy family. Me and Alex were so close. What happened to us? I read over the entry about the day, and flipped through the rest of the journal, until I landed on a blank page. I put the journal down and turned off the light and sighed. I might as well try to get some sleep.
The morning came and went, and soon it was 11:30, half an hour before my flight. I stood outside the Gate, and looked at the parents. "Well, Stephie, I want you to be very good with your aunt, okay? And call us as soon as you get home." My dad smiled at me and leaned in for a hug. "We'll miss you, sweetheart." I turned to face Alex. He looked up at me and gave me a small grin. He leaned in to me and whispered.
"I know you hate this. But it's only what's good for you. You don't understand why we're sending you. But i'm telling you. It's only for your own good." I simply nodded, waved one last time to my parents, and walked towards the security checkpoint. I should be upset with leaving them. But I just couldn't. I wasn't even angry, sad, or anything. Hell, I didn't feel anything. I finally fall in love with someone. And it all falls apart. And fuck, even my family doesn't want me anymore. But maybe getting away from everyone for a while, may be good for me. But then again I may never see Sidney again if my parents send me to Russia. Ever.
That night I couldn't sleep. Because I was dreading what was going to come in the morning. My flight out of here. My parents decided to send me back to Edmonton, while they thought over weather or not they should send me back to Russia for good. I looked around the empty room, and my gaze settled on something on the floor by my dresser. I pushed the covers back and climbed out of bed and walked towards it. I bent down and realized it was my journal. I picked it up and turned it over in my hands, feeling the rough edges. I turned on the lamp by my bedside, and opened it to the first page. I read over the tittle, dated August 15, 2008. I squinted and looked at the picture glued at the top. It was a picture of me and Alex on our family vacation. I felt a sting of pain. We used to be such a happy family. Me and Alex were so close. What happened to us? I read over the entry about the day, and flipped through the rest of the journal, until I landed on a blank page. I put the journal down and turned off the light and sighed. I might as well try to get some sleep.
The morning came and went, and soon it was 11:30, half an hour before my flight. I stood outside the Gate, and looked at the parents. "Well, Stephie, I want you to be very good with your aunt, okay? And call us as soon as you get home." My dad smiled at me and leaned in for a hug. "We'll miss you, sweetheart." I turned to face Alex. He looked up at me and gave me a small grin. He leaned in to me and whispered.
"I know you hate this. But it's only what's good for you. You don't understand why we're sending you. But i'm telling you. It's only for your own good." I simply nodded, waved one last time to my parents, and walked towards the security checkpoint. I should be upset with leaving them. But I just couldn't. I wasn't even angry, sad, or anything. Hell, I didn't feel anything. I finally fall in love with someone. And it all falls apart. And fuck, even my family doesn't want me anymore. But maybe getting away from everyone for a while, may be good for me. But then again I may never see Sidney again if my parents send me to Russia. Ever.
Notes
Sorry if it's a short chapter, i've been super busy, but I promise next chapter will be longer. :)-xoxo Adelie <3
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