Public Relations

Once I get to James’ house, I park in beside his car in the driveway. I turn my car off and sit there for a little while. I’m not sure what’s going to happen on the other side of that door. I take a deep breath before getting out and walking up to the front door. I let myself in. I can hear James on the phone in the living room. He sounds mad.
“James.” I say, letting him know I’m here. He doesn’t say anything as I walk toward the living room.
“I’ll call you back.” I hear him say angrily as I turn the corner. I see him sitting on the couch.
“Hey.” He says when he sees me.
“Hey.” I say back.
“Sit.” He says smiling.
“Thanks.” I say sitting on a chair across from him. He’s sitting on the couch.
“I’m glad you’re here.” He says. “I feel like I haven’t seen you in weeks.”
“It’s been a couple days.” I say chuckling a bit.
“I know.” He says. We were both silent for a couple minutes.
“We need to talk.” He says breaking the silence.
“About?” I ask looking up at him. He isn’t looking at me. He looks upset and confused all at once.
“While we were in Detroit, I found out I might have got a girl pregnant.” He says. Wow right to the point. At least I don’t have to drag it out of him. I don’t say anything at first. Finally I speak.
“I know.” I say.
“Wait what?” He asks. “How?”
“I met her sister at the bar.” I say.
“Great.” He says. “Why didn’t you tell me you knew?”
“I wanted you to be the one who told me.” I say.
“I’m sorry.” He says.
“So it’s true?” I ask.
“I’m not sure.” He says.
“If it is you owe it to the baby to at least try with her.” I say.
“What are you saying?” James asks. I pause.
“I’m saying until you know for sure that it’s not your child, we shouldn’t be together.” I say. He doesn’t say anything for a long time and I don’t push him. We sit in silence for what feels like forever. Finally he breaks the silence.
“I really like you.” He says.
“I really like you too.” I say. He smiles which makes me smile back. We both stand. Together we walk toward the door, stopping in front of it.
“See you at work I guess.” He says.
“Yeah.” I say. I give him a long hug. Before I pull away he givens me a kiss on the head. I leave the house without looking back.
I sit in my car for a while after coming out of James’ house. I didn’t want to break down, but I couldn’t help it. I was upset. Luckily I was able to keep it together in front of James. Tears start falling down my cheeks fast. I pull my phone out of my purse. I unlock it and quickly type in Sid’s name. I hit the call button and take a deep breath as it starts to ring. Sid picks up after the second ring.
“Hello.” He says sleepily into the phone.
“I’m sorry… Did I… Wake you?” I ask through sniffles.
“No, Alex what’s wrong?” He asks clearly awake now.
“James.” I say trying to wipe the tears from my eyes, but they are falling to fast.
“Come over.” He says. Finally I pull myself together and stop crying.
“Okay.” I say. I finish wiping the tears from my eyes. “I’ll be there soon.”
“Hurry.” He says which makes me smile.
“I will.” I say before hanging up the phone. I quickly fix up my makeup before backing out of James’ driveway. I drive off down the street toward Sid’s house. I turn up the music and try not to think about anything that could upset me again. On the way over to Sid’s house I call Lilly and tell her I might not be home tonight.
Once I get to Sid’s house I park in the driveway and get out. I pull my purse with me as I get out of the car. I walk up to the front of the house and up the steps. I get to the top step and the door opens. Sid is standing in the doorway. I quickly close the gap between us. I push him back into the house and kick the door shut behind me. I drop my purse beside the door. I lock my hands behind Sid’s neck pulling his head to where mine is. Finally I kiss him. It starts out slow, but quickly picks up in pace. He slides his hands down my body. He pts his hands on my hips and gives me a boost. I wrap my legs around his waste not once breaking the kiss. He carries me into the living room setting me down in front of the couch. I look up at him with lust in my eyes. He gives me a lustful look back before pulling my shirt over my head. He drops it on the floor next to us. I tug on his shirt and he pulls it over his head dropping it on top of mine. He unhooks my bra and I let it drop to the floor. He takes my breasts in his hands, twisting my nipples in between his fingers. Then he leans down and takes my right nipple in his mouth. I run my hand through his hair. The way he licks and flicks my nipple with his tongue makes a knot in my stomach. He looks up at me and kisses me again. There was more passion in this kiss than the one before. I push him down on the couch and get on top of him. I grind on him feeling him grow under me. I stand up and unbutton his pants. He lifts himself up and I pull down his pants, his boxers going with them. I toss them across the room. I unbutton my pants and turn around so my back was to Sid. I slowly unbutton my pants. Then I slowly pull them down stopping just bellow my ass. I hear Sid’s breath in take. I smile to myself. I let my pants drop. I’m standing in front of him in just my bright pink thong.
“Damn.” Sid says. He smacks my ass before grabbing it. He smacks it again. Then he pulls down my thong. I step out of it. I turn back to him and he pulls me on top of him. I slowly lower myself on to him. We lock eyes as he fills me all the way. I stay with him in me. After a couple seconds he flexes his hips making himself go deeper inside me. I throw my head back.
“Holy fuck.” I moan.
“Yeah babe.” He says. I lift myself up and start a nice rhythm. We go at a good pace for a while until Sid flips us over so he’s on top of me. He moves at a fast pace and we both quickly find our release. We cuddle on the couch. I pull a blanket over us. We don’t talk for a while.
“That was unexpected.” Sid says finally as he kisses my ear from the top to bottom, nipping at my earlobe. I giggle.
“Unexpected good or bad?” I ask.
“Very good.” He says. I smile. We lay there for a long time, finally drifting off into a peaceful sleep. I wake up with Sid’s arms around me. Were on the couch in his living room. It looks dark outside. I move out from under him. I find his shirt on the ground and slip it on, pulling my thong on as well. I make my way to the front door where my purse is. I take my phone out and see there are a couple missed calls and texts from James. I open his conversation.
Jay: I’m sorry. I miss you. Please call me.
Jay: I care about you so much, please let’s figure this out.
I sigh and drop my phone back into my bag. I don’t want to deal with this right now. I go into the kitchen. I open the fridge. I pull our a couple different ingredients. I spend the next twenty minutes making omelette’s for Sid and I. I’m just finishing cutting up some fruit when I turn and notice Sid standing in the doorway staring at me.
“Sleep well?” I ask smiling at him. He’s standing there in his boxers only. He looks so sexy. I bite my lip.
“Very well, until you left.” He says walking across the room.
“Sorry sweetie.” I say. “I thought you might be hungry when you woke up.”
“I am.” He says as he comes over to where I’m standing. He gives me a kiss. I turn to him and kiss him again locking my arms behind his neck. He grabs my ass before smacking it.
“Damn.” He says. “I love this ass.”
“Thanks.” I say. “I worked hard on it.”
“Your hard work paid off.” He says smacking it again.
“Lets eat.” I say.
“Smells amazing.” He says.
“Thank you.” I say. He sits down at the counter. I place his plate in front of him.
“Wow.” He says. He takes a bite. “This is amazing.”
“Thank you.” I say again. I place my plate down on the counter and I sit down. Sid leans over and gives me another kiss. I dig into my omelette. It is good. We finish eating and Sid starts doing the dishes. I’m still sitting at the bar. I watch him. He turns to me.
“What?” He asks.
“You’re sexy.” I say.
“You’re one to talk.” He says as he dries his hands on the towel. I feel myself blush. I get off the bar stool and walk over to where Sid is standing. I give him a quick kiss. He pulls me into him and moves his hands down my back toward my ass. He lets them rest there. I smile up at him.
“Are you staying the night?” He asks.
“Only if you want.” I say.
“I do.” He says. I smile again. I give him a smack on the ass before taking off out of the kitchen toward the stairs. I run up the stairs. I hear Sid behind me as I run into his room. He catches up to me and pulls me into him. I laugh as he kisses my neck. He leads me over to the bed and pushes me down. He gets on top of me and starts kissing me again. I kiss him back. Once he pulls away we stay with our eyes locked. He pushes some of my hair behind my ear. He pulls my shirt up over my breasts. He pushes them together. He puts my left nipple into his mouth. He pulls on it. Then he repeats it with the right nipple. I pull at his boxers. He pushes hem down. I take him in my hand feeling him grow as I move my hand up and down his shaft. He pulls my thong down. Slowly he inserts himself into me. He keeps a slow steady pace. Every time he hits my sweet spot I moan. Our eyes are locked the entire time. I put my hand on the back of his head pulling him down to my lips. I kiss him. He keeps going. Finally I find my release, quickly followed by Sid. He gives me a quick kiss before rolling off me. We lay on the bed in silence. I move so my head is on his chest. He pulls me into him. I sigh.
“Wow.” I say finally breaking the silence.
“What brought that on?” He asks.
“James and I ended it today.” I say.
“Oh.” He says. “Sorry I asked.”
“It’s fine.” I say. “It’s for the best.”
“Are you sure?” He asks.
“If it’s his baby, he owes it to the child to try to make it work with the girl.” I say. “Brad and I did.”
“I have to agree.” He says. We’re both silent for a couple minutes.
“Am I a slut?” I ask looking up at Sid. He laughs.
“No.” He says.
“Are you sure?” I ask.
“Yes.” He says. “I hate when girls are called sluts for being with more than one guy, but it’s fine for guys to do it. Plus you broke up right?”
“Yeah.” I say. “He text me.”
“Who?” Sid asks.
“James.” I say.
“When?” He asks.
“Earlier, he said he misses me.” I say.
“Oh.” Sid says. I feel him tense under me.
“I can’t be with him thinking he potentially has a child on the way.” I say.
“I understand.” He says. We don’t speak for what feels like forever. Finally I break the silence.
“I don’t want to be in another relationship.” I say quietly.
“That makes sense.” He says. I smile.
“Doesn’t mean this has to end.” I say.
“Good.” He says. He puts his hand under my chin and moves my head up and kisses me. We stay cuddled together on the bed. Eventually I drift off into a peaceful sleep feeling safe in Sid’s arms.

Notes

Ah the long awaited chapter!
I'm so sorry for taking forever with this chapter. My motivation was horrible for this book after Neal left! I promise I will be updating more often. Probably not as much as you would all like, but I will be working on it.
Please don't hate me! Just keep reading at some point in the future... haha!