Either You Do...Or You Don't

James’ POV:

I pulled Melanie up into my arms and continued kissing her. Her robe fell off her body as I lifted her and her skin felt soft against my arms. I carried her into the bedroom as she kissed my neck.

After laying her down on the bed, I pulled off my t-shirt. She smiled up at me seductively and reached up to undo her bra. I grabbed her hand, “Not so fast.” I whispered in her ear, nibbling on it gently. She moaned and pulled me down on the bed, straddling herself on top of me. “Fuck…” I breathed.

“What’s the matter?” she asked with a sexy smirk that could drive any man crazy.

“Nothing…” I stammered

She smiled at me and undid the button on my jeans before slowly unzipping them, “James…I’ve missed you…I’ve missed this…”

“Melanie…I…” she put her finger to my lips, silencing me.

Without saying another word, she pulled my jeans and boxers off before straddling me again, lowering herself onto me and grinding slowly. I grabbed onto her hips and moaned. She leaned in to kiss me and I pounced. Flipping her onto her back and taking control. “Shit…” she moaned breathlessly. “I love when you take charge.”

I steadily thrust into her as she dug her nails down my back and then ran her fingers through my hair, moaning with each and every thrust. “Fuck…” I moaned trying to catch my breath.

Melanie pulled me closer to her, biting down on my neck and gently sucking. “Yes! Fuck me, harder.” she begged, scratching down my back once again.

I smirked at her and slowed up a bit, just to tease her. She whimpered a bit and I laughed, “What don’t like being teased?”

“No.”

“Okay then…tell me what you want?” I whispered in her ear, feeling a shiver down her spine.

“I want you to fuck me. Hard. Fast. Rough. Just fuck me!”

Allison’s POV:

I sniffled as I picked up my phone, trying to call Melanie…no answer. I sighed. Maybe she had given up on me…maybe she had no longer wanted to speak to me…

Even though I was still mad at her for what she had done…I wanted to talk to her. She was my best friend, after all. I wanted to hear from her why it had happened…why it hadn’t stopped at the one night stand…I wanted to tell her about the miscarriage…even more…I wanted to tell her I was sorry for how I acted.

“Geno?” I called

“Yes?” he asked hurrying into the room

“Geno…I have to go see Melanie. She isn’t answering my calls…and I just…I have to talk to her.”

“Now? Can’t wait till morning?”

“No…now.” I replied

“What if she busy?”

“She’s not busy…she’s just ignoring me because I ignored her. Please?”

Geno sighed, but nodded. “Okay…okay..I take you there.”

“Great. I have a key to her place still from when I stayed there.”

He nodded again and got me my sweater before we got in his car and headed to Melanie’s. I had to talk to her…whether she wanted to talk to me or not.

James’ POV:

Melanie breathed heavily as she collapsed against her pillows “James?”

“Yeah?” I asked, slipping my boxers back on

“Do you have to go?” she asked

“Yeah…” I replied, slipping my jeans on and digging around for my shirt.

“Why?” she asked propping up on her elbows “Don’t you want to stay here and play?” her voice sultry.

“Melanie…I…fuck…I don’t know how to say this.” I sighed

“Just say it…” she said, looking up at me

“I…I’m not good for you, Melanie…I’m a horrible boyfriend…I’m a jerk, I lie, I cheat…I do stupid shit all the fucking time…I…I’m just not what you’d really want…I like fucking you, I do…I mean, god, you’re fucking incredible in bed…I’ve never felt like this with any other girl, but I…I don’t know if what I’m feeling is lust for your body…or if I actually have feelings for you…and I don’t want to hurt you, Melanie…”

She blinked at me, ‘But…I…”

“I just…don’t want you to get hurt, because I do know one thing…I do consider you to be a close friend and I don’t want you to get your hopes up that we could be anything more than…friends with benefits…if there’s a possibility that that is what I feel…I mean…I do have some feelings for you, but like I said…I’m not sure which kind…and I don’t want it to end badly…besides…Allison…”

“Oh my god. This IS about her isn’t it?” she sprang up out of bed

“…Melanie…” I started

Just then, the door swung open. “Melanie? Are you…oh my god!”

“Allison…” I stammered

Melanie’s eyes widened, realizing she was still naked. She pulled her blanket over herself, “This isn’t what it looks like…”

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