My new life

Sid P.O.V

When I woke up I see that Rebecca wasn't in bed. I walk over to the guest room and she was sleeping. I walk up to her.

"Hey why are you sleeping her?"

"I got a voice mail from Annie before she died." She played it for me.

"I'm sorry for what happen, are you coming to the game tonight?"

"No, I'm not ready to see James." I headed to CEC and James was there. Everyone was there for James, I gave him a hug.

"Is Rebecca coming to the game?"

"No." We beat the Red Wings 5-2 and James got a hat trick." Once James and I got dress we thought that we go over to my place and see if they could talk. Once we got to my place her car wasn't here. We headed over to James place and she wasn't there either.

"Where could Rebecca be at?"

"I know."

Rebecca's P.O.V

I was standing on the edge of the Roberto Clemente Bridge and just feeling the breeze from the frozen cold air. Then I got out my iphone and play this song that I have stuck in my head all day. The song is called "Spaceship" by Daughtry. This is one of Annie's favorite songs, this is all my fault that she's dead. If I would not do this I would had her as a sister in law. The song was almost over I was letting my finger losing it's grip.

"Rebecca ! What are you doing out here ?! Don't do it!" He was yelling and his breath was heavy. I look and it was Sid running to me.

"Rebecca, please don't!" James was behind Sid. When he reach me I could feel his hand trying to get to me. I let go of the rail I felt Sid grab my jacket and grab me tight.

"Your not going anywhere." I started to cry. James had my phone and I was sitting in the back of Sid's car.

"Rebecca I have no clue why you were out there but that was stupid." Sid yelled at me. I said nothing. This time Sid drop James and I at our place because he's mad at me for what I did. When we got inside James didn't look at me. He just walk into his room and was just quiet. I don't want to be here any more and I need to just go away. Everything's my fault and I should have stayed in Washington D.C. I can go back to D.C I do have a choice on doing that. I have a plan.

On Saturday Annie's parents came to pick her up and then they will plan on the funeral. I haven't spoken to James or Sid, they both left Friday for New York. I still have the key that Mike gave me and I would text to tell him that I would be staying for him a little bit longer. Once I got to D.C I felt a little better. When Mike got home he had the whole day off and he wanted to spend all the time with me. We were sitting on the coach and just talk. Sid and I haven't done that in a while.

"So why are you really back?" I told him what happen to Annie and I though I had every drop of tear out of me, more came out. Mike put me into his chest.

"Sid hasn't done this, well he's mad at me because I did do something stupid."

"What?"

"I almost drop off a bridge."

"Rebecca! Why?"

"If I didn't say all of those things about Annie then they wouldn't be in a flight and the accident."

"Rebecca, it's not your fault, but I need you do to for me?"

"Yeah?"

"Don't tell your self that it was your fault and also don't think about it. Are you going back to Pittsburgh after we play them tomorrow?"

"No, Sid hasn't called me nor has James. Beside I want to spend a holiday with someone that cares for me." I had to go to a ballet studio to work on my knee. I was playing Clair de Lune to help me with the strength of my knee. I did a small routine with "All I wanted" By Sounds Under Radio. I was almost done with the routine when my phone cut me off. It was a voice mail from Sid.

"Hey Rebecca, I just wanted to make sure that your still alive. I'm sorry for what I said that night. It's sad that James lost Annie, I just don't want to lose you to. Please call me back, we are playing at Washington if you decide if you wanted to come. Love you. By the way Happy New Year" After I took a shower my knee was hurting. So I went to see if I had an more pain killers. I was out, maybe it was a good idea not to go to the game.

"See you later Rebecca !" I poke my head out of the bedroom.

"Good Luck." He smiled. Watching the game and they are tied 1. I was looking around the kitchen and I see that Mike bought my favorite wine bottles. So I cook some chicken, salad and had the wine. What I don't have any pain killers so I am fine with that. I always love Mike's place. At the end of the game the Capitals won 5-3 and I have gone through 3 bottles of wine. I got a little bored and went through Mike's clothes to see what he bought. On the conner of my eye I see a shirt that I remembered.

(2010)

Mike was going to pick me up for our first date. I was going to wear a nice red shirt, black maxi skirt and black high heels. There was a knock on the door when he was there. He was wearing a plaid shirt, leather jacket with jeans.

"Hey."

"So are you ready?"

"Yeah." I shut the door and headed out to his car.

"Where are we going?"

"You will see." We reach to this old wendy's but it wasn't. When we got inside it's a Japanese restaurant and you could cook your own food. They have a big grill in the middle of your table.

"I come a lot." We were having a great time, then after dinner there was a park right next to the restaurant. It was getting a little bit cold. He gave me his jacket. We walk into a star bucks and when he came out he took a sip of his coffee. Then his lid fell off and all of his coffee fell on to his shirt.

"Hot !!" I started to laugh.

"Hey ! I want my jacket back since your laughing at me?"

"Your fine, the coffee will help you." He laugh.

"Come here then." He try to give me a hug.

"Mike, stop." I try to run away but with the heels on it didn't help. He grab me and my whole back was soak of coffee. When I turn around and he kiss me.

"Come on lets take you home."

Mike's P.O.V

After we beat the Penguins all I wanted to think was what Rebecca was doing. When I came inside I see that Rebecca found the wine bottles.

"Rebecca?" I went to her room and I didn't see her there, when I turn around I see the light coming in my room. I walk into my room and I see Rebecca trying one of my shirts on. But she was only wearing my shirt and nothing on.

"Rebecca?" She turn around and she had a big smile on her face.

"Can't you believe that it's 2013 now. Look what I'm wearing." She sounded tipsy.

"Yeah your wearing my shirt."

"Not just a shirt it's the shirt from our first date." She came over and wrap her arms around me.

"I miss you."

"Did you drink the bottle I bought today?"

"Yes they were great." She tried to give me a kiss.

"Rebecca what are you doing? What about Sid?"

"Sid doesn't care, so why should I. Your the only person that cares for me." She was trying to get my shirt off. I grab her hands to stop.

"Don't do this, you love Sid."

"I love you to." She push me on the bed and she hop on my lap. I was playing with her brown hair.

"It's hard for me to love you both. Can you help me pick, you or Sid." I spun her around and she laugh a little.

"Happy New Year." She whisper.

"Happy New Year." Then I kiss her.

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