Never Let Go.

'Jamie's POV'

I hate having my picture taken. I know I'm the Captain, it's part of the job but I still don’t like it. I hate faking smiles, I hate posing, I hate most photographers, and I really hate wearing makeup. But thank God makeup is not involved for today's pictures! For these pictures I get to just be Jamie, not Captain Benn and I'm hoping they aren't so bad considering I get to have my girl by my side the whole time.

Nope, I was wrong. It's still bad, no matter what the circumstance of the photo shoot it's still bad. Maybe it's just me..

Kieran and I have been standing in the middle of field in Ft. Worth for almost 3 hours, and by now my face hurts from all of the smiling we've had to do and Kier is practically frozen in the little dress she's wearing. What are we doing standing in a field at the end of November? No we're not crazy, we are taking engagement pictures, and let's just say the weather is not cooperating very well. Way to go Texas! Although the sun is shining the wind is blowing through fierce and frigid whipping Kieran's curly red hair around like a flag.

Kieran started out having a blast with the pictures laughing when the photographer told her to be serious, tickling my sides to get me to use a "real" smile. "Come on Jame, act like you love me!" she teased making me laugh as the photographer snapped candid photos. Kieran doesn’t really like having attention on her either so I think she was just trying to make the best of the situation, engagement pictures were next on the list of things to do before we meet with the wedding planner.

We must have done over a hundred different poses over the course of the session some were serious, some were fun with us laughing and kissing, or with Kieran on my back. Our relationship was fun so we tried to make the pictures symbolize that, my favorite picture had to be the one with Kieran and I in our Stars Jerseys. I couldn't wait to see how they turned out. Thankfully after 3 hours we were free to go, Kieran shook the man's hand took the keys from my pocket and darted for the truck the heels of her boots getting stuck in the ground as she ran.

'Kieran's POV'

Can't. Feel. My. Legs. I thought as I practically ran to the truck, jamming the key in the ignition while praying for the heat to kick on! We would pick a day to take pictures when it's 34 freaking degrees and windy as can be, and I would also choose to wear a damn dress! Gosh, why did I want to be cute!? Oh that's right because these pictures are about to go in some Dallas magazine that's covering Jamie and I's wedding. Sure that sounds cool but these pictures are going to be seen by thousands of random people and I'm nervous enough for our just family and friends to see them for our save the dates! This whole being a bride thing is going to drive me to drink or to a prescription for Xanax. I'm just kidding, I'll be fine! Hopefully.

After all we're meeting with our wedding planner next week and that should take a serious load off of my shoulders. Well at least until I go dress shopping, because that is sure to be a ball of fun! Doesn't trying on wedding dresses sound like a grand time? You're right it does! Until you're doing it on national TV! That's right it looks like I'm going to be on Say Yes to the Dress: Atlanta! The show got ahold of Jamie's agent and they thought it would be great publicity for the Stars. So in 2 weeks my mom, Lauren, and I are off to Atlanta to find the dress, yeehaw.

As the heat begins to warm my legs I lean back into the heated seat closing my eyes as my head hits the leather headrest "Cold?" Jamie asks as he flings open the driver's side door noting that the heat is on full blast. My eyes open quickly and I shoot him a glare, "Haha, at least you got to wear pants." He lets out a little chuckle while putting the truck into drive Jamie turns in the direction our house, "and I am so glad, if we were both popsicles I couldn't warm you up." I wonder what he has in mind, "Oh yeah?" I ask looking across the console into those dark brown eyes.

"What do you have in mind captain?" A smirk crawls across his face, as he now has one hand on the wheel and the other making its way up my thigh. His warm fingertips linger over my cold skin triggering goose bumps and sending a shiver up my spine, but he doesn't stop. When the truck comes to a stop in our driveway I know exactly where this is going, straight up the stairs well maybe not even that far. With the look in Jamie's eyes and the way he has my heart beating from the drive home the couch may be as far as we make it.

Notes

So I know I said only 1-2 updates a week but I feel like you guys are bored with this story and I know we're starting out kinda slow but I promise there is some BIG stuff ahead.. So to expedite the process here's a double update! I love writing this story, I am basically giving them my dream wedding! So here are Kiermie's engagement pictures as we lead into the better parts of the wedding planning and their lives together! Ps. I really hope this stories reads and subscribers goes back to where PMW was... Thank you all for reading! Let me know what you think or if you have some ideas for their wedding :) xoxo -Ally

Engagement Pictures